Confessions

[Ashley.]

Is there anything you'd like to share with the class?

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[Jason.]

I am a Maths Teacher.

Cause many people are always surprised to hear that, so might as well say it.

[Ashley.]

I am a Maths Teacher.

Cause many people are always surprised to hear that, so might as well say it.

Are you good at Maths though :suspect:

[Xtopher]

I have a major fear of balloons.

[T*]

I have a major fear of balloons.

:hug:
I hate them too

[Ammi]

I have a major fear of balloons.

..this, exactly the same...

[Kizzy]

I'm going to my first AA meeting tonight.

[Crimson Dynamo]

Once a biology teacher at secondary gave me a punishment over the holidays to find, press and put in a book with descriptions 20 wild flowers.

To spite her I spent all summer at this and did 50 and put in in a lovely bound book with proper descriptions. She was gobsmacked.

I have loved wildflowers ever since


:flutter:

[Crimson Dynamo]

I'm going to my first AA meeting tonight.

wow. good for you. :love:


it works if you work it

[Niamh.]

My husband is called Gavin, I also have 2 ex boyfriends called Gavin and a brother called Gavin

[Tom4784]

I never learned how to ride a bike.

[Tom4784]

My husband is called Gavin, I also have 2 ex boyfriends called Gavin and a brother called Gavin

You're Gavin a laugh, surely.

[Niamh.]

You're Gavin a laugh, surely.

Boom!

[Crimson Dynamo]

You're Gavin a laugh, surely.

:joker:

[Liam-]

I never learned how to ride a bike.

.

[Ramsay]

I hate potatoes, and ice cream

You're Gavin a laugh, surely.

:clap1:

[Niamh.]

I hate potatoes, and ice cream



:clap1:

You need deporting :nono:

[Xtopher]

My husband is called Gavin, I also have 2 ex boyfriends called Gavin and a brother called Gavin

I'm currently with a guy name Chris. I have 2 ex's named Chris. My name is Chris and so is my dad. :notimpressed:

[Niamh.]

I'm currently with a guy name Chris. I have 2 ex's named Chris. My name is Chris and so is my dad. :notimpressed:

:o that tops mine then

[Xtopher]

:o that tops mine then

:laugh: My phone contacts are a mess.

[Crimson Dynamo]

I hate potatoes, and ice cream





A hate crime against the Irish

:nono:

[Niamh.]

I'm currently with a guy name Chris. I have 2 ex's named Chris. My name is Chris and so is my dad. :notimpressed:

You can't be serichris /Dezzy :idc:

[Ashley.]

My husband is called Gavin, I also have 2 ex boyfriends called Gavin and a brother called Gavin

Ugh god I'm already sick of the name just reading that

[Niamh.]

Ugh god I'm already sick of the name just reading that

:laugh:

[Ashley.]

I'm currently with a guy name Chris. I have 2 ex's named Chris. My name is Chris and so is my dad. :notimpressed:

That's ludichris

[Crimson Dynamo]

is it pronounced Gay Vin


like a homosexual wine??

[Niamh.]

is it pronounced Gay Vin


like a homosexual wine??

No :laugh:

Gah-Vin like Yay! wine!

[Crimson Dynamo]

No :laugh:

Gah-Vin like Yay! wine!

:nono:

no you are saying it wrong

I think its Gay Vin

[Niamh.]

:nono:

no you are saying it wrong

I think its Gay Vin

Well as long as the wine is still there, it's all good :fan:

[Tom4784]

:nono:

no you are saying it wrong

I think its Gay Vin

http://www.ablackcelebrity.com/wp-content/gallery/vin-diesel-pictures/Vin-Diesel-image-003.jpg

??

[armand.kay]

I prefer daydream to emancipation.

[Ashley.]

Vin Petrol

[smudgie]

I slept with my sisters boyfriend..just to compare notes.:idc:

[Niamh.]

I slept with my sisters boyfriend..just to compare notes.:idc:

:o

[smudgie]

:o

Well, to be precise, we shared a few fellas to compare notes..all good fun and staved off the boredom of being a teen.:shrug:

[Raph]

I thought Gavin was pronounced like Gah-vin not Gay-Wine? I'm confused.

One of my best friends in uni is called Gavin though, I have a tendency to date people called Max but it's nothing like Niamh's thing.

Fun fact about myself - between the ages 1 to 5 I lived in Paris, New York, Tokyo and London.

[Niamh.]

I thought Gavin was pronounced like Gah-vin not Gay-Wine? I'm confused.

One of my best friends in uni is called Gavin though, I have a tendency to date people called Max but it's nothing like Niamh's thing.

Fun fact about myself - between the ages 1 to 5 I lived in Paris, New York, Tokyo and London.

It is :laugh:

[Raph]

It is :laugh:

Ahh good stuff. Good pick though Niamh I must say, I'm a fan of the name. :)

Also where you at you're the worst at replying to VMs :fist:

[Ramsay]

I slept with my sisters boyfriend..just to compare notes.:idc:

Ohhhh now we're talkin'. Got with a few of my good friend's girlfriends throughout the years. Worst one was probably during valentines day D: D: ...i was 16 don't judge...ehhh few weeks back my best friend's girlfriend told me she likes me..like really likes me...we previously slept with eachother a few times before they got together so it's pretty awkward. i'm not that much of a **** though..anymore...

