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Originally Posted by Ammi
...or although everything is heading exactly where you want it to be etc...it’s still been lots of change and possibly some uncertainty as well...new things, not as confident etc ...no matter how great change is, it can still shake us, shake our sense of worth and confidence and just our sense of how we fit..?...I’m glad that it’s feeling much brighter and I’m thrilled that things are heading exactly how you want them to be...  .. |
You are most wise, dearest Ammi. I think my issues are multiple, really. A sense that the more I have, the more I have to lose is one? Also a feeling that "ups and downs" are inevitable and things keep heading up, so I'm constantly on guard for the "down"
. It sounds like a ridiculous whinge when I think about it.
The other aspect of course is being hopelessly hyper-intelligent so when my brain gets away from me the damn thing is a ****ing
nightmare to kick back into shape
