what's on your mind right now/random thoughts thread

[King Gizzard]

what about this

http://i.imgur.com/SFuRRls.jpg

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

No way. I hate the shaved side hair. Well don't hate it i just don't think it would suit me.

[King Gizzard]

http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/04/23/article-0-1D480DDB00000578-22_634x422.jpg

:flutter:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

:nono:

[King Gizzard]

I used to be able to get a good Wafro

[Marsh.]

The past

[Ammi]

..I have a dream...

[King Gizzard]

A song to sing

[LukeB]

music or watch another dvd haha

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

scandal season 4 premieres tonight :cheer2:

KF_N79KN2xQ

[LukeB]

giving up (not on life btw) :notimpressed:

[Mystic Mock]

Tangerine on tonight's CSI episode, she's proof of how red haired girls can be stunning.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Tangerine on tonight's CSI episode, she's proof of how red haired girls can be stunning.

course. that chick from boogie nights (julianne moore?), nicole kidman originally a red head. Don't understand the hate for reds. :conf:

[Marsh.]

There are some gorgeous ones but Nicola Roberts gives them a bad name. :idc:

[LukeB]

There are some gorgeous ones but Nicola Roberts gives them a bad name. :idc:

:laugh: what are you on about

[King Gizzard]

Not fussed about hair colour tbf

[Marsh.]

:laugh: what are you on about

Red heads. :laugh: Are you not reading the thread?

[LukeB]

Red heads. :laugh: Are you not reading the thread?

i thought it was about my sig :hehe:

[Kizzy]

What does a lentil plant look like... I see bags of lentils in the supermarket but what do they grow on, and where?

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I have a bump on top of my head, on my scalp, since I was little and after watching damien all the way back then I was convinced my bump said 666 like damien. I still haven't checked it out after all these years to see if I was wrong or right :hehe:

[Ammi]

..I think you could make devil woman work for you, CeeCee..:wink:...

[Ammi]

..just how helpless and small you sometimes feel...

[Xtopher]

I need the new season of 2 Broke Girls, like now.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Forgot how sad A walk to remember is. This is why I am not going to watch the fault in our stars, ever! A walk to remember and Here on Earth is as far as I go with these types of films.

[Jords]

Why am I still hungover?

Im so embarrassed of my drunken antics last night.

Never.Drinking Again.

Yes I will.

The Holiday was a really feel good film. I like it.

Im tired. Why do I insist on staying online?

Its so quiet! I still miss the bit of background noise that came with living in student halls.

Feels lonely.

I am a little bored being single esp at night.

Am I hungry again?

I am so poor.

Rice and pasta all week.

Cant wait for Xmas dinner.

And student loan installment to grace my bank account.

[LukeB]

Why do I bother :idc:

[King Gizzard]

the member coffee making me want coffee

what time I should go to bed

there is way too much tinsel in my house, tinsel is tacky and awful

[Mystic Mock]

Why does Jason get to hangout with two really hot girls on Atlantis? He doesn't even take full advantage and go all GOT on them.

[Marsh.]

Family and the complicated relationships. :think:

[Ammi]

Family and the complicated relationships. :think:

..I don't know if this is appropriate/if it's problems/worries but...:hug:...

[arista]

I need to find a bouncy castle for my niece.



No she does not need it

[Ammi]

Forgot how sad A walk to remember is. This is why I am not going to watch the fault in our stars, ever! A walk to remember and Here on Earth is as far as I go with these types of films.

..I agree, these are not my type of movies at all..there is too much real sadness and not something you want to 'indulge' in through choice..I did watch Fault in Their Stars only because it was chosen in the film club and actually saw nothing uplifting in it at all...how could there be ....

[AnnieK]

I miss my mum :sad:

[Kazanne]

Why do some people overreact so much to situations

[Crimson Dynamo]

i hate seeing smallest LT boy off on bus on Mondays

[Josy]

I miss my mum :sad:

:hug:

[Marsh.]

..I don't know if this is appropriate/if it's problems/worries but...:hug:...

Thank you. :)

[Mystic Mock]

Not fussed about hair colour tbf

I don't think that I am either, but my Mom is adamant that I'm really into blonde girls.

Would any of you agree with her on that by how I post on here?

[Mystic Mock]

I miss my mum :sad:

Did she pass away? If so then my condolences.

[AnnieK]

Did she pass away? If so then my condolences.

Unfortunately yes...and thank you :love:

[LukeB]

Ffs luke stop crying :bored:

[Mokka]

Ffs luke stop crying :bored:

:hug: :love:

does that help?

[LukeB]

:hug: :love:

does that help?

Yes :hug: thanks :love:

[Mystic Mock]

Ffs luke stop crying :bored:

What's happened?

[Conzors]

why cant i poo?
i can feel it there!

[LukeB]

What's happened?

Best friend issues, she is being a bitch atm :(

[Mokka]

why cant i poo?
i can feel it there!

That's tough man

[Mystic Mock]

Best friend issues, she is being a bitch atm :(

Ask her what's up and see if you can do anything to cheer her up? And ask for an apology if she's said anything that's really out of order.

And Conzors you might need to eat some spicy food, it does the trick for me.

[LukeB]

Why am I ill

omg it's christmas next week

great I'm 21 in 4 weeks -.-

[Mystic Mock]

It's been quite cold the last few weeks, I've got a cough which won't go away.