[Niamh.]

Ahh good stuff. Good pick though Niamh I must say, I'm a fan of the name. :)

Also where you at you're the worst at replying to VMs :fist:

Oh I'm sorry that voting thing seemed like too much hard work :fan:

Gavin is Welsh, isn't it?

[Raph]

Ohhhh now we're talkin'. Got with a few of my good friend's girlfriends throughout the years. Worst one was probably during valentines day D: D: ...i was 16 don't judge...ehhh few weeks back my best friend's girlfriend told me she likes me..like really likes me...we previously slept with eachother a few times before they got together so it's pretty awkward. i'm not that much of a **** though..anymore...

Karl you scumbag :bored:






:love:

[smudgie]

Ohhhh now we're talkin'. Got with a few of my good friend's girlfriends throughout the years. Worst one was probably during valentines day D: D: ...i was 16 don't judge...ehhh few weeks back my best friend's girlfriend told me she likes me..like really likes me...we previously slept with eachother a few times before they got together so it's pretty awkward. i'm not that much of a **** though..anymore...

Aye, you have to have your fun while you are young.
We were all above board with it, they were warned, in a fashion.

[Raph]

Oh I'm sorry that voting thing seemed like too much hard work :fan:

Gavin is Welsh, isn't it?

Haha good to know, ya lazy Irish bugger :fist:

But yes m'am it is, no wonder you like it so much :wink:

[Ramsay]

Karl you scumbag :bored:






:love:

No no i know i'm a scumbag when it comes to that stuff, i always have been :laugh:

[Niamh.]

Haha good to know, ya lazy Irish bugger :fist:

But yes m'am it is, no wonder you like it so much :wink:

Jeremy Clarkeson teas :fan:

[LukeB]

I celebrated Winnie the poohs birthday by putting toys all over the house

[Niamh.]

:laugh2:

that's amazing

[smudgie]

I celebrated Winnie the poohs birthday by putting toys all over the house

Awww, I love that confession.

[LukeB]

I had everything winnie the pooh, i still got my winnie the pooh towels :flutter: one has my name on :lovedup: my mother has the recording of me singing the theme tune and i told her to call me pooh bear all day after she came down to the shock that winnie the pooh was everywhere from the bathroom to the kitchen, I cried when the day was over too

[Liam-]

I hooked up with someone lat year and found out afterwards that they had a boyfriend, I was so literally so mortified and felt so guilty that I went into a hiding of sorts and didn't speak to anyone for about a month :laugh:

[Liam-]

I had everything winnie the pooh, i still got my winnie the pooh towels :flutter: one has my name on :lovedup: my mother has the recording of me singing the theme tune and i told her to call me pooh bear all day after she came down to the shock that winnie the pooh was everywhere from the bathroom to the kitchen, I cried when the day was over too

How old were you? :joker:

[Lostie!]

I'm going to my first AA meeting tonight.

Good for you! Good luck with it! :)

I never learned how to ride a bike.

On a similar note, I can't swim. I learned when I was younger and ended up getting my 10 metres, but it's been so many years that now I probably can't even do that. :laugh:

I also can't whistle properly. :whistle:

[LukeB]

I celebrated Winnie the poohs birthday by putting toys all over the house

I had everything winnie the pooh, i still got my winnie the pooh towels :flutter: one has my name on :lovedup: my mother has the recording of me singing the theme tune and i told her to call me pooh bear all day after she came down to the shock that winnie the pooh was everywhere from the bathroom to the kitchen, I cried when the day was over too

I forgot to say, i did this for 4 years when I was 5-9

[Daniel-X]

My friend bought a new bottle of perfume but she was really rudd to me for no reason whatsoever and she was trying to humid let me in front of people and I found the bottle in her bag at school. I smashed it while it was in her bag and she wasn't looking. She still believes to this day someone stood on it :hee: (I slightly regret it sometimes but then I think shouldn't have been a bitch then and your Nicki Minaj perfume would be alive and well)

[T*]

My friend bought a new bottle of perfume but she was really rudd to me for no reason whatsoever and she was trying to humid let me in front of people and I found the bottle in her bag at school. I smashed it while it was in her bag and she wasn't looking. She still believes to this day someone stood on it :hee:

I once got sprayed in the eyes with aftershave, hurt like **** :joker::joker:
oh and i had this breath spray thing and someone i dislike asked me for a spray so i told them to open their mouth
i sprayed it in their eyes 'by accident' :hee:

[Raph]

I hooked up with someone lat year and found out afterwards that they had a boyfriend, I was so literally so mortified and felt so guilty that I went into a hiding of sorts and didn't speak to anyone for about a month :laugh:

I had an affair for about a year :hehe: So yeah Karl I feel the douchebag vibes :laugh:

[kirklancaster]

My husband is called Gavin, I also have 2 ex boyfriends called Gavin and a brother called Gavin

Synchronicity (but don't tell LT :laugh:)

[Daniel-X]

I once got sprayed in the eyes with aftershave, hurt like **** :joker::joker:
oh and i had this breath spray thing and someone i dislike asked me for a spray so i told them to open their mouth
i sprayed it in their eyes 'by accident' :hee:

Lmao :laugh: whoops bad luck Toms enemy xoxoxo

[Liam-]

I had an affair for about a year :hehe: So yeah Karl I feel the douchebag vibes :laugh:

How did you manage it for a year? I felt like **** after the once :joker:

[Niamh.]

