View Full Version : [[&..I know I'm in the wrong]].sorry.
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 04:53 PM
Right This should be posted by 6ish.
Last night ;
1)I made a false account for 2 reasons.
i)I was in such a need of a confidence boost i wanted to see if people actually did like me or they bitched about me.
2)I wanted to play a game in which i messed with SMC's head. That backfired.because i had no ammo.
Fangz, Lance, Big Sis and the rest of you.
Im sorry for what i did.
Im not here to blame it on anything.
But ive got one thing thats been playing the mind games with me.
And thats my own personal affairs in real life.
Which im not going to go into because i DONT guilt trip people.
For SMC.
Im sorry to you aswell.
That picture you did yesterday made me chuckle.
And i thought your just having a laugh.
But up here at home people say it to me all the time.
And to be honest its not good.
So if i have one request its to be called Ryan and Not Harry.
For Steph[AKA EugeneSully]
Just Thanks for standing over me like and angel.
Ill be happy to re-pay you one day.
For the rest of the forum members.And Admin.
Now my week is over and i can start afresh.
Im hoping i can work back into a 'model approach'
Acheive a private goal.
And become respected for the person i was.
And still am.
And Finally Stropz.Green For Green day
Ive got a lot of respect to earn back off you especially.
What i did seemed to hit you the hardest.
And id love to be forgiven from you.
Id love another chance.
Just remember.
A man will only admit his mistake when he knows he has lost something out of the bargain.
The bargain for my well behaving is your respect. accordingly.
:wavey:
:wavey: so ill start here.
Hello everybody.
The names Ryan.
I dont know what happened, so im lost :conf:
Siouxsie
22-01-2006, 05:02 PM
me too:conf:
Yer what's going on, you can get done for making 2 accounts.
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:10 PM
wait for the people who are addressed to come on and it will all explain itself.
Siouxsie
22-01-2006, 05:12 PM
dont really think i want to know if its bickering whats the point
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:17 PM
Originally posted by scooby
dont really think i want to know if its bickering whats the point
Its not bickering.
It apologies for the bickering.
And other things i did last night.
James
22-01-2006, 05:20 PM
Okay, thanks for apologising Ryan.
Hopefully we can put this behind us. I've put up a message about the bickering posts.
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:22 PM
Ive read it.
Im just waiting for the regulars to see this thread
Namely the ones mentioned directly in the post.
then it can be deleted.
and everything can be cleaned and forgotten about.
Siouxsie
22-01-2006, 05:27 PM
nice one :wink:
Apology accepted, good of you to apologise..now get on your knees and worship me...
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:32 PM
Originally posted by SMC
Apology accepted, good of you to apologise..now get on your knees and worship me................
ha.
i only worship women. :wink:
ThaGazBoi
22-01-2006, 05:40 PM
Thats big off you for aplogisling Ryan :wavey: last night was a bit manic.
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:44 PM
Originally posted by CrazyGazza
Thats big off you for aplogisling Ryan :wavey: last night was a bit manic.
Nice to see im not getting little digs or remarks.
Yet anyway,
I could always start if you want..
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:52 PM
Originally posted by SMC
I could always start if you want..
id rather you wouldnt.
infact im positive you shouldnt.
Thanks.
BigSister
22-01-2006, 05:58 PM
thanks for apologising Ryan ive had time to cool down at work and I accept it just want to put it all behind now
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 05:59 PM
Originally posted by BigSister
thanks for apologising Ryan ive had time to cool down at work and I accept it just want to put it all behind now
I was at work today..
and i was thinking about how to put it to everyone.
You take everything way too seriously though, you need to lighten up
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 06:05 PM
I am quite light actually.
I just think you need to stop...making people you know who are vunruable feel they are being. 'TAKEN THE PISS OUT OF'
end of. end of. end of.
EugeneSully
22-01-2006, 06:09 PM
awwww ryan. You know I forgive you anyway. We all try things like these sometimes and I see why you did it but you know for next time not to always follow your gut insticnts....
yay my name was mentioned in red.. Yes I'm an angel and yes you must repay me someday... hehe jokes. Okay well least people are beginning to understand now..
love lots, steph
Red Moon
22-01-2006, 06:10 PM
Break it up SMC and Gladders_16 before it starts
RED
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 06:12 PM
Originally posted by Red Moon
Break it up SMC and Gladders_16 before it starts
RED
RM all is calm here.
Yoink.
Lance
22-01-2006, 06:12 PM
Thanks for apologising, Ryan.
Aren't you glad that we realised what you were doing now? Because if we hadn't it would have gone on and on and on and.. you get it?:laugh:
Anyway... let's all get back to normal.:dog:
EugeneSully
22-01-2006, 06:13 PM
we. are.
