Oh I didn't start balling until Isabelle's best bits. I think everything had begun to sink in by then. I remember hearing Tom come 4th and I felt almost euphoric about Raph making the top 3 (the unintentional aim that evening) then when he was announced top 2 - I literally sat mouth agog in shock.
I was so on edge/nervous that whole day, that extra tenner on votes just seemed the right thing to do and I'm chuffed I did it now.
I think I must have voted about 70+ times in the end? All I know is I was thinking Emma's voice was sounding more tired with each call...
But it has felt like a team effort on here all the way and I'm proud of that.