Synchronicity (but don't tell LT :laugh:)

nah, i know the reason why, apparently there was this TV show out called The Borderers and the "hero" in it was called Gavin..............suspiciously there was a huge influx of Gavins around that time :laugh:

[Daniel-X]

I eat like jars of jalapeños on their own as snacks but I don't know if this is weird or not :suspect:

I also dips McDonalds chips in my McFlurry/Milkshake depending which one I get

[Raph]

How did you manage it for a year? I felt like **** after the once :joker:

I think the guilty-ness rubs off with each time you continue something. Probably why I related to Hazel so much though in the Hazel-Daley situation

[Jason.]

I think the guilty-ness rubs off with each time you continue something. Probably why I related to Hazel so much though in the Hazel-Daley situation

You didn't get throttled, did you?

[T*]

Raph doing an Ashley Madison :o

[Crimson Dynamo]

I eat like jars of jalapeños on their own as snacks but I don't know if this is weird or not :suspect:

I also dips McDonalds chips in my McFlurry/Milkshake depending which one I get

no

I eat jalapeños on their own too

[T*]

I've never been in a relationship

[Daniel-X]

I've never been in a relationship

Same

Apart from primary for like a week lmao but if we're talking serious then no I've never been in a relationship

[Crimson Dynamo]

I've never been in a relationship

please see my date thread

[Liam-]

I think the guilty-ness rubs off with each time you continue something. Probably why I related to Hazel so much though in the Hazel-Daley situation

:smug:

I get that though, now looking back at the situation I don't feel guilty, I didn't do anything wrong so alls good, I still don't think I could actively be the other guy though.. maybe :laugh:

[Ashley.]

I think the guilty-ness rubs off with each time you continue something. Probably why I related to Hazel so much though in the Hazel-Daley situation

I didn't feel guilty. I didn't feel content in my relationship with Boy 1 so I started sleeping with Boy 2. I was only "cheating" for a week though before I finished it with Boy 1 and stayed with Boy 2.

I don't make a habit of it though, Boy 1 was an awful guy who did terrible things.

I got called a slapper for a good few weeks, until I decided to tell everyone just how vile Boy 1 was, then everyone shut up.

[Firewire]

No boy has every been near my genitalia and that is not expected to change for a long time. I haven't decided whether it's through choice or not.

[Ashley.]

No boy has every been near my genitalia and that is not expected to change for a long time. I haven't decided whether it's through choice or not.

If you can pleasure yourself, then you don't need anyone to pleasure you. :spin::spin::spin:

[Kazanne]

I'm going to my first AA meeting tonight.

Good luck with it Kizzy http://www.desiglitters.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/hugs-desi-glitters-23.gif

[Will.]

My name is Russel Bob, I'm 79 and a full time hooker.

[Daniel-X]

My name is Russel Bob, I'm 79 and a full time hooker.

no1curr

nawtfunii

[Will.]

no1curr

nawtfunii

Its been a tough day Daniel.

Have you got your Science result yet?

[MB.]

I never learned how to ride a bike.

(this)

I slept with my sisters boyfriend..just to compare notes.:idc:

(also this)

[Daniel-X]

Its been a tough day Daniel.

Have you got your Science result yet?

I was joking hon :love:

No I get them on my first day back

[Will.]

I was joking hon :love:

No I get them on my first day back

oh lol didn't realise :love:

Oh ok, thats awful haven't to go into on first day back and get it.

Maybe break into the school at night and get it?

[Daniel-X]

oh lol didn't realise :love:

Oh ok, thats awful haven't to go into on first day back and get it.

Maybe break into the school at night and get it?

I'm not bothered to be honest I'm usually really impatient but this isn't bothering me I keep forgetting about it tbh. I'm just perplexed as to why they're withholding results

[Will.]

I'm not bothered to be honest I'm usually really impatient but this isn't bothering me I keep forgetting about it tbh. I'm just perplexed as to why they're withholding results

yeah you do forgot about them, good luck! :love:

Our school did really bad at Science this year.

[LukeB]

I lost my virginity at 14 with someone older than me :whistle:

[Will.]

Ok my real confessions:

I broke the shower and never confessed it, and this resulted in my mum having to spend out on a whole new bathroom.

I lied on what I got on my Business mock grade, I got away with it as my teacher asked for the results when she handed them back. It was a U so I embarrassed, I said I got a D.

You always better off with a good lie.

[Daniel-X]

yeah you do forgot about them, good luck! :love:

Our school did really bad at Science this year.

I think some of ours will struggle unluckily for me I have one teacher who is always I'll with his dislocated shoulder and another who is a **** who hates me and I hate her with about 32 passions.

Some will do great because they've given low ability and high ability sets the best teachers (triple science have good teachers also but they didn't do a GCSE this year) where as sets like mine which are middle of the road are stuck with **** teachers. I think I struggle at science though because they've always put me in a bad set they put me in Set 3 in Y8 and I was getting grades way higher than anyone else. Then they put me in Set 1 in Y9 and I was getting really low grades compared to everyone and then they put me back in Set 3 and I'm getting higher grades again then most I can't fathom how they've not realised yet (Set 3 isn't working and Set 1 isn't working? What about Set 2...)