[Marsh.]

It's been quite cold the last few weeks, I've got a cough which won't go away.

Same. So irritating.

[Mystic Mock]

Same. So irritating.

Maybe we could open up a Coughers Association?:joker:

On another note poor Matt McAndrew on The Voice USA, the weakest act in the final beat him to the victory post.:bawling:

I always just keep missing out on these talent shows.

[Marsh.]

:laugh: It's a dry cough that just decides to get going at night.

[LukeB]

S t f u child stop crying it's 4am :idc:

[LukeB]

Why is st fu ****

[Mystic Mock]

:laugh: It's a dry cough that just decides to get going at night.

It happens to me at night as well.

It's been at it's most mild tonight though touchwood.

[Livia]

I'm wishing I could pay someone to come and wrap these bloody presents.

[Mystic Mock]

I'm wishing I could pay someone to come and wrap these bloody presents.

Why are they bloody?:shocked:

[Crimson Dynamo]

im thinking i will have to get up at 5 tomorrow to work or i will never get things done.

[LukeB]

Oh, silly mother didn't hide my birthday card probably

[Jay.]

I'm currently pondering about politics and the economic crisis and 1:52 AM on a Friday.

[LukeB]

I need to wrap presents

[Jay.]

I might write a novel

[LukeB]

I want some turkish delight

[Jay.]

Where do Geordies live?

[LukeB]

26 days till my birthday, I don't want to turn 21 :idc:

[Jay.]

My novel shall be called "The life and times of Geraldine the Butternut"

[LukeB]

Could eat a big fat chocolate cake right now

[LukeB]

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

[Jay.]

Title: 'The life and times of Geraldine Butternut'

Description:
The novel will centre upon the small rural down of Buttergrove Green, located in South West England. Geraldine grew up surrounded by farmers, green grocers and towns people alike. But she knew she was different. You see, Geraldine didn't like farming and she certainly did not like working in the local green grocers. She was a city girl at heart - so a big step she must take.

The reader follows the life of a young Geraldine Butternut and her journey to London, a city of which her father had only told her about. Geraldine takes off, flee's the local farms and fields, in search upon a new life. Leaving behind her mother, Florence Butternut and father Keith Butternut in search of new beginnings and experiences.

Reviews

"Join Jay., two time best seller, as he uncovers a novel like no-other!"
*5 stars - The Mail Online*

"The best read of 2015! "
*5 stars - Empire*

"Such an inspiration to the people of TiBB"
*5 stars - Josy"

[LukeB]

this is a tune!!!!!!!
w7JthgTMHDU

[LukeB]

Kesha is rubbish :pipe:

[Jay.]

I am going to write that book!

http://www.animated-gifs.eu/leisure-cinema-superheroes-1/0018.gif

[LukeB]

Why is Ellie Goulding so perfect

[LukeB]

Jay's book is expensive :pipe:

[Jay.]

Jay's book is expensive :pipe:

:smug:

[LukeB]

Emma Roberts is a hero

[LukeB]

Wonder if ghost face is good in bed :think:

[LukeB]

Jay should make a thread about his book :think:

[Jay.]

Jay should make a thread about his book :think:

My PR team at Penguin are working on it. The books are still going ahead, despite recent debates upon copyright infringement. The courts ruled my book idea wasn't breaking any copyright restrictions (thank god)

[LukeB]

My PR team at Penguin are working on it. The books are still going ahead, despite recent debates upon copyright infringement. The courts ruled my book idea wasn't breaking any copyright restrictions (thank god)

oh.
now your famous, got any contacts for me so i can call ghost face? want him to be my best friend

[Jay.]

oh.
now your famous, got any contacts for me so i can call ghost face? want him to be my best friend

Let me search through my phone book... J.K Rowling... Roald Dahl... Whoever wrote The Bible... nope, sorry.

[LukeB]

Let me search through my phone book... J.K Rowling... Roald Dahl... Whoever wrote The Bible... nope, sorry.

oh it's okay found him, well he found me
http://media.giphy.com/media/tDQyN38KGX35S/giphy.gif

[LukeB]

why do i go to bed late

[LukeB]

:lovedup:

[Heaven = Winner]

Uptown Funk (Bruno Mars' version + Fleur's version, even if I kinda prefer Bruno's) is god :love:

[LukeB]

It's going to be so weird having no x factor this weekend

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Upset. Nadal is back in Queens and I didn't know. I can't go. It was my yearly ritual before he stopped coming a few years ago :bawling::bawling:

[hannah.]

I'm tired but I want to drink. Not sure if I can even be arsed to go to this interview tomorrow seeing as I've already been offered a job

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

why did I call in sick

[Vicky.]

Dreading putting the kids in the bath. Skye used to love it but now screams like hell because gavin had to shower her the other day and shes scared of shower...so now wont enter bathroom :facepalm:

And James nearly drowns himself over and over, and enjoys it D:

[Lostie!]

Food, glorious food. I'm hungry. :laugh:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Dude from the Goldbergs sounds like Gretchen from Recess

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Happiness feels like witchcraft to me

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Happy I found a site to download tv shows to the phone. Downloading some scandal eps and the affair for the tube tomorrow:blush:

[Mystic Mock]

That we finally get a decent top 2 on this years X Factor.

