Actully I was 15... The first time I watched big brother was when Jade Goddy was in it... But i didn't watch the show... I just saw one exposed and said to myself I've got to be in there... Watching big brother is like watching tennis... I don't want to watch it I want to join in and play... That's how I felt about it from day one... But i lacked confidance back then so I never thought I had a chance.. :-)... 3rd year of uni was soo great that it gave me that confidence to apply... But it's turns out that my first instinct was right.... Too many people apply that the ones who want it the most get lost in the crowd...
BB twitter was right... Good candidates get lost amoungs the crowd...