[Jarrod]

I got a PE bag thrown at my face, a bag that contained a sharp object and it sliced my eyebrow open. I felt no pain for 10 seconds and removed my hand from my eyebrow before screaming in my registration class at school and proceeding to run around the room screaming for help, pushing a pull door to open it then going very dizzy.

Next thing I remember I was in the sick room and a trail of blood scattered the corridor from my classroom to the sickroom :fan: I ended up needing stitches though.. D:

[Niamh.]

I had two pet mice when I was 15 that I hid on top of my wardrobe behind some teddies that I never told my parents about, still to this day I never told my mom

[Will.]

I had two pet mice when I was 15 that I hid on top of my wardrobe behind some teddies that I never told my parents about, still to this day I never told my mom

disgraceful. :hehe:

[Daniel-X]

I used to steal my mums e-cig when I went out with friends as she stopped using it and then once either someone stole it or lost it and then like a couple of weeks after she was looking for it and I had to just sit there drinking my tea watching the soaps like I didn't know anything about it. P

I realised that e-cigs on people my age were chavvy then and haven't really had one since apart from very occasionally

[Ammi]

...when I was quite young, if I had a bad dream...I would creep into my brothers' bedroom and sleep under their bed and then go back to my bed when it started to get light...they did catch me a few times but most of the time, they didn't know I was there...

[Mystic Mock]

I hate Swimming, I don't mind watching it, but I hate doing it, it's the fear of drowning that gets me every single time.

[Black Dagger]

I've been in 4 near death situations so I have a weird complex when it actually comes to death.

[rubymoo]

I once made a trifle and had just taken it out of the fridge and was preparing to put the cold custard on it, when it some how slipped along my worktop and splashed into the dirty washing up bowl (it had bits of old food floating on it and a greasy scum mixed with bubbles), the trifle sank to the bottom, i quickly pulled it out of the bowl (it was covered in gross food/bubbles etc) and i rinsed it under the cold tap, dried it off with a tea towel and proceeded to put the custard on. I then served it up to my husbands family later that day, i didn't have any as i claimed i had a dicky tummy.

[Niamh.]

I once made a trifle and had just taken it out of the fridge and was preparing to put the cold custard on it, when it some how slipped along my worktop and splashed into the dirty washing up bowl (it had bits of old food floating on it and a greasy scum mixed with bubbles), the trifle sank to the bottom, i quickly pulled it out of the bowl (it was covered in gross food/bubbles etc) and i rinsed it under the cold tap, dried it off with a tea towel and proceeded to put the custard on. I then served it up to my husbands family later that day, i didn't have any as i claimed i had a dicky tummy.

ew Ruby!

[Ammi]

...LOL, Ruby you moo..:fist:...

[rubymoo]

:laugh:

[rubymoo]

I'm going to my first AA meeting tonight.

I hope it went well for you Kizzy:hug:

[Niamh.]

...when I was quite young, if I had a bad dream...I would creep into my brothers' bedroom and sleep under their bed and then go back to my bed when it started to get light...they did catch me a few times but most of the time, they didn't know I was there...

aww that's cute but seriously sleeping under a bed would have freaked me out even more :laugh:

[Ammi]

...see, if you had slept with your husband's family while he was eating his trifle, we would have just said...ok, that's fine, these things happen...

[Ammi]

aww that's cute but seriously sleeping under a bed would have freaked me out even more :laugh:

..I quite often slept under my own bed as well...I don't know, I think it was just feeling more cocooned and 'wrapped up'..also, I hoped the monsters and stuff wouldn't think of looking under there and just go find someone else to kill...

[rubymoo]

..I quite often slept under my own bed as well...I don't know, I think it was just feeling more cocooned and 'wrapped up'..also, I hoped the monsters and stuff wouldn't think of looking under there and just go find someone else to kill...

My daughter used to sleep under her fitted sheet....so cute!

[Shaun]

[5] @ the never learned to ride a bike thing

And after working away from home quite a lot lately I've realised I have a very strict sleeping routine that basically means unless I've got a double to myself, I'm sleeping naked and I have my god damned teddy bear, I'm in for a restless night.

To counterbalance the cutesy-nonsense above I'll also add "I almost always steal other people's unattended drinks on a night out (still not been rufied :fc:)" and "I wet the bed until I was 10".

[Ammi]

...oh I eat paper is another thing, when I'm anxious/worried....

[Black Dagger]

Oh and yeah I never learned how to ride a bike either. I didn't push myself enough and blamed it on my dyspraxia and cried if people asked me to have a try lmao.

[Ashley.]

I didn't learn to ride a bike until quite late, I was always scared but then my parents put me on a big patch of grass so that it wouldn't hurt if I fell.

[Braden]

Oh yay I can join the 'can't ride a bike' club :love:

I can't really swim either.

[Mystic Mock]

I can't ride a Bike either.:laugh:

I also heard rumours in Primary School that a girl was being rude to me because she liked me, I heard about it on a day where she was being sick in the Toilets.

I've never told my Mother and Father though as they always still take the piss out of me for having to female best friends at that time.

[Ramsay]

"I almost always steal other people's unattended drinks on a night out (still not been rufied :fc:)".