And every Takeaway business that I can think of.:drool:

[Denver]

I'm really pretty

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I'd forgotten how amazing lazy sundays are and now i'm having trouble getting out of bed. I am watching Kate and leopard and plan on staying in bed until big brother and then watching that will ferell movie and then going to sleep.

Personal hygiene and washing my clothes are not an option anymore today and i'll go to work with dirty clothes tomorrow but I am ok with that. :D

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

How can Chris Hemsworth die in Red Dawn:bawling:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

ןɐɯ np ǝɹıɐɟ ǝɯ ɹnod ǝɹoɔuǝ ʇıɯoʌ ıɐ,ظ :(

[Mystic Mock]

If I want a Balti or Spaghetti Bolognese tonight.

[Ammi]

..have a Balti Bolognaise, Mock...

[Josy]

Why am I up for work at this time AND on a Saturday. I need a holiday.

[Mystic Mock]

..have a Balti Bolognaise, Mock...

That would be nice.:flutter:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Maybe it's true that cheese makes you depressed. I had pasta and cheese tonight and now I'm sitting here crying over John Hughes films and how much I love them. :hehe:

[LukeB]

Beautiful girls, all over the world
I could be chasin but my time would be wasted
They got nothin on you, baby
(Nuh-nuh-nuh-nothin on you babe, nuh-nottin on you)
Nothin on you, baby
(Nuh-nuh-nuh-nothin on you babe, nuh-nothin on you)
They might say hi, and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry, about what they say
'Cause they got nothin on you, baby
(Nuh-nuh-nuh-nothin on you babe, nuh-nothin on you)
Nothin on you, baby
(Nuh-nuh-nuh-nothin on you babe, nuh-nuttin on you)
Yeaaaaah

[Braden]

I'm back home from holiday & have never been this upset by having to come home :(

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Lipsync battle is dumb.

[Will.]

I can't find the lube

[Jords]

I want to go owt

[Jords]

owt owt

[Ammi]

I'm back home from holiday & have never been this upset by having to come home :(

....hawww Braden..:hug:...try not to be too sad because it means that you had an amazing holiday and something that you'll hold for a long time...

[Ammi]

Maybe it's true that cheese makes you depressed. I had pasta and cheese tonight and now I'm sitting here crying over John Hughes films and how much I love them. :hehe:

...John Hughes movies though..:lovedup:...

[kirklancaster]

I was working on my garden refurb (quiet work - staining) at a little after 5.30 this morning and came in to await the first coat drying. I turned on the laptop, signed into TIBB and was relieved to find that 'early-bird' Ammi was active on the 'word change' game.

So- truthfully - Ammi was on my mind this morning, because I am grateful that she provides a little diversion from my toil and her quirky sense of humour always raises a smile in me.(Especially when I'm 'Home Alone' :laugh:)

[Braden]

....hawww Braden..:hug:...try not to be too sad because it means that you had an amazing holiday and something that you'll hold for a long time...

Thank you Ammi :love:

I stole a few pebbles from Brighton beach so it could stay with me forever, lol

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

My feet are still hurting. I don't actually know how I'll walk on Monday. My boss is not down for me missing more days she gives zero fooks :bawling:
Yesterday after I explained what the doc said she was like so we'll see you on Monday?!!!!! Not a question a statement :(

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

No woman on earth is good looking enough to be with Henry Cavill.....











Except me

[Xtopher]

I always get nervous when starting a new forum.

[Mystic Mock]

I'll be seeing my Niece and Nephew later today.:dance:

And I'm still trying to understand why one of the Sky Channels has got an Erotica Season starting up? They're calling the first one Songs that you will have sex to.

[Mystic Mock]

I'll be seeing my Niece and Nephew later today.:dance:

And I'm still trying to understand why one of the Sky Channels has got an Erotica Season starting up? They're calling the first one Songs that you will have sex to.

[Jay.]

why can't i sleep past 7 anymore

[lostalex]

random thought, i don't agree with people that say we shouldn't have separate bathrooms for men and women, because women always take longer and i don't want women clogging up the male restrooms!

men's restrooms are dirty and nasty, but who cares, i'd rather have a dirty restroom than have to wait in line!

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

chiling with ginger tea waiting for bae rafa nadal to kick arse in montreal

[Crimson Dynamo]

oh feck Iv missed bake off

[AnnieK]

Why I bother painting my nails when I know before they are dried someone will want me to do something/build something/ read something and they'll end up smudged so I have to start over :mad:

[BigSister]

Why have I still have this cold when im going away at the weekend..

[Joe.]

Pre drinking before a night out on the town and wondering what the night will bring!

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Death cannot come soon enough.

[Ammi]

..CeeCee..:hug:...

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I wish scandal was on hbo so we could see some bare ass, tits and hardcore thrusting.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Simon looks gorgeous with a beard.

[BigSister]

Looking forward to going away at the weekend for a week

[rubymoo]

That i've got to go back to the shops with my new clothes as they forgot to take off the security tags:fist:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Strangely sad for Rafael Nadal- he lost his grandfather today. Of course I didn't know these people but having followed him for so long I always envied how tight knight he and his family and friends were. His family and uncles and his grandparents all lived on different floors of the same town house that's how close they were. To be having such a bad time with his career and then lose his grandfather at the same time must be so hard. Stay strong, Rafa. :(


RIP Rafael Nadal (his grandfather)

[Mystic Mock]

That's a shame for Nadal, hopefully he'll be able to move past the tragic event.

