4am Club (Tribute to Kerry)

[Ramsay]

Woooooo

[Ramsay]

i've 3 cans left..the night is young!

[Benjamin]

Thought I'd pop in and make an appearance as I can't sleep. :hugesmile:

[Ramsay]

think we're the only ones online ben hahah
dya like sterophonics?
they just came on my itunes there so im asking everyone on facebook ahah

[Benjamin]

Everyone else must be sleeping. :suspect:

Yeah, I go through phases of liking The Stereophonics, currently I can deal with them.

[King Gizzard]

stereophonics suck

[InOne]

:nono:

[InOne]

0_0

Hello

[Benjamin]

If anyone else is up, I'm going to post a tribute to Kerry in here at 4am.

[Maia]

I'll be up hopefully

[Ramsay]

:love:

[InOne]

Will definitely be here :(

[King Gizzard]

big love for this thread

I shall keep you company Joseph

[King Gizzard]

(and others didn't see the posts)

[Benjamin]

Has anyone let Claymores know?

[InOne]

I might send him an email

[Jords]

We :love: you Kerry

I miss you :/

[Ninastar]

you should let him know, i bet he's worried

no one deserves to not know that about a friend

[InOne]

big love for this thread

I shall keep you company Joseph

It's not been bumped in a while eh, it's weird only a few pages back we're all there just talking normally :(

[Callum]

Yeah I think someone should try and get in contact with Claymores. He and Kerry were really close.

[Benjamin]

He should be told, if nobody wants to do it I'll send it.

[InOne]

I've sent Ian an email

[Jords]

aw man Im tearing up again, just cant get over it and I keep thinking of her family and pets who she loved so much :/

[Ninastar]

she was a very loving person, I wish I had paid more attention. I thought it was strange how little sleep she got, but I never thought it was a big deal

[Kate!]

I will be here at 4.

[Benjamin]

I've sent Ian an email

Cheers Joe. He may be on a ban but he still deserves to know about the news.

[InOne]

Cheers Joe. He may be on a ban but he still deserves to know about the news.

Yeah, definitely, I'll stay online with hotmail to see if I get a reply tonight.

[Marc]

I can't make it to 4, I haven't had much sleep over the past few days and my eyes are beginning to become heavy. But I want to start a possible signature/avatar change, if not for just a week or so. I don't know how but I've been desperately trying to make something happen to commemorate her, even just small RIP in our signatures, I dunno.. I don't want it to be seen as too tacky but I also feel so guilty posting in other threads when something like this has happened and it's annoying me that other threads are getting posts in them when this has happened. It's just too big a thing to avoid

[InOne]

I'm gonna change my custom status thing

[Marc]

That's a nice touch, I'll do the same

[Niamh.]

I can't make it to 4, I haven't had much sleep over the past few days and my eyes are beginning to become heavy. But I want to start a possible signature/avatar change, if not for just a week or so. I don't know how but I've been desperately trying to make something happen to commemorate her, even just small RIP in our signatures, I dunno.. I don't want it to be seen as too tacky but I also feel so guilty posting in other threads when something like this has happened and it's annoying me that other threads are getting posts in them when this has happened. It's just too big a thing to avoid

:hug: I feel like that too Marc, I just feel so useless right now, she's such a big loss to this forum and me but I feel like I have to try and act normal around all my r/l people.

I like that idea of doing something

[Marc]

:hug: I feel like that too Marc, I just feel so useless right now, she's such a big loss to this forum and me but I feel like I have to try and act normal around all my r/l people.

I like that idea of doing something

I'm lucky that i've been locked away in my room all evening, I just keep tearing up and then I watch something soppy on tv and I well up.. lol :bored: it's been a tough day.

[Patrick]

I was going to say you could of put like a black ribbon or something beside the logo - but that wouldn't work for two reasons:

1. We all use different skins
2. It would look more like a SOPA protest

But Marc's idea is lovely, we should do something in our Banners or User Titles perhaps.

[MeMyselfAndI]

I feel awful & i didn't even know her very well.

[GypsyGoth]

I took her for granted, she was motherly, and anyway I think my life is better because I got to meet her here.