You people sicken me

[LemonJam]

You know what, I'm very drunk I'm gonna go on a rant which I will inevitably regret tomorrow morning.

I've lived in London for 5 years after living on a very small, secluded, closed minded island with a Catholic family that I've never felt like I could come out to. As somebody who generally gets on with straight guys more than girls or gay dudes I've faced a lot of rejection and had a lot of shame for who I am and it totally ****ed me up as a person. I've faced depression and anxiety and even tried commit suicide just because of the person I am.

The last year I came out as a gay man and I've been so much more happy and felt so much more accepted. Like most my friends in London are straight blokes and they will still high five me if I hooked up with a guy in the same way that they'll high five each other if they hooked up with a girl. I could talk openly and honestly about who I am without feeling different from them and I'd never been happier with who I am. They pretty much saved my life.

Now I'm back on my home island for a few months and the people who I call friends frequently joke about me being a gay man, telling me I'm "less of a man" and frequently call me a "fag" or "****" and they constantly try to demean me because of my sexuality DESPITE knowing that I've had mental health problems in the past and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I've worked so, so, so ****ing hard over the last few years in building the confidence with myself (like a huge reason I didn't post that much on this forum for ages is because I didn't think I fitted in, which is absolutely pathetic cos y'all are weird af :joker:) and as I'm about to go travelling before I came back home I felt ready, but now I'm questioning if I'm as secure of a person as I should be.

I basically only came back to the island for my family because I haven't really seen them for a long period of time for two years but I feel like I need to be back in London for my own sanity.

So yeah I just needed to get that off my chest while there's a thread like this still around...

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

You bastards. I opened an unholy confessions thread before this. Since i'm not AshRley noone posted in it.

[BB4fan]

I love to watch Keeping up with the Kardashians and I love the Kardashian family and their Hollywood career.:hehe:

[T*]

i like this thread better

[T*]

You know what, I'm very drunk I'm gonna go on a rant which I will inevitably regret tomorrow morning.

I've lived in London for 5 years after living on a very small, secluded, closed minded island with a Catholic family that I've never felt like I could come out to. As somebody who generally gets on with straight guys more than girls or gay dudes I've faced a lot of rejection and had a lot of shame for who I am and it totally ****ed me up as a person. I've faced depression and anxiety and even tried commit suicide just because of the person I am.

The last year I came out as a gay man and I've been so much more happy and felt so much more accepted. Like most my friends in London are straight blokes and they will still high five me if I hooked up with a guy in the same way that they'll high five each other if they hooked up with a girl. I could talk openly and honestly about who I am without feeling different from them and I'd never been happier with who I am. They pretty much saved my life.

Now I'm back on my home island for a few months and the people who I call friends frequently joke about me being a gay man, telling me I'm "less of a man" and frequently call me a "fag" or "****" and they constantly try to demean me because of my sexuality DESPITE knowing that I've had mental health problems in the past and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I've worked so, so, so ****ing hard over the last few years in building the confidence with myself (like a huge reason I didn't post that much on this forum for ages is because I didn't think I fitted in, which is absolutely pathetic cos y'all are weird af :joker:) and as I'm about to go travelling before I came back home I felt ready, but now I'm questioning if I'm as secure of a person as I should be.

I basically only came back to the island for my family because I haven't really seen them for a long period of time for two years but I feel like I need to be back in London for my own sanity.

So yeah I just needed to get that off my chest while there's a thread like this still around...

:hug:

[Rob!]

You know what, I'm very drunk I'm gonna go on a rant which I will inevitably regret tomorrow morning.

I've lived in London for 5 years after living on a very small, secluded, closed minded island with a Catholic family that I've never felt like I could come out to. As somebody who generally gets on with straight guys more than girls or gay dudes I've faced a lot of rejection and had a lot of shame for who I am and it totally ****ed me up as a person. I've faced depression and anxiety and even tried commit suicide just because of the person I am.

The last year I came out as a gay man and I've been so much more happy and felt so much more accepted. Like most my friends in London are straight blokes and they will still high five me if I hooked up with a guy in the same way that they'll high five each other if they hooked up with a girl. I could talk openly and honestly about who I am without feeling different from them and I'd never been happier with who I am. They pretty much saved my life.

Now I'm back on my home island for a few months and the people who I call friends frequently joke about me being a gay man, telling me I'm "less of a man" and frequently call me a "fag" or "****" and they constantly try to demean me because of my sexuality DESPITE knowing that I've had mental health problems in the past and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I've worked so, so, so ****ing hard over the last few years in building the confidence with myself (like a huge reason I didn't post that much on this forum for ages is because I didn't think I fitted in, which is absolutely pathetic cos y'all are weird af :joker:) and as I'm about to go travelling before I came back home I felt ready, but now I'm questioning if I'm as secure of a person as I should be.

I basically only came back to the island for my family because I haven't really seen them for a long period of time for two years but I feel like I need to be back in London for my own sanity.

So yeah I just needed to get that off my chest while there's a thread like this still around...


:clap1: :clap1: :clap1:

[Amy Jade]

I pissed myself at V last year

[Amy Jade]

I hate the dogs I live with, I wish they would just die.


But don't worry I love dogs but not those threes, all they do is bark/ eat my food and there treated like bloody kings and queens.