Now onto my hypothetical scenario, if your Mother told you that you was going to have Dinner at 7PM but instead fell asleep and waited until 10PM to start doing it and you nor your sibling have any experience with cooking, how would you feel? And that every time that you tried to wake her up she ends up snapping at you, and the longer that she takes to wake up you end up snapping more and more?

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Scrubbing my face with sugar and then doing a honey mask feels nice. I always plan to go all natural products but never follow through.

[Kate!]

How early I can go to bed. Bored.

[Jake.]

shUT YER GOB

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

So I might actually die travelling to London next week. Daesh warning London, Rome and Washington next ��


I rebuke it!! :bawling: who they think they fooling with! :bawling:

[rubymoo]

That i can't wait for my girls to finish school and leave the ****hole behind forever!!!

[Gusto Brunt]

I'm still annoyed with my business supplier and am thinking of switching to another factory. :mad:

I'm also a bit peeved with a couple of customers. :mad:

One who paid half, then said he would pay the other half on the completion of the work.

The work has been completed and HE HASN'T PAID. :mad:

The second customer was in email contact 10 times a day for two weeks and when he was due to pay, DIDN'T. :mad:

So I am chillin' today. :D

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

How the heck can this youtuber Zoella afford a 1 million pound house. Her voice is whiny and annoying what makes her better than all the thousands doing the same ish? :conf:

[andybigbro]

Work is on my mind :sad:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Work is on my mind :sad:

Ahha! I start next week! :D

[andybigbro]

Ahha! I start next week! :D

Enjoy the time off! :D

In working thurs-sun D:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I have literally never watched anything Amy Schumer has been in so all this butt kissing is making me uncomfortable.

[King Gizzard]

Overrated

[smudgie]

Sat thinking it was far too late for me to be eating Christmas cake at this time of night.

It will keep me awake.

[karl100589]

Allison Hannigan does not age at all.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I need to shoot out a Buick but it's not cooperating.

[Anaesthesia]

Freaking me out atm : Discussing Blackstar with friends the day before Bowie died; discussing the anti-hero of Snape the day before Alan Rickman dies.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Looking at Daisy Lowe and Peaches ex husband together I can't help but think hm that's a bit fast. Hopefully they weren't cheating on Peaches before she died. Hopefully knowing about the affair isn't what drove her to the edge :/

[Iceman]

That I'm not well at all. Have had to call into work two days in a row sick. Wondering if I'll get more than an hours sleep tonight. :/

[Johnnyuk123]

That I'm not well at all. Have had to call into work two days in a row sick. Wondering if I'll get more than an hours sleep tonight. :/

Get to bed! Hope you feel better tomorrow.

[Iceman]

Get to bed! Hope you feel better tomorrow.

Thanks. Yeah I'm on the way there now. Just couldn't get a sleep at all last night.

[rubymoo]

That it's late and i should get to bed, also being on the laptop too close to bedtime will probably disrupt my sleep (as will the 3 glasses of wine i've had!) Thank goodness it's Sunday tomorrow (today!)

[Kizzy]

I'm wondering if I should move to Nantucket..... ;)

[Alf]

If a gumboil could boil oil, how much oil would a gumboil boil, if a gumboil could boil oil?

[rubymoo]

I'm wondering if I should move to Nantucket..... ;)

I think we should all move to Nantucket :wink:

[Ammi]

..that I've caught iceman's virus so pretty annoyed with iceman right now...I hope that you feel better soon though Eoin...:hug:..

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I didn't know the creator of the count of monte Cristo was black.:shocked: See Stacey Dash, black history is bloody needed. We contributed way more than history books give us credit for. You silly bint

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Frank Bruno thinks he's Apollo Creed. ''Is that a wise thing'' [to get back in the ring] Frank ''I got no choice'' reminiscent of the talk Rocky and Apollo had in the pool.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Jack Black looks like an ex except he's older and fat. Ah, he attempted to teach me how to skateboard.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I think Ronan Keating should go to Nashville and make a real go of being a country star.

[mooo]

Just been awake all night, no sleep ��

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I need to watch Giant with ELizabeth Taylor again. I remember my mum and dad playing it all the time when I was little and I possibly loved it.

[Gusto Brunt]

Winning tonight Lottery. ;)

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

O'town and LFO are still a thing? http://i.imgur.com/i3gw8hO.gif

RIP Rich Cronin

[Crimson Dynamo]

will there ever be a boy born who can swim faster

than a shark?

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

will there ever be a boy born who can swim faster

than a shark?

Yes my son.

[waterhog]

I no this might sound mad - but I am thinking who is in the phone box ?

[Smithy]

Light Headed or My Arena should have been on This is Acting instead of Sweet Design

[Jords]

I really like hot chocolate

But now I want chocolate, chocolate

[Ammi]

I need to watch Giant with ELizabeth Taylor again. I remember my mum and dad playing it all the time when I was little and I possibly loved it.

..one of my favourite old Elizabeth Taylor movies is Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, try to watch that as well CeeCee...plus East of Eden../my favourite James Dean one is another must see, if you haven't seen it already...