[bbfan1991]

She was a big Sheffield United fan and loved the football in general, so how about a tribute related to that too in the football forum?

[Niamh.]

I feel awful & i didn't even know her very well.

She was always around, even if you didn't speak to her much :hugesmile:

[Jack_]

It really is such terrible, sad news. The news of this death has shocked me more than any of the others on this forum, and all of them were very shocking, as you just don't expect it really.

I didn't even speak to her that much, but on the odd occasion that I did she was very warm, friendly and she would chat to anyone. A really lovely person that will be missed by all. I can't imagine how her family must be feeling :(

[InOne]

I took her for granted, she was motherly, and anyway I think my life is better because I got to meet her here.

Definitely, I always felt a genuine warmth from her and she always made the effort with everyone.

[Josy]

I'm absolutely gutted, just can't seem to stop crying and everytime I read a post in her R.I.P thread I just start all over again, I'm a bit tired already but will try my best to still be here at 4am.

[Marc]

She was taken for granted, but she was always around and lovely. I for one only recently started to get to know her but her presence on TiBB was more than enough to satisfy a big response (and shock).

[Niamh.]

Definitely, I always felt a genuine warmth from her and she always made the effort with everyone.

She really did, even people who'd been horrible to her, she never held it against them for long (you know who I'm talking about)

[InOne]

She really did, even people who'd been horrible to her, she never held it against them for long (you know who I'm talking about)

Yeah indeed, she sent me a lovely PM over last BB thanking me for sticking up for her in one of the threads, always felt touched by that. I always defending her whenever I could. I'm glad it's been a nice period over the forum over 2011 though, everyone got on pretty well and no hard feelings. It just still hasn't sunk in that she's not going to pop in to do the night shift as she called it as normal :(

[bbfan1991]

She was such a caring and lovely person, hilarious unintentionally at times and she helped keep the soap threads active, she'll be missed a lot:(.

Can't imagine how her family must be feeling and it has affected the whole forum in some way, like what Shaun said we are an online community and most of us haven't met each other in RL but it is good how he all look out for each other on here despite the antics that go on...

[Niamh.]

Yeah indeed, she sent me a lovely PM over last BB thanking me for sticking up for her in one of the threads, always felt touched by that. I always defending her whenever I could. I'm glad it's been a nice period over the forum over 2011 though, everyone got on pretty well and no hard feelings. It just still hasn't sunk in that she's not going to pop in to do the night shift as she called it as normal :(

I know :( It just feels so wrong and unfair.

[bbfan1991]

Yeah indeed, she sent me a lovely PM over last BB thanking me for sticking up for her in one of the threads, always felt touched by that. I always defending her whenever I could. I'm glad it's been a nice period over the forum over 2011 though, everyone got on pretty well and no hard feelings. It just still hasn't sunk in that she's not going to pop in to do the night shift as she called it as normal :(

:( Or the debates in the EE, Emmerdale and Corrie threads as she did have strong views on what was going on:D:).

[InOne]

:( Or the debates in the EE, Emmerdale and Corrie threads as she did have strong views on what was going on:D:).

Yeah always loved her posts in the EE thread, one of the few who kept bumping it

[Benjamin]

I'm absolutely gutted, just can't seem to stop crying and everytime I read a post in her R.I.P thread I just start all over again, I'm a bit tired already but will try my best to still be here at 4am.

:hug:

Me too. I even went on a walk to try and take my mind off of it. I read Marc's message after I finished work and I welled-up there and had to bolt it from the building.

[Marc]

Night guys I'm having to bail, make it a good moment please. x

[King Gizzard]

i'm buying oxo cubes tommorow and drinking them

[GypsyGoth]

Night Marc :hug:

[Callum]

I took her for granted, she was motherly, and anyway I think my life is better because I got to meet her here.

I feel like this. She would always reply to my posts in the EE thread when nobody else did and I really appreciated that. In fact the soaps section in general will be affected by this because she was a big contributor to that section. She was such a lovely member, I think the whole forum will miss her hugely.

I keep thinking about her little girl having to grow up without a mother and it makes me really upset. :(

[Niamh.]

I wish I could stick around for 4am guys but I have to go into work tomorrow, have to be up 7:30am.

