[Red Moon]

'Losing baby was punishment'

SHAMED Jade Goody has revealed she feared her miscarriage was “God’s punishment” for her behaviour on Celebrity Big Brother.

Jade, 26, was 12 weeks pregnant when she lost the baby she was expecting with toyboy lover Jack Tweed, 19, last month.

And the loudmouth — whose career went into freefall following the Celebrity BB racism storm — said the miscarriage had sent her reeling into a “dark time.”

She said: “After the miscarriage I did ask, ‘Why is all this happening?’ I thought it was God’s punishment for something I’d done.

“This year it’s been one thing after another. But after losing the baby I felt I’d never recover.”

Following her stint on the Channel 4 show in January — where she hit the headlines for bullying Bollywood princess Shilpa Shetty — Jade’s perfume and autobiography were withdrawn from sale.

In February she checked in to The Priory in London over depression, before travelling to India in a bid to save her career.

Speaking for the first time since the miscarriage, mum-of-two Jade admitted she was overjoyed when she discovered she was pregnant.

She said: “I was shocked at first, but after such a horrible few months, having a baby was something I could finally look forward to.

“I dreamt of having a girl and even secretly imagined dressing her in pink.”

However, Jade said the miscarriage nearly broke her spirit, adding: “It got to the point where I thought, ‘What else can happen?’. I tortured myself asking why. It was a dark time but I had to put on a brave face for my sons.

“Last week a woman hugged me in the street. I just broke down. But then I get worried people will think I’m crying for sympathy.”

She told Closer magazine: “Last year, everything I touched turned to gold.”

Jade says she is still determined to pick up her career.

Source: The Sun

[Kristen]

What a ridiculous statement.
How could ANYTHING she had done in the CBB house be a punishment for something like losing a baby?
I am upset Jade has said this.

[Ruth]

She's trying to get public sympathy.

[~Kizwiz~]

Of course she is trying to get publicity..... and I find it shocking that she would use losing her baby to do so.

Its a horrable experience that I would never ever wish upon anyone but to use it so publicly saying it was a punishment for CBB is sick.

[lily.]

I really don't know how to respond to this.

It always amazes me how people can manipulate tragic situations.

[Kristen]

Originally posted by kizwiz
Its a horrable experience that I would never ever wish upon anyone but to use it so publicly saying it was a punishment for CBB is sick.

I agree completely.
I do like Jade and I think there is always a possibilty she has been misquoted as everyone knows that's what the press usually does but if everything she's said in the article is true it's practically a translation to: "Oh well I've had my punishment, feel sorry for me and let me have my career back."

[Jackie]

i losted my daughter at fifteen years old i had a mazazine and paper writing to me asking if i would like to tell my story no amount of money is worth publicity u just want to fade into the background and lefted alone to grieve quietly

[~Kizwiz~]

Originally posted by jackie46
i losted my daughter at fifteen years old i had a mazazine and paper writing to me asking if i would like to tell my story no amount of money is worth publicity u just want to fade into the background and lefted alone to grieve quietly

Ohhh I am so sorry, that must have been very very trumatic, and you are right, you would just want to fade away and not make money out of a devistating situation

[Jackie]

yeah but some people trive on tragic situations and jade is in the public eye everything is written about her but she didnt have to say yes to publishing this tragic story or anything else u read about her at the end of the day jade is the one who cosents to having her stories printed

[natjake2504]

Originally posted by jackie46
i losted my daughter at fifteen years old i had a mazazine and paper writing to me asking if i would like to tell my story no amount of money is worth publicity u just want to fade into the background and lefted alone to grieve quietly

My heart goes to you - i love twins who where still born and its horrid

[natjake2504]

i meant to say i lost twins who was still born

[Jackie]

thanks natx

[Jackie]

i bet u dint want it published everywhere

[Arneldo]

Jade Goody has revealed that she believes her recent miscarriage may be a punishment from God for her behaviour on Celebrity Big Brother.

Jade lost the baby she was expecting with boyfriend Jack Tweedy last month.

She told Closer: "After the miscarriage I did ask, 'Why is all this happening?' I thought it was God's punishment for something I'd done."

"This year, it's been one thing after another. But after losing the baby I felt I'd never recover," she added.

The reality TV star's career has been in a downturn since her controversial appearance on Celebrity Big Brother, where she was vilified for her behaviour towards Bollywood actress Shilpa Shetty.

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[natjake2504]

sick

[spacebandit]

Just when you think she can't get any lower in her desperate attempt to revive her "career" - down she goes.

She believes that ANY publicity is good publicity - she's pond scum

[Fat.Rat]

Originally posted by spacebandit
Just when you think she can't get any lower in her desperate attempt to revive her "career" - down she goes.

She believes that ANY publicity is good publicity - she's pond scum

well said!!!

[sarahtheangel]

sorry to hear abt both your losses as for jade im sorry for her too i wont slant her for publishing it i think anyones loss is important

[Lauren]

I think it's terrible how she can even compare something happening in a pseudo-virtual television programme to something so devastatingly real and tragic.

I feel for her, I really do

[Chrizzle]

http://www.thisisbigbrother.com/foru....php?tid=64917

[Chrizzle]

Will she ever give up?

[spacebandit]

Publicity £ Money from a "miscarriage" - I'm seriously having trouble thinking of anything lower.

Its even lower than getting the sympathy publicity £££££ with pretend bowel cancer while she was actually getting liposuction

[micknsam]

WHAT A LOAD OF RUBISH GOD,S PUNISHMENT MY ASS.
GET A LIFE.

[Ruth*Star]

So every woman that has a miscarrage is being punished, oh shut up jade.

[Wiglet]

The media are the media and they will print whatever they want to no matter what Jade says to them. I wonder what she actually quoted in the first place because I guarantee it has been distorted beyond recognition!

I'm neither a Jade supporter nor a Jade basher; I think what she did in the house was disgraceful and unacceptable though. Since then I'm not sure how much she is in control of her life and looking at her strange behaviour, I doubt she is in control of much of it. Has being in the public eye become such a huge part of her life that even negative attention is positive for her? Who knows? Who knows if the tabloids are embellishing the stories they get hold of to make them into the nasty little ones they run with now?
Has Jade decided to sell this story for more money and publicity? Again who knows?

I worry for her because she is a young woman who was thrust into the media limelight and it gave her so much. Now she is a wealthy young mother who has all money can buy but those emotions are still the same.
I hope she is seeking help as I think there is a lot going inside of her. I pity her but do not blame her; she is the product of her upbringing and then what the public wanted her to be.

My thoughts go out to those HERE who grieve every Christmas, Birthday and anniversary when loved ones are not there.