Winning tonight Lottery. ;)

...did you win, Gusto..?...

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I really like hot chocolate

But now I want chocolate, chocolate

Well I am not saying i'm hot chocolate...but I am.
..one of my favourite old Elizabeth Taylor movies is Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, try to watch that as well CeeCee...plus East of Eden../my favourite James Dean one is another must see, if you haven't seen it already...








Will add those on the to watch list.:blush::hee:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Is it me or does Alexander Meerkat's friend call Nicole Kidman "silly hoe" before Meerkat decides who to take to cinema?:laugh:

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[Vicky.]

Heh lets depress the **** out of everyone eh...

Whats on my mind...I am thinking how I cannot even afford to pay the photographer at my wedding in 2 weeks. I can't afford my rent this month. I am in such bad pain that I have taken 8 dihydrocodeine tablets to try and sort it, which has dulled it slightly but made me feel slightly high, and not in a good way, in a sickly way. My kids are taking the piss out of me as I am ill so they have screamed all damn day. My sister is currently at a spa with my mother...the spa that I wanted to go to for my hen night (would have been tonight) but noone could afford it apparently, then as soon as I said it didnt matter the pair of them went and booked for themselves. Oh, and my mothers not even bothering herself to come to me bastard wedding either..as she booked a weekend in skegness at the same time and doesn't want to lose the 70 pound she paid. Add this to the bridesmaids dresses I bought being far too small so another hundred quid down the toilet. The wedding dress I bought despite giving measurements did not fit, so another 200 there and no returns...hence being so skint now as everything needed replaced. Honestly, if I didn't have the kids to think about I would go and finish the entire box of painkillers I have in the kitchen right now and just be ****ing done with it

Yeah, random thoughts, fantastic.

[Ammi]

....well that escalated quickly...ok, slow it down Vicky, your pain is probably particularly bad today because of your stress and the children are probably fractious today for the same reason, they're connecting to your stress/picking up on it, so are feeling unsettled themselves...no more dihydrocodeine, I think...codeine is the worst thing for nausea and your body is telling you no more by the fact that you're feeling ill now...if they haven't worked yet to take the pain away..(I don't know what your maximum daily dose is..)...then they're not going to work so just no more ...your mum and sister are at a spa, which you were meant to be at as well...I know that really sucks Vicky but they're there/that's their decision and it's not going to change, you have your wedding in two weeks to focus on so don't let their choice and where they are distract you from that...maybe you don't need to pay a photographer, professional photographs can be achieved so easily with ordinary photos/finishing touches etc so maybe someone else/a friend could take the pics...your dress is ok now, so a huge pain that it cost you more but if there was nothing you could do about that either, then you do have your dress now so you don't have to worry about that...your mum, well...if she's going to miss your day to go on holiday, then that's the decision she's made and it's not something you're happy about but it still isn't going to spoil your day, the only thing that would spoil your day would be if the groom went to Skegness instead of coming....

...ok, you have your rent to pay so it's something that you'll have to sit down and think about/if there's a solution/a delay etc that could happen...but just breathe in/out slowly and slow down, sit down....

[Johnnyuk123]

I was doing ok but Vicky has now made me depressed. Joking. I feel for you Vicky and i hope the wedding goes well inspite of those problems. As for me? well i too am on painkillers and I don't like taking anykind of meds but these morphin tablets are a god send.
I'm popping them in like they are smarties. Oh no I'm now thinking of smarties.

[Vicky.]

Everything you say is right ammi..I just kinda needed to let that all out somewhere as I dont wanna take all of my stress out on the kids or gavin and sorry it ended up here :laugh:

I am so pissed off. I was due nearly 2 grand this week of sickness benefits that they have been withholding from me due to ATOS/maximus curing me overnight a month before I nearly died, and now they have proof that I am actually ill I was told I would get it this week backdated and the proper award given to me from now until next year (when I really hope to be better..god), but now apparently the DWP are looking into appealing it AGAIN despite having all of the proof they needed earlier. literally mountains of paperwork proving that I live each day in a haze of various painkillers and cant even get out of bed some days due to the pain I have been left in by the messed up operation I got that was meant to fix me :bored: This 2 grand was meant to pay for a hell of a lot of stuff, including the rent arrears I am now in for my 'spare' bedroom that is anything but...we have to have a double mattress in the sitting room on a weekend as we don't have enough bedrooms ffs. And yeah, the food, cake, photographer and spending money for the honeymoon..along with clearing said rent arrears.. was all meant to be coming from this money I was promised I would get, which is now being withheld yet again. Its just too much. I can't deal with it anymore, especially with the bloody pain near 24/7 too. Seems the whole world is against me recently, and I don't know what I have done to deserve it all, I really don't.

Also I cannot cancel the honeymoon and get the cash to pay rent arrears as 1. I didnt pay for it and 2. Everything would be lost now anyway from cancelling as its too late, plus would have to pay 240 quid to cancel it D:

[Ammi]

...I think that the last thing you should be thinking about anyway Vicky, is cancelling the honeymoon...when you start to prioritise, that's definitely a necessity for you right now and good that it is happening/that it can't be cancelled because not going would only make it all worse/make you feel worse...you need that break, you need some time away...the rent etc will get paid, it will have to wait/they will have to wait just as you're being made to wait and they won't have any choice just as you don't have any choice...it'll probably need some working out/talking to people etc, but that all can be done, one bit at a time...make a list and only deal with one thing at a time, put everything else on the list out of your head and take it a step at a time....