Goodnight Kerry, the forum is a lesser place without you x

[InOne]

Night guys I'm having to bail, make it a good moment please. x

Night man, take care

[GypsyGoth]

Night Niamh :hug:

[InOne]

I wish I could stick around for 4am guys but I have to go into work tomorrow, have to be up 7:30am.

Goodnight Kerry, the forum is a lesser place without you x

Night Niamh :hug:

[bbfan1991]

Night Niamh:):wavey:.

[Benjamin]

I feel like this. She would always reply to my posts in the EE thread when nobody else did and I really appreciated that. In fact the soaps section in general will be affected by this because she was a big contributor to that section. She was such a lovely member, I think the whole forum will miss her hugely.

I keep thinking about her little girl having to grow up without a mother and it makes me really upset. :(

I keep thinking about her poor daughter too. :(

[Maia]

Night Niamh and Marc x

My custom title has been changed

[Ninastar]

Goodnight Niamh, I hope you sleep well :hug:

[bbfan1991]

Her poor daughter:(:bawling:.

[Ninastar]

I can't imagine how her daughter is feeling. Only 12/13 as well. Just awful. It's not sunk in for me yet, I just don't think its real.

[InOne]

I just thought she was having a little break like she sometimes has. But by the end was starting to get a little worried, was gonna start a thread as well.

[Fetch The Bolt Cutters]

still cant believe this :sad:
wish i had been nicer to her when she was here

[Callum]

I just thought she was having a little break like she sometimes has. But by the end was starting to get a little worried, was gonna start a thread as well.

I thought she had just gone on holiday or something and forgot to tell the forum. Then when I saw the thread today I thought it was some sort of sick joke because I'd not recognised the member before and it all seemed so out of the blue but it wasn't. :(

It's a cruel world

[King Gizzard]

We thought it was her internet or something like that in the towers :/

In my entire life only had one other person that i've known really well die, so even though it's a forum it feels just as bad

It's a testament that she's held is massive regard yet people didn't know an awful lot about her off-the-site

[InOne]

Yeah, definitely. She said I was like 5 mins away from her house once when I told her where I'd been in Sheffield, kinda weird to think about really.

[Ninastar]

I think we lived nearest to her, didn't we Joe?

[InOne]

Yeah, I was about 40min drive from her. We were all in Yorkshire

[Ninastar]

it's crazy
I remember talking about the weather, and it'd always be you two i wanted to ask about haha

[Fetch The Bolt Cutters]

was she ill or was this just like a sudden thing

[Jack_]

My dad lives in Sheffield and I visit every couple of months, so to think that I could've passed her in the street or whatever without knowing is just a very strange thought, especially now. It's very sad :(

[bbfan1991]

It is sad, Jack:(.

[Marsh.]

was she ill or was this just like a sudden thing

From David's post I gather it was sudden, and then only Wednesday she was diagnosed with pneumonia. Absolutely tragic.

[Benjamin]

Yeah, it was sudden. Makes it even harder to hear.

[Fetch The Bolt Cutters]

just goes to show how precious life is :sad:
ik it wont have made a difference to her because she didn't care but i just wish i was nicer to her and we 'parted' on good terms or whatever :sad:

[InOne]

Got a reply from Ian.

He's devasted too :(

[Benjamin]

:(

Is he going to be awake at 4am?

[InOne]

I'm not sure, I'd imagine maybe, he sent the same email to me and Harry as we'd both contacted him

[Fetch The Bolt Cutters]

i thought that was ian who posted in the RIP kerry thread at first just looked again and it was thomas

[Benjamin]

If he is I was going to see if I could remove his ban for ten minutes over the 4am period to pay his tribute to her in here with us, but I'm the only mod online at them moment.

[InOne]

Maybe you could email and let him know if it happens? Might sound better coming from a mod

[Benjamin]

Can you PM me his address?

If no other mod comes on I'll have to make the decision, I just don't want to get told off for it. But this is an exceptional circumstance.

[Shaun]

I thought the person posting in the thread was setanta tbh

[Jords]

Pretty sick if they deny it tbh

[InOne]

Can you PM me his address?