Surely that's more down to bad ownership than bad dogs?

[Will.]

Surely that's more down to bad ownership than bad dogs?

It's when ever the door bell rings, and we have like 10 parcels a day lol, but they won't stop for some reason. The dog across the road is just the same.

[Ashley.]

You bastards. I opened an unholy confessions thread before this. Since i'm not AshRley noone posted in it.

I didn't see your thread, sorry. :umm2:

[T*]

I hate the dogs I live with, I wish they would just die. Good news is there all 10+


But don't worry I love dogs but not those threes, all they do is bark/ eat my food and there treated like bloody kings and queen by my mum.

One left me with a scare on my arm because I dragged it by the collar into the house because it wouldn't come in from the garden after I repeatedly called for it.
I feel more sorry for the dogs..

[MB.]

I hate the dogs I live with, I wish they would just die. Good news is there all 10+


But don't worry I love dogs but not those threes, all they do is bark/ eat my food and there treated like bloody kings and queen by my mum.

One left me with a scare on my arm because I dragged it by the collar into the house because it wouldn't come in from the garden after I repeatedly called for it.

...I wonder why...

[T*]

...I wonder why...

Exactly.

[Ashley.]

You know what, I'm very drunk I'm gonna go on a rant which I will inevitably regret tomorrow morning.

I've lived in London for 5 years after living on a very small, secluded, closed minded island with a Catholic family that I've never felt like I could come out to. As somebody who generally gets on with straight guys more than girls or gay dudes I've faced a lot of rejection and had a lot of shame for who I am and it totally ****ed me up as a person. I've faced depression and anxiety and even tried commit suicide just because of the person I am.

The last year I came out as a gay man and I've been so much more happy and felt so much more accepted. Like most my friends in London are straight blokes and they will still high five me if I hooked up with a guy in the same way that they'll high five each other if they hooked up with a girl. I could talk openly and honestly about who I am without feeling different from them and I'd never been happier with who I am. They pretty much saved my life.

Now I'm back on my home island for a few months and the people who I call friends frequently joke about me being a gay man, telling me I'm "less of a man" and frequently call me a "fag" or "****" and they constantly try to demean me because of my sexuality DESPITE knowing that I've had mental health problems in the past and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I've worked so, so, so ****ing hard over the last few years in building the confidence with myself (like a huge reason I didn't post that much on this forum for ages is because I didn't think I fitted in, which is absolutely pathetic cos y'all are weird af :joker:) and as I'm about to go travelling before I came back home I felt ready, but now I'm questioning if I'm as secure of a person as I should be.

I basically only came back to the island for my family because I haven't really seen them for a long period of time for two years but I feel like I need to be back in London for my own sanity.

So yeah I just needed to get that off my chest while there's a thread like this still around...

https://j.gifs.com/KkGdrn.gif

[T*]

I'd sort of understand if the dog mauled your face off and you had to get plastic surgery to look human again, but wishing death on dogs for no good reason honestly will get me furiously pissed off. I have 3 dogs and I love them to bits.

[Ashley.]

I hate the dogs I live with, I wish they would just die. Good news is there all 10+


But don't worry I love dogs but not those threes, all they do is bark/ eat my food and there treated like bloody kings and queen by my mum.

One left me with a scare on my arm because I dragged it by the collar into the house because it wouldn't come in from the garden after I repeatedly called for it.

Yeah I'm gonna side with the dogs...

[Ashley.]

I'd sort of understand if the dog mauled your face off and you had to get plastic surgery to look human again, but wishing death on dogs for no good reason honestly will get me furiously pissed off. I have 3 dogs and I love them to bits.

This! My pup is like my companion. I never feel lonely without him and he always comes into my room and sits on my lap when he knows that I'm upset. I could never wish death on him.

[Oaker]

I hate the dogs I live with, I wish they would just die. Good news is there all 10+


But don't worry I love dogs but not those threes, all they do is bark/ eat my food and there treated like bloody kings and queen by my mum.

One left me with a scare on my arm because I dragged it by the collar into the house because it wouldn't come in from the garden after I repeatedly called for it.

I really dislike dogs but this is a bit harsh

[T*]

This! My pup is like my companion. I never feel lonely without him and he always comes into my room and sits on my lap when he knows that I'm upset. I could never wish death on him.

:love:

[Will.]

I'd sort of understand if the dog mauled your face off and you had to get plastic surgery to look human again, but wishing death on dogs for no good reason honestly will get me furiously pissed off. I have 3 dogs and I love them to bits.

The part was a joke, I wasn't being serious lmao.

[T*]

The part was a joke, I wasn't being serious lmao.

seemed like you were being pretty serious to me
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[Will.]

seemed like you were being pretty serious to me
http://i.minus.com/ibwchIzyL58bWF.gif

No lol, I don't wish death of anything, you know when you get angry and you say to someone "I could murder you right now", that's what I meant. Wouldn't actually want them dead.

I also live with 5 other dogs at my dads, so can you understand a little why I'm not a fan of our dogs? Having 8 large dogs in total is a bit much.

[Mystic Mock]

You know what, I'm very drunk I'm gonna go on a rant which I will inevitably regret tomorrow morning.