[Vicky.]

I explained all of this to the council already, and as they can see the DWP systems they must know I am telling the truth but they reckon its not their problem and that I shouldn't be in arrears to start with, which is fair comment I guess but its still not entirely my fault that I have had a reduced income for months due to the miracle workers at my fit for work test...ugh. Its just getting ontop of me right now. I know I am being irrational and OTT and way too emotional. I should be fine tomorrow,m shouldnt have brought this up on here really :S Thanks ammi :hug:

[VanessaFeltz.]

I explained all of this to the council already, and as they can see the DWP systems they must know I am telling the truth but they reckon its not their problem and that I shouldn't be in arrears to start with, which is fair comment I guess but its still not entirely my fault that I have had a reduced income for months due to the miracle workers at my fit for work test...ugh. Its just getting ontop of me right now. I know I am being irrational and OTT and way too emotional. I should be fine tomorrow,m shouldnt have brought this up on here really :S Thanks ammi :hug:

Well a very important day for you is coming up and you have some difficulties i am glad you are talking about your worries here, we are all here for you :)

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Oh my god Vicky hug for you. You're going through so much right now. I hope everything works out for you. Please don't stress too much. We all need to let it out sometimes it honestly helps. I am going through so much right now too and I actually fought real hard this morning on the tube not to break down and cry. I kept looking up to stop the tears but literally as soon as the doors opened and I got out, I balled like I never balled before. I'm talking ugly cry, sounds and sniffles. I hid my face in the corner so people kind of looked my way and wondered what was happening as they passed. When I was done I was able to tell myself right, you've had your cry now get yourself together and soldier on.


Everything will be alright!! Hope the DWP get their ish together.

[Ammi]

no, you're not being irrational Vicky...you're someone who has been planning her wedding for months and with only two weeks to go, completely exhausted with stress...even without anything else going on, that would be perfectly normal and how most people would be...but you haven't been well, have two small children, had all of the complications to your health which were beyond your control and where people are responsible and the ongoing frustrations with that...they'll have to wait for your rent or maybe agree to pay what you can, however small...the Citizen's Advice could help with that, maybe..?...that will all be sorted out when your money is sorted out and can't be speeded up because that's beyond your control...but what you can do, what is in your control and something that you've been excited about...is you can make sure that none of that encroaches on your day because all of the problems with that have been put right now, there is nothing to worry about with that and you can make sure that you get on your honeymoon and for however long you're there, you can not think about anything else back at home and just take the break you need, when you get back, then you can start being irrational with worry again but that'll have to wait as well because you have the priority of a great wedding and honeymoon right now, with the people who are there to enjoy your day with you....:hug:...

[Ammi]

Oh my god Vicky hug for you. You're going through so much right now. I hope everything works out for you. Please don't stress too much. We all need to let it out sometimes it honestly helps. I am going through so much right now too and I actually fought real hard this morning on the tube not to break down and cry. I kept looking up to stop the tears but literally as soon as the doors opened and I got out, I balled like I never balled before. I'm talking ugly cry, sounds and sniffles. I hid my face in the corner so people kind of looked my way and wondered what was happening as they passed. When I was done I was able to tell myself right, you've had your cry now get yourself together and soldier on.


Everything will be alright!! Hope the DWP get their ish together.

...:hug:...

[Niamh.]

Vicky what the hell is going on with your health? How have they not got it sorted yet? What a nightmare. I seriously think if you weren't feeling so ill and tired all the time you'd be able to deal with all the other stuff so much better :hug:

[Vicky.]

They arent even trying to find out whats wrong anymore, they are just adding extra painkillers to my list everytime I go to see them. I am on like 4 different kinds now and feel stoned constantly so have been not taking them and dealing with the pain quite a lot as I don't think the kids should be seeing me in the states I get when I take all of my prescribed meds :/ They haven't even taken the stent out yet even though they told me it absolutely had to be removed within 6 weeks or could cause an infection...but like 5 months on, they haven't got any appointments apparently, so no doubt a blood infection will be next. Have a feeling they will screw me about even more once they get the paperwork from my lawyers about my negligence claim...but come on, the ****ing negligence is STILL going on now

I do think I could cope better without all of the pain, but its something I am so used to now that Im not sure how I would manage being 'normal' again, though I am more than willing to try if someone medical just bloody fixes me instead of palming me off again :(

[Ammi]

..you're on my mind right now Vicky..I know, that constant pain and living with it every day, just on and on and becoming a part of your everyday life, wearing you down and exhausting you...so it's hard/impossible for you to see anything other than negatives...:hug:..you will be fixed though, this won't last forever, I know it's hard to see that now..today is a new day, I hope today is a better day for you..:hug:..

[Niamh.]