If no other mod comes on I'll have to make the decision, I just don't want to get told off for it. But this is an exceptional circumstance.

Yeah np, will just have to open hotmail again, it keeps freezing

[Fetch The Bolt Cutters]

ik this is completely off topic and might sound a bit insensitive but how come people only found out about andyman like years later and how did they find out

[King Gizzard]

Because no one had a way of knowing where he had gone, it took James searching his name via google (I think) and finding bebo and another site with condolences

[Locke.]

I genuinely can't believe this you know... I didn't know Kerry too well but spoke to her quite a bit on the chat threads. Wasn't expecting it at all when I come on tonight, I just thought her internet was gonna be broke or something

[Benjamin]

I know, it all still seems surreal. I keep expecting her to just suddenly pop up on the who's online list. :sad:

[MTVN]

I'll be here for 4am and I agree with lifting Ian's ban for it, it's only right considering..

[InOne]

Any reply from him Ben?

[Benjamin]

Yeah, I spoke to him about ten minutes ago and said I would lift his ban for ten minutes just before 4am so he could pay his last respects to her in here with us. :sad:

[InOne]

Ahhh that's cool then

[Benjamin]

Thanks for sending me his address btw. I could have it got it myself, I realise this now. My heads just everywhere at the moment.

[InOne]

Yeah don't worry about it, luckily I had an email from him still in my inbox

[Benjamin]

Kerry you were an amazing member, mod and online friend to all of us here. You will be deeply missed by myself and I'm sure everyone else. I hope wherever you are, you are happy and watching down upon us all with a smile. 4am won't be the same without you as one of the nightowls making me laugh, I will miss you so much on here.


On behalf of everyone, rest in peace little angle. :love:



-raises glass to Kerry-

[sooty]

Kerry, thinking of you. R.I.P.

[InOne]

:(

Great member and will miss you loads Kerry :love:

[Ramsay]

Thinking of you Kerry :( xx

[Jack_]

RIP Kerry. Our thoughts are with you :love:

[Maia]

R.I.P. Kerry. The 4am Club won't be the same without you :(

*raises glass to Kerry*

[Fetch The Bolt Cutters]

RIP :sad:

[GypsyGoth]

:love:

[Shaun]

Good-night! good-night! as we so oft have said
Beneath this roof at midnight, in the days
That are no more, and shall no more return.
Thou hast but taken up thy lamp and gone to bed;
I stay a little longer, as one stays
To cover up the embers that still burn.

~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

:love:

[Locke.]

Rip :(

[Mystic Mock]

We all need a bit of Kerry in our lives,it won't be the same without you.

[MTVN]

RIP Kerry, this still hasn't really sunk in yet and it's a hard thing to comprehend, it sounds like a cliché but you were a fantastic member; caring, funny, friendly and kind, and you always knew the right thing to say, I'm so sorry you're gone, will think of you whenever the clock strikes four or whenever I'm on TiBB in the early hours of the morning x

[Claymores]

A chat thread in the midst of BB talks where the rules were no animosity or HMs based biases.

KERRY was so brilliant at it. When I'd be sleeping she'd open one. then got some other sleepless nutcases to join-in. Eventually our American FMs were nudging us to open a thread if neither of us were around exactly on the dot

Oh Kerster, what have you done. Even when not a mod you tried to calm me down when being stupid.

I'll miss you so much but please do not spook me @ 4am to wake up- there's no live feed just finished anymore and no fun/sensible natters without you.

[Callum]

Kerry, the forum won't be the same without you. You were a great member who contributed a lot to this forum and I will miss you hugely, as will the whole forum. Really appreciated you replying to my posts in the EastEnders thread when no one else would, I am sad that I will no longer hear your views on the show and your views in general were always interesting to read.

Rest In Peace Kerry :( Gone too soon

[Mystic Mock]

Lol Claymores.

[InOne]

Nice to see you back Ian, this place won't be the same without her

[Benjamin]

Claymores I'm going move this to the 4am thread. But I'm glad you came on to pay your respects. :)

[Tom4784]

She'll be missed.

[Kate!]

R.I.P. Lovely Kerry, you will be missed immensely on here.