I've lived in London for 5 years after living on a very small, secluded, closed minded island with a Catholic family that I've never felt like I could come out to. As somebody who generally gets on with straight guys more than girls or gay dudes I've faced a lot of rejection and had a lot of shame for who I am and it totally ****ed me up as a person. I've faced depression and anxiety and even tried commit suicide just because of the person I am.

The last year I came out as a gay man and I've been so much more happy and felt so much more accepted. Like most my friends in London are straight blokes and they will still high five me if I hooked up with a guy in the same way that they'll high five each other if they hooked up with a girl. I could talk openly and honestly about who I am without feeling different from them and I'd never been happier with who I am. They pretty much saved my life.

Now I'm back on my home island for a few months and the people who I call friends frequently joke about me being a gay man, telling me I'm "less of a man" and frequently call me a "fag" or "****" and they constantly try to demean me because of my sexuality DESPITE knowing that I've had mental health problems in the past and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I've worked so, so, so ****ing hard over the last few years in building the confidence with myself (like a huge reason I didn't post that much on this forum for ages is because I didn't think I fitted in, which is absolutely pathetic cos y'all are weird af :joker:) and as I'm about to go travelling before I came back home I felt ready, but now I'm questioning if I'm as secure of a person as I should be.

I basically only came back to the island for my family because I haven't really seen them for a long period of time for two years but I feel like I need to be back in London for my own sanity.

So yeah I just needed to get that off my chest while there's a thread like this still around...

Can't you try to tell your friends on the Island not to be so insensitive about your sexuality? If they're really your friends they'll understand your reasons.

[LemonJam]

Can't you try to tell your friends on the Island not to be so insensitive about your sexuality? If they're really your friends they'll understand your reasons.

Confession #2: I am a messy drunk. :joker: :blush:

I had a bit of a go at a few of them last night Mock and it was quite a regrettable display (I definitely said some harsh words back to them and I definitely compared one of them to Samwise Gamgee :joker:) but I think it's just the fact that they haven't seen me for a while and aren't quite used to me talking so openly. Where I am now is quite closed minded, but it's not gonna stop me from being me and maybe I can open some minds while I'm here. :bigsmile:

Thank you guys for support but just want to make it clear that I'm very much okay, I just needed a rant. :laugh: I'm probably the happiest I've been in years and the last two years of my life have been the greatest so far. The old version of me would've woken up in the middle of the night remembering I made that post and frantically tried to delete it. Instead I woke up this morning, came on here, remembered and thought "that was probably good for me." It's a mess of a post, but it's a beautiful mess, so I'm gonna keep it there, because if there's anything I've learnt over the last few years it's that you shouldn't keep your emotions bottled up, you should express yourself and be yourself.

tl;dr, I'm okay, I'm just apparently a massive hippy now.

[Ammi]

Confession #2: I am a messy drunk. :joker: :blush:

I had a bit of a go at a few of them last night Mock and it was quite a regrettable display (I definitely said some harsh words back to them and I definitely compared one of them to Samwise Gamgee :joker:) but I think it's just the fact that they haven't seen me for a while and aren't quite used to me talking so openly. Where I am now is quite closed minded, but it's not gonna stop me from being me and maybe I can open some minds while I'm here. :bigsmile:

Thank you guys for support but just want to make it clear that I'm very much okay, I just needed a rant. :laugh: I'm probably the happiest I've been in years and the last two years of my life have been the greatest so far. The old version of me would've woken up in the middle of the night remembering I made that post and frantically tried to delete it. Instead I woke up this morning, came on here, remembered and thought "that was probably good for me." It's a mess of a post, but it's a beautiful mess, so I'm gonna keep it there, because if there's anything I've learnt over the last few years it's that you shouldn't keep your emotions bottled up, you should express yourself and be yourself.

tl;dr, I'm okay, I'm just apparently a massive hippy now.

..I was going to message you later...(when I'd finished some stuff for the Mole..)....but hmmm, you know how long it would have been and you're probably feeling a little fragile so maybe no, not right now...I'm glad that you said things that you wanted to, both on here and to your friends, with them, it's not the thing also that you feel better for doing it..I think it was also that they needed to know how it felt to be you and the you that you felt when you're with them..(if that makes sense..)...because some of how they are could be awkwardness ..(because you really are the only gay in the village and a bit of an oddity..:laugh:...)..and just really not meaning to hurt, you know..but now hopefully, it can have been an opening door for you to all talk...well, you know...peace out James, you're quite a guy..:hug:...

[Ammi]

...you only made that last post so you wouldn't get THE PM anyway, I know your game LemonJames......

[T*]

No lol, I don't wish death of anything, you know when you get angry and you say to someone "I could murder you right now", that's what I meant. Wouldn't actually want them dead.

I also live with 5 other dogs at my dads, so can you understand a little why I'm not a fan of our dogs? Having 8 large dogs in total is a bit much.

-would love having 8 dogs tbh-

[Ashley.]

...you only made that last post so you wouldn't get THE PM anyway, I know your game LemonJames......

The PM?