They arent even trying to find out whats wrong anymore, they are just adding extra painkillers to my list everytime I go to see them. I am on like 4 different kinds now and feel stoned constantly so have been not taking them and dealing with the pain quite a lot as I don't think the kids should be seeing me in the states I get when I take all of my prescribed meds :/ They haven't even taken the stent out yet even though they told me it absolutely had to be removed within 6 weeks or could cause an infection...but like 5 months on, they haven't got any appointments apparently, so no doubt a blood infection will be next. Have a feeling they will screw me about even more once they get the paperwork from my lawyers about my negligence claim...but come on, the ****ing negligence is STILL going on now

I do think I could cope better without all of the pain, but its something I am so used to now that Im not sure how I would manage being 'normal' again, though I am more than willing to try if someone medical just bloody fixes me instead of palming me off again :(

That's just ridiculous, that alone is a nightmare to have to deal with never mind everything else that's going

[Niamh.]

Is it me or does Alexander Meerkat's friend call Nicole Kidman "silly hoe" before Meerkat decides who to take to cinema?:laugh:

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:o It really sounds like it. I think he's probably saying Silly, ohhh though :hehe:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Watching a film about Bullimia as I paint my nails and thinking I was lucky.

[Vicky.]

My tablets have gone right to my head tonight :laugh: These are my very strong ones, but I have been taking dihydrocodeine all week instead of these as I go slightly zombiefied when I take there but they are amazing for pain. I think the issue is probably that I havent took them for alike a week then went back on the usual does...but I dodn't think your tolerance would change that quickly :laugh:

[Vicky.]

Watching a film about Bullimia as I paint my nails and thinking I was lucky.

Were you bulimic?

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Were you bulimic?

I suppose you can call it that. I used to binge eat then throw up on and off for years. I wasn't an extreme case though.

[Vicky.]

I suppose you can call it that. I used to binge eat then throw up on and off for years. I wasn't an extreme case though.

One of my friends was bulimic and I never understood how people could make themselves sick. Having said that my worst phobia ever is vomit..so maybe thats why :S

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

One of my friends was bulimic and I never understood how people could make themselves sick. Having said that my worst phobia ever is vomit..so maybe thats why :S

Reasons vary for different people. It can become like an addiction and in some cases people enjoy the self harming and they do this to punish themselves. But reasons to actually start could be body dismorphia, a quick way to lose weight or losing without actually having to deprive yourself of food.

I hope your friend is ok now. It can leave long terms effects.

Your worst phobia is vomit? Did you always have that or did it develop when you were older?

[Vicky.]

Reasons vary for different people. It can become like an addiction and in some cases people enjoy the self harming and they do this to punish themselves. But reasons to actually start could be body dismorphia, a quick way to lose weight or losing without actually having to deprive yourself of food.

I hope your friend is ok now. It can leave long terms effects.

Your worst phobia is vomit? Did you always have that or did it develop when you were older?

I have been scared of sick since I can remember. I recall being around 5 and fighting the need to be sick for literally 8 hours..I felt dreadful and knew if I just threw up I would feel better but I won't let it happen. When I was pregnant with my daughter like 3 years back...I was sick once during the pregnancy. Before that I had not puked at all for coming up 10 years

I never thought of it from the self harming angle actually...

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Easter eggs are a waste of time. All that hollow space could be filled with more chocolate or some delicious feilling.

[arista]

Easter eggs are a waste of time. All that hollow space could be filled with more chocolate or some delicious feilling.


Bang On Right

[arista]

Vicky what the hell is going on with your health? How have they not got it sorted yet? What a nightmare. I seriously think if you weren't feeling so ill and tired all the time you'd be able to deal with all the other stuff so much better :hug:


Does She Need a Holiday

[CouchPotato8]

Why is it so hard to find good friends? It seems like once they get married, they never want to hang out anymore.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Radovan Karadzic is Trump 20 years from now.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Gwyneth Paltrow makes my boner go down in the Avengers.

[Firewire]

Wanna drop out of uni to be a trolley dolly

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Wanna drop out of uni to be a trolley dolly

Nope

[Ammi]

..I'm wondering what forum April Fool, James will do this year...

[Ammi]

..why with so much rubbish in the world and so many people hurting each other, do some want to hurt people with words as well../is there not enough...

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Pondering on why I like to proscratinate while procrastinating.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

..why with so much rubbish in the world and so many people hurting each other, do some want to hurt people with words as well../is there not enough...

Death looks good.

[Ammi]

Pondering on why I like to proscratinate while procrastinating.

...Miss Scarlett, the queen of procrastination, CeeCee...


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[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

...Miss Scarlett, the queen of procrastination, CeeCee...


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:laugh:

Never watched the sequel. I'm scared.

[the truth]

amidst the moving tributes to the tragedy a nagging doubt that this is being used for political gain , whilst so many other deaths go virtually unnoticed

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

That time Fernando Verdasco's sweaty, ripped, tantalising torso was inches from my face... oh yeah and the referendum.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Artist goes towards the crowd in Glasto to shake hands: me "aw...ok but do you have hand sanitizer?"

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

I think I have a crush on lady leshurr. Want to put her in my pocket :hehe:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Hanson is still active?! :shocked:

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Tired of people I love struggling. Makes me not want to be here anymore :(

[the truth]

i wanna be a hero like robert deniro!

[Josy]

Do I really need ma job

[Ammi]

Tired of people I love struggling. Makes me not want to be here anymore :(

...:hug:...they have you CeeCee and your love and that makes the struggle a little bit less..:hug:...so much is out of our control and so wrong but we can be there and it does make a difference...