Kind and gentle, warm and funny, those were the things I found you to be. You were a massive animal lover like me, and I will remember you for your love of Lolcats, we had some laughs about those pics, some great ones.

God bless.

[Mystic Mock]

Claymores I'm going move this to the 4am thread. But I'm glad you came on to pay your respects. :)

Should mine be put in here or not?

[Jack_]

I think it's really sad and almost scary at how (I believe) her parents died when she was young, and she has left behind a younger daughter herself. This world is a cruel place sometimes :(

I hope that doesn't sound bad, I'm worried that it might do but it's been playing on my mind :(

[Mystic Mock]

I think it's really sad and almost scary at how (I believe) her parents died when she was young, and she has left behind a younger daughter herself. This world is a cruel place sometimes :(

I hope that doesn't sound bad, I'm worried that it might do but it's been playing on my mind :(

Hopefully the daughter won't have that fate.

[Benjamin]

I think it's really sad and almost scary at how (I believe) her parents died when she was young, and she has left behind a younger daughter herself. This world is a cruel place sometimes :(

I hope that doesn't sound bad, I'm worried that it might do but it's been playing on my mind :(

It doesn't sound bad, it is cruel how the world works sometimes, but she'll be with her parents now, waiting for her husband and daughter. They'll all be reunited one day. :hug:

[Shaun]

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[Ammi]

Kerry post:
You Learn Something New Every Day!

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So they say.

What (if anything) have you learnt today that you never knew?


I didn't really know Kerry as I'm not a night owl, but whenever I'd log on in the morning, there'd usually be a new thread by her like the one above. I used to think of it as a 'thought of the day' from Kerry. It seemed whenever she'd seen something on TV or read something, she thought was interesting, she'd bring it to the forum as a discussion. She was obviously a 'deep' lady...a thinker and a caring one too.

.....What I've learned today is that life is random and cruel and unfair and if there is a reason and purpose for everything, it sometimes can be difficult to fathom. But in the end, what people hold in their hearts is all that is left of us.......and it's perfectly obvious there are hearts on this forum that Kerry has filled to capacity with warmth and love....and a huge smile
Condolences to those who knew her well edit: you are also the fortunate ones to have the memory of her in your lives and hearts, , I'm sure she had you in hers
RIP Kerry

[Marc]

It's just so strange

[Lee.]

RIP Kerry... you've been on my mind constantly since I heard this awful news. xxx

[Suze]

I am still finding it very hard to believe Kerry has gone :( It just doesn't seem real, it hasn't quite sunk in yet :( I feel so deeply for her poor family and friends, as she must have been taken so suddenly, it will all be so raw and hurting so much for them and there is nothing we can do to ease that pain as much as many of us would like to :( apart from letting them know how deeply loved she was on here, and how respected she was. RIP Kerry.

[Josy]

Kerry was everyones friend on here, she was always there with some advice or even some humour wether you knew her well or not, I will miss her late night threads and posts and TiBB will definitely not be the same without her.

R.I.P Kerry I will never forget you ♥

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[joeysteele]

Kerry post:
You Learn Something New Every Day!

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So they say.

What (if anything) have you learnt today that you never knew?


I didn't really know Kerry as I'm not a night owl, but whenever I'd log on in the morning, there'd usually be a new thread by her like the one above. I used to think of it as a 'thought of the day' from Kerry. It seemed whenever she'd seen something on TV or read something, she thought was interesting, she'd bring it to the forum as a discussion. She was obviously a 'deep' lady...a thinker and a caring one too.

.....What I've learned today is that life is random and cruel and unfair and if there is a reason and purpose for everything, it sometimes can be difficult to fathom. But in the end, what people hold in their hearts is all that is left of us.......and it's perfectly obvious there are hearts on this forum that Kerry has filled to capacity with warmth and love....and a huge smile
Condolences to those who knew her well edit: you are also the fortunate ones to have the memory of her in your lives and hearts, , I'm sure she had you in hers
RIP Kerry

I'd like to echo all you have said Ammi, first thing in a morning when I came on the comp,I would look for Kerry's posts because there was always one or more that would start the day right and bring a smile to my face.