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 06:15 PM
Im in a GREAT MOOD.
Passion Searchers - So much to give
EugeneSully
22-01-2006, 06:16 PM
how come???
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 06:17 PM
Originally posted by EugeneSully
how come???
MSN.:wink:
I'll tell you on there.
EugeneSully
22-01-2006, 06:18 PM
um ok lol
Corkie
22-01-2006, 06:23 PM
:dog::dog: dave is the sign of normal
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 06:27 PM
Originally posted by corkie
:dog::dog: dave is the sign of normal :dog::dog::dog::dog::dog:Dave:dog::dog::dog::dog:: dog:
He is the sign of a brighter future.
EugeneSully
22-01-2006, 06:30 PM
The futur's bright... the future's orange
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 06:41 PM
Dave is grey:spin:
Thank you for apologising Ryan. It's much appreciated. :xyxwave:
......... and Dave's over the moon! :dog: :dog: :dog:
Corkie
22-01-2006, 07:00 PM
daves running faster then ever :dog::dog:
Razmataz
22-01-2006, 07:03 PM
cheers guys.
i now wait for stropz
lily.
22-01-2006, 08:18 PM
Ok Ryan. Here's my say...(in Green, since you noticed :thumbs:)...
I thought what you did last night was really stupid and immature. However, I have to take into account that you are 17. When I talk to some of the FMs on here, I tend to forget what age they are. For example, Fangz. I talk with her quite a lot, and often forget she is not the same age as me. She has a maturity about her which makes me think of her as a girl in her 20s or 30s. Dan (BB fernzy) also. He doesn't act like an 18 year old. But, I'm getting off topic here...
Getting back to the plot.... I'm not saying you are always immature. Quite the reverse actually. The fact that you make legible posts on here with proper opinions and arguments makes you easy to get along with for FMs of any age. It also makes me forget that you are 17. I am not patronising you but it's not unusual for a 17 year old to make a bad decision. I made plenty at your age. You made an extremely bad one last night, which you are obviously well aware of. But, just because you made a bad decision, for decidedly dodgy reasons, doesn't mean that I will take the strop with you for the rest of your life.
It wont be condescending and say that you did nothing wrong. You did. And you totally p***ed me off. However, for me to lose all respect for you would make me childish in the extreme, since you are 17, I am 32, therefore I should be setting the example here, if you get me?
I am happy to put this behind us and continue on as though it never happened.
First though, I have a few things to say...
Firstly, regarding your confidence issues. You wont resolve them on an internet forum. I understand that you have confidence/esteem issues. Most people do, even if they don't admit it. Try not to let things get to you as much, and try not to take things to heart so much. I can't speak for your personal life or problems in the real world, obviously, nor would I pry into your business, but as for the forum here, I can tell you that if stuff is getting to you, there is an "OFF" switch. You should use it. Don't let people get under your skin so much. Don't let it get to that stage.
Secondly, you do have friends here. We are generally a good bunch I think. Most folk are friendly and considerate. If something is bothering you, just be honest. For example, obviously the Harry Potter thing bothers you for whatever reason. All you had to do was say that it bothers you or upsets you. You don't have to give a reason why. If you clearly state that something is offensive to you, then we will respect that. And if a FM doesn't respect it after you have clearly asked them not to do it, then admin can deal with it. As you know, SMC was having a laugh. I would have done the same. But, neither of us would do it if it genuinely bothered you. That's just nasty.
Lastly, don't be so feckin serious all the time. Believe me. I'm 32, married with 2 kids, and I still take time out to act the a**e. You are young. Be carefree. Enjoy youth. Have fun. Smile, and the world smiles back at you. At the very least, Smile and Stropzy smiles back at you :bigsmile:
Now, worship me. You said you only worship women. Well, I'm a woman worthy of worshipping!!!!!
Originally posted by Stropz
Ok Ryan. Here's my say...(in Green, since you noticed :thumbs:)...
I thought what you did last night was really stupid and immature. However, I have to take into account that you are 17. When I talk to some of the FMs on here, I tend to forget what age they are. For example, Fangz. I talk with her quite a lot, and often forget she is not the same age as me. She has a maturity about her which makes me think of her as a girl in her 20s or 30s. Dan (BB fernzy) also. He doesn't act like an 18 year old. But, I'm getting off topic here...
Getting back to the plot.... I'm not saying you are always immature. Quite the reverse actually. The fact that you make legible posts on here with proper opinions and arguments makes you easy to get along with for FMs of any age. It also makes me forget that you are 17. I am not patronising you but it's not unusual for a 17 year old to make a bad decision. I made plenty at your age. You made an extremely bad one last night, which you are obviously well aware of. But, just because you made a bad decision, for decidedly dodgy reasons, doesn't mean that I will take the strop with you for the rest of your life.
