[Conzors]

Hey guys!

So I've been pondering over food and about my relationship with it. I was quite a chunky kid, then not eating at all and loosing loads of weight, which slowly crept back on during my adult years. In the last year i have put on over a stone due to me going from a manager in retail (running around all day) to sitting at an office all day. I'm sometimes okay with my bigger frame but other times it really gets me down. Does it stop me eating? Not at the time but afterwards i reflect (like right now) and grab my fat and regret what ive just eaten.

I wouldnt say I have an eating disorder however my relationship with food is like drinking - I love it at the time but regret it later on. I want to lose weight but the temptation is always there and i give into it.

My ex-flatmate had anorexia and is now married and pregnant so she has overcome an eating disorder however she still says her relationship with food is bad as she is constantly still watching what she eats.

Have you ever been big and lost weight? Have you gained weight recently? Would you say your relationship with food has hindered you in your life?

Its a weird one and not as easy to just 'stop eating'.