[Ammi]

Do I really need ma job

....hmmm, I don't know...how much money does Mr Josy earn..?..seriously though, no...not if you don't want it, that's the only decision to make because you're very talented Josy so you have options ..atm it's giving you an income which may help with those options..?...or just gaining you some experiences which could be useful etc...you decide when you don't need it anymore but if you're questioning in yourself maybe it's not quite the time just yet and wait until that question/thought isn't one that is even there...when you're sure and without doubt ....

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

...:hug:...they have you CeeCee and your love and that makes the struggle a little bit less..:hug:...so much is out of our control and so wrong but we can be there and it does make a difference...

My love doesn't do **** :bawling:

No you're right I suppose. When I feel like **** it helps that I know they care and vice versa they said. It's still hard though. Sigh. Like sucks and then you die is true. Sorry to be doom and gloom. :hee:

[the truth]

My love doesn't do **** :bawling:

No you're right I suppose. When I feel like **** it helps that I know they care and vice versa they said. It's still hard though. Sigh. Like sucks and then you die is true. Sorry to be doom and gloom. :hee:

thinking maybe i overdid the weights thing lol

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Should I watch United 93 or nah? Cause a bitch don't wannu cry :(

[King Gizzard]

when you get over someone. It is a good feeling isn't it

[King Gizzard]

I might make another coffee

[Rogan Josh]

What will I watch on Sky.

[reece(:]

Wondering why my twitter is following random accounts :think:

[Deirdre]

sushi

[Deirdre]

when you get over someone. It is a good feeling isn't it

that is a good feeling. still waiting for it this time around. :(

[King Gizzard]

that is a good feeling. still waiting for it this time around. :(

Give it time :fc:

[Ronald.]

I am wondering if it's bins weeks or just recycling . I always lose track . R.

[Josy]

I'm going to be late for work, I don't care, it's frosty and cold and the week is dragging on, and I have to work til 8pm tonight so **** it :hee:

[ebandit]

...as usual i'm glad i have no work to go to.....................

..but randomly considered that no picture exists of myself with mother (other than when

i was a baby) .............no! i don't have much of a relationship with mother

Mark L

[Ronald.]

Whether or not to invite johan my moroccan neighbour if he wants to join me and my friend Alun at the pub tonight to celebrate St Davids day. He is not welsh hes moroccan so don't know if he would want to celebrate it. R.

[Niamh.]

Whether or not to invite johan my moroccan neighbour if he wants to join me and my friend Alun at the pub tonight to celebrate St Davids day. He is not welsh hes moroccan so don't know if he would want to celebrate it. R.

Plenty of non Irish people celebrate St. Paddy's Day and when in Wales.........

[Ronald.]

Plenty of non Irish people celebrate St. Paddy's Day and when in Wales.........

IT seems to be a huge thing St Paddys Day. There's even events in Wales to celebrate it that the bars put on. Not sure if the good st david is celebrated outside of wales? Would be interesting to know. R.

[Niamh.]

IT seems to be a huge thing St Paddys Day. There's even events in Wales to celebrate it that the bars put on. Not sure if the good st david is celebrated outside of wales? Would be interesting to know. R.

That's because we Irish are so wonderful you see :fan: either that or we just emmigrated so much, half the world is part Irish by now :laugh: I haven't seen St Davids Day celebrated here anyhow

[Rogan Josh]

Whether or not to invite johan my moroccan neighbour if he wants to join me and my friend Alun at the pub tonight to celebrate St Davids day. He is not welsh hes moroccan so don't know if he would want to celebrate it. R.

I'm Scottish, but Happy St. David's Day, I know its' a big day in Wales :wavey:

[ebandit]

...why do people in wales think that being welsh is such a big deal?

Mark L

[Rogan Josh]

...why do people in wales think that being welsh is such a big deal?

Mark L

Professional Welshmen?:conf:

[arista]

Rogan
Whats your FORMER NAME?

[Ronald.]

...why do people in wales think that being welsh is such a big deal?

Mark L

What kind of post is that Mark? Dissapointing to say the least. R.

[Niamh.]

...why do people in wales think that being welsh is such a big deal?

Mark L

Welsh people are great, they're right to be proud of where they come from :nono:

[Ronald.]

Welsh people are great, they're right to be proud of where they come from :nono:

Absolutely Niamh. I bet you wouldn't be happy if someone said that about Irish people ! R.

[Niamh.]

Absolutely Niamh. I bet you wouldn't be happy if someone said that about Irish people ! R.

I would just assume they're only jealous that they aren't Irish Ronald tbh :hee:

[Ronald.]

I would just assume they're only jealous that they aren't Irish Ronald tbh :hee:

We get a lot of silly comments and questions like "what's so great about being welsh" especially from English people. Hear it a lot when England fans come for match days at the stadium. It's funny - never hear it from Irish, Scottish, other europeans..

Not all english people of course. I love england myself and have met just as many great english people but I understand why there's so much anti-english feeling in Wales. R.

[ebandit]

What kind of post is that Mark? Dissapointing to say the least. R.
LOL!..............i used to have a saying....................

..........'it could be worse............i could be welsh....................'

Mark L

[Ronald.]

LOL!..............i used to have a saying....................

..........'it could be worse............i could be welsh....................'

Mark L

In the words of Arista


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