[Daniel-X]

My mum used to pay for me to have toast in primary school and the dinner ladies used to bring them in at break time to our class room in large Tupperware boxes. Every day I had one I used to throw my slice in the bin bveuase it had gone soggy and then I'd say that they hadn't made enough so they'd go and make me a fresh one while everyone else had soggy toast :love: (They never even noticed like for the whole time my mum paid for toast lmao the dip****s)

[Firewire]

I kind of feel like I'm still a child and I'm holding on to something and I can't let go. For example, I don't swear in front of my parents in case I "get in trouble" even though I'm 20. My parents aren't even strict. I think this is part of the reason I haven't come out to them yet. The idea of them knowing that I know what sex is horrifies me. I feel like I'm kind of trapped in childhood and I don't know how to break out of it. Once I do everything will be so much easier.

[Daniel-X]

I kind of feel like I'm still a child and I'm holding on to something and I can't let go. For example, I don't swear in front of my parents in case I "get in trouble" even though I'm 20. My parents aren't even strict. I think this is part of the reason I haven't come out to them yet. The idea of them knowing that I know what sex is horrifies me. I feel like I'm kind of trapped in childhood and I don't know how to break out of it. Once I do everything will be so much easier.

My aunty is the exact same in front of my grandad! She's smoked since she was sixteen and she's now thirty two but she will not smoke in front of him and he has no idea that she even smokes. She feels ashamed to smoke in front of him (she smokes in front of my nan because my nan smokes too)

[Liam-]

I kind of feel like I'm still a child and I'm holding on to something and I can't let go. For example, I don't swear in front of my parents in case I "get in trouble" even though I'm 20. My parents aren't even strict. I think this is part of the reason I haven't come out to them yet. The idea of them knowing that I know what sex is horrifies me. I feel like I'm kind of trapped in childhood and I don't know how to break out of it. Once I do everything will be so much easier.

I'm exactly the same so I feel your pain

[Firewire]

I'm exactly the same so I feel your pain

I think it's also why I don't drink alcohol because I feel like I'm not allowed to

[Dollface]

I kind of feel like I'm still a child and I'm holding on to something and I can't let go. For example, I don't swear in front of my parents in case I "get in trouble" even though I'm 20. My parents aren't even strict. I think this is part of the reason I haven't come out to them yet. The idea of them knowing that I know what sex is horrifies me. I feel like I'm kind of trapped in childhood and I don't know how to break out of it. Once I do everything will be so much easier.

I thought I was the only one that didn't swear in front of parents D: My parents aren't strict either but because i've never sworn in front of them I don't even know how they'd react, they'd probably laugh
I'm definitely trapped in childhood too, literally my personality = big kid that still loves disney and shakes her head at the c word

oh and i can't go anywhere on my own because i'm too scared, my mum has to make doctor/dentist appointments for me lmao

[Vanessa]

Not really shocking, but i have a twin sister. :spin:

[Dollface]

Not really shocking, but i have a twin sister. :spin:

That's cool Vanessa, i've always wanted a twin sister. Are you identical? :amazed:

[Vanessa]

That's cool Vanessa, i've always wanted a twin sister. Are you identical? :amazed:

No, we look different. But it's nice to have a twin. :love:

[LukeB]

I had counselling when I was school during the time I was eating too much food to make myself sick due to being upset on a daily basis. I had so much junk food in my draw and kept on eating it even when I was full.

[Marsh.]

I have suffered from depression and panic attacks/anxiety in the past.

[Firewire]

I have suffered from depression and panic attacks/anxiety in the past.

attention seeker!!!

[Vanessa]

I had counselling when I was school during the time I was eating too much food to make myself sick due to being upset on a daily basis. I had so much junk food in my draw and kept on eating it even when I was full.

:hug:

[Dollface]

I had counselling when I was school during the time I was eating too much food to make myself sick due to being upset on a daily basis. I had so much junk food in my draw and kept on eating it even when I was full.

Ah man, i'm sorry you went through that Luke, i can somewhat relate. :hug:

[Ross.]

I had counselling when I was school during the time I was eating too much food to make myself sick due to being upset on a daily basis. I had so much junk food in my draw and kept on eating it even when I was full.

I have suffered from depression and panic attacks/anxiety in the past.

:hug:

[Marsh.]

attention seeker!!!

:joker::joker::joker:

[Dollface]

aaaand I deleted it quicker than I thought :laugh:
too scared someone from school is somehow going to see it and know that dollface = me

[Vanessa]

:(

[Jason.]

I cheated in my Year 9 SATS

[armand.kay]

I cheated in my Year 9 SATS

mess not you being a teacher now..

[armand.kay]

i cheated in my french speaking exam in gcse.. i still got an f tho.

[Jason.]

mess not you being a teacher now..

ikr :laugh:

They don't have Y9 SATS anymore, though. :smug:

[Jason.]

i cheated in my french speaking exam in gcse.. i still got an f tho.

:shocked:

[Tom4784]

I've talked about this before but I once outed someone as an act of revenge in school using a chain letter.

[Jason.]

I've talked about this before but I once outed someone as an act of revenge in school using a chain letter.

Helen Wood teas (although she did it in a tweet)

[Dollface]

I've talked about this before but I once outed someone as an act of revenge in school using a chain letter.

:omgno:

do you regret it?

[Jay.]

i stress out about everything, like even little things, from locking the front door at night to like going somewhere i've never been, but i'm getting over it, like the other day i couldn't sleep bcos i was doing something i've not done before the next day, but it went fine.

so i'm like learning that stressing out about stuff is a waste of time and it's stopped me from doing so much stuff so yeah i'm growing in confidence i guess but it