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Stephanie
20-12-2009, 03:11 AM
first one since my grandad died, and last xmas he was really ill with cancer. my nan's in a home now, so this will be the first xmas we havn't spent at their house. it's gonna be weird :bawling:

anyone else not looking foward to it?
Patrick
20-12-2009, 03:13 AM
Aw :(
Hopefully it turns out better than you expect it Steph.

Im not looking forward to it either, Im only getting Video Games and no other presents this year, so it seems like i`ll be getting nothing.
Even though im getting alot.. sorta lol

But I still have 'surprises' to come so hopefully they arent bad and its a good Christmas.
Jords
20-12-2009, 03:14 AM
Aw Steph Im sorry to hear the bad news :hug:
Stephanie
20-12-2009, 03:15 AM
it's strange because he died in february and i hadn't been really upset about it or cried and now it's suddenly hit me ;/
GypsyGoth
20-12-2009, 03:19 AM
Aww Stef I really hope xmas surprises you and you have a nice time.
Jack_
20-12-2009, 03:19 AM
Aw Steph hope you're okay :hug:
Stephanie
20-12-2009, 03:20 AM
:bawling::hug:
Jords
20-12-2009, 03:20 AM
Its always the important days that bring back the memories Steph, Im sorry you lost you granddad, I cant imagine how it would feel,and I hope your xmas is as good as it can be x
Princess
20-12-2009, 03:20 AM
My uncle and grandad have died this year,so it's been ****,really ****. But I think me(and my family) just want a day to have fun,relax,be happy. Hopefully it won't be too sad!
Stephanie
20-12-2009, 03:20 AM
thanks everyone :|
Stacey.
20-12-2009, 08:29 AM
awww steph :hug:
im looking forward to it! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Evenn though no one from my family have died at christmas,however...
I would still try to enjoy it :)
as its onlyyy once a year,, Ive waited for it...... :D
Jessica.
20-12-2009, 02:33 PM
I'm not looking forward to Christmas either :(
My family gets smaller every year this year my aunt, 3 month old cousin and my gran aunt have all died :(
My father will be dead for 14 years in January too :(
Oh I sound like a depression case!
Stacey.
20-12-2009, 02:33 PM
I'm not looking forward to Christmas either :(
My family gets smaller every year this year my aunt, 3 month old cousin and my gran aunt have all died :(
My father will be dead for 14 years in January too :(
Oh I sound like a depression case!

aww jess :(
how old are ya?
Jessica.
20-12-2009, 02:37 PM
aww jess :(
how old are ya?

17
Stacey.
20-12-2009, 02:40 PM
17

awww thats a lot to happen to you, at that age :(
Jessica.
20-12-2009, 02:42 PM
awww thats a lot to happen to you, at that age :(

That is only this year though! I'm OK.
InOne
20-12-2009, 02:43 PM
Hate Christmas, all a load of rubbish. Don't think i'll ever see it as a happy time.
Stacey.
20-12-2009, 02:44 PM
That is only this year though! I'm OK.

ahh good :) :)
Stacey.
20-12-2009, 02:45 PM
Hate Christmas, all a load of rubbish. Don't think i'll ever see it as a happy time.

Why not Joee?
Everyone`s happy!!!! :D
:dance: and dancing and stufff, yehhh, haha :D
LMFFAOO