It wont be condescending and say that you did nothing wrong. You did. And you totally p***ed me off. However, for me to lose all respect for you would make me childish in the extreme, since you are 17, I am 32, therefore I should be setting the example here, if you get me?
I am happy to put this behind us and continue on as though it never happened.
First though, I have a few things to say...
Firstly, regarding your confidence issues. You wont resolve them on an internet forum. I understand that you have confidence/esteem issues. Most people do, even if they don't admit it. Try not to let things get to you as much, and try not to take things to heart so much. I can't speak for your personal life or problems in the real world, obviously, nor would I pry into your business, but as for the forum here, I can tell you that if stuff is getting to you, there is an "OFF" switch. You should use it. Don't let people get under your skin so much. Don't let it get to that stage.
Secondly, you do have friends here. We are generally a good bunch I think. Most folk are friendly and considerate. If something is bothering you, just be honest. For example, obviously the Harry Potter thing bothers you for whatever reason. All you had to do was say that it bothers you or upsets you. You don't have to give a reason why. If you clearly state that something is offensive to you, then we will respect that. And if a FM doesn't respect it after you have clearly asked them not to do it, then admin can deal with it. As you know, SMC was having a laugh. I would have done the same. But, neither of us would do it if it genuinely bothered you. That's just nasty.
Lastly, don't be so feckin serious all the time. Believe me. I'm 32, married with 2 kids, and I still take time out to act the a**e. You are young. Be carefree. Enjoy youth. Have fun. Smile, and the world smiles back at you. At the very least, Smile and Stropzy smiles back at you :bigsmile:
Now, worship me. You said you only worship women. Well, I'm a woman worthy of worshipping!!!!!
Aint reading all that but whatever..i agree,
lily.
22-01-2006, 08:22 PM
cheeky wee whippersnapper!!!.. how the devil are ya muh compadre!.
Originally posted by Stropz
cheeky wee whippersnapper!!!.. how the devil are you muh compadre!.
Not too good today stropy, got a huge cut on my knee from football and coming down with a cold i think..plus i got a 12 hour shift at work tomorrow..yourself?
EugeneSully
22-01-2006, 08:25 PM
I read it all and I agree. But some of have to be "fecking serious" all the time so people can see exactly how we feel because if we don't, it will not only get worse, it will piss off the victim.
But all in all, well said stropz
lily.
22-01-2006, 08:26 PM
Originally posted by SMC
Originally posted by Stropz
cheeky wee whippersnapper!!!.. how the devil are you muh compadre!.
Not too good today stropy, got a huge cut on my knee from football and coming down with a cold i think..plus i got a 12 hour shift at work tomorrow..yourself?
Better than that. No cuts, no cold, no work tomoro. Still a bit PMT-ish, but not as bad as I was yesterday! :laugh:
Want me to kiss yer boo-boo better? :wink:
no but there's something else you can kiss..haha,
lily.
22-01-2006, 08:30 PM
Really.:nono: Control yourself. I know I'm irresistable, but try to restrain yourself somewhat.. :laugh:
Actually, i take it back..Forgot you have PMT..you'll probs rip it off
lily.
22-01-2006, 08:38 PM
Wouldn't be the first time :wink:
Fangz
22-01-2006, 10:29 PM
Thanks for the apology Glads, I wouldn't have put myself in the same situation you did, but if I had, I'm not sure I'd have had the guts to apologize. I appreciate that.
Razmataz
23-01-2006, 12:12 PM
Just one thing.
Everyone here at college knows me better than anyone of you.
And thats for obvious reasons accordingly.
But when something bothers me i walk away and i just ignore it and i know i wont have to face a fight or scuffle of words.
But on here i have the protection of my computer chair to help me.
And i know im never gonna meet any of you lot unless we all do a meet up thing/convention.
I know and im sure i'll eventually be happy again personal and on here. and when time comes to it ill be back to normal.
This last week has been a crud one for most people i know, i dont know what has happened this week, my friends around me are now ALL single...this includes me and its quite depressing when i can see the girls window from mine.
But all said and done...life moves on....plenty more fish in the sea. and another last point to make.
This thread can now be shut. because i know the thing can now be forgotten..
Nizlopi - JCB Song
"Dont drive your desires down the wrong road"
Legend
23-01-2006, 12:24 PM
What u actually done rong though??? :conf:
I made a new account though cause my old one was during bb6 and i didn't like the name so made this one lol.
Whats rong with that though or am i missing something? :joker:
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