She will be a miss greatly on here both as a poster and also in being a mod in which she excelled.
I will miss Kerry massively on here even on the rare times we didn't agree, her humour and also though in the main her supportiveness at all times was a rare talent and gift to possess but she had it in abundance.

There are people that you wish you could have met and spoken to properly in life and for me certainly Kerry was one of them.

R.I.P. Kerry, one of the very best people there could be.

[Harry!]

Yes I also emailed Ian annoncing the dreadful news, and he was very upset by this.

I have added a small tribute in my sig.

[King Gizzard]

As I'm up...

evening :)

[Ramsay]

Yo..what you doing?

[InOne]

Hellooooo

[King Gizzard]

eating apple crumble

[Ramsay]

munch! i had a pizza but it tasted funny so i stopped

[King Gizzard]

it's getting to that stage where there's hardly anything in, so resorting to old stuff before supermarket shopping

had sausage rolls for 3 meals straight

[InOne]

I had a cheeky pizza tonight, but there's next to nothing in so had to get a takeaway. It's a chore to eat sometimes, I don't even really enjoy food, just eat to survive lol

[Ramsay]

I cant stand the ones that you get from tesco and put in the oven for some reason

[King Gizzard]

That reminds me, the Man City fanzoner reminded me of you joe for some reason :joker:

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[InOne]

That reminds me, the Man City fanzoner reminded me of you joe for some reason :joker:

5SoDCkCDfzU

:joker::joker::joker:

That guy is a hero

[King Gizzard]

take it bobby charlton

[InOne]

I never get that animated over football though lol I feel embarrassed when people do it around me

[Benjamin]

I tribute to Kerry as it's her funeral today. (A little early I know, but I'm sleepy and may not last until 4am).


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[MTVN]

:love:

[Ramsay]

:love:

[Lee.]

rest in peace Kerry.... I've typed out 4 it 5 different messages here and deleted them all. lots of loving thoughts to your family and friends xxx

[Marsh.]

R.I.P. Kerry.

All the very best to David and all her family.

[InOne]

R.I.P. Kerry :hug:

[Ammi]

Sleep well

[InOne]

I love you Kerry Merry Christmas wherever you are x

[Ramsay]

:love:

[Benjamin]

Been to long since we used this. As it is her birthday, thank you to Jack (MMI) for reminding me, figured today would be a good day to bump this.

[MeMyselfAndI]

I find it so sad still :(

[Benjamin]

Same. I remember we were talking in towers about how we hoped nothing bad had happened to her and we joked it was probably her dog again chewing on her internet cables then Marc text me while I was at work to tell me. :(

[Benjamin]

But this thread isn't about being sad, it's about talking ****e, that;s what we did at this time of the day. So how is everyone? :hugesmile:

[Kate!]

I'm here. I'd seen it was Kerry's birthday on the calendar and was expecting these threads to be bumped :) :love:

[Kate!]

I'll post a few lolcats and Grumpycats later :D

[Benjamin]

I miss being the time when all the night owls like me, kerry, Nathan, stacey ect were all on and actually spoke. I seem to be drifting further and further away from this forum of late, which isn't a bad thing, I just feel a little nostalgic for a couple of years back.

[Kate!]

I'd not been here long then.

Kerry was in the first forum game I ever played and I liked her instantly.

[King Gizzard]

hey..

[Ammi]

Right, I'm gonna head to bed for a bit. Freezing!

Nightee (morning) TiBBsters xx

....

[Benjamin]

Still miss you Kerry :(

Feels weird it is your anniversary today.

[GypsyGoth]

:love:

[MTVN]

Aw :love:

[arista]

I miss being the time when all the night owls like me, kerry, Nathan, stacey ect were all on and actually spoke. I seem to be drifting further and further away from this forum of late, which isn't a bad thing, I just feel a little nostalgic for a couple of years back.


Yes I understand the feeling

[Niamh.]

:love:

[InOne]

Still loved on here :love:

[rubymoo]

I never had the privilege to know Kerry, i've read some of the posts and can feel the love you all have for her. It's amazing how the feeling of love can be transferred via messaging, i think i would have liked the 4 o'clock club:)

[Livia]

Awww Kerry, the emoticon Queen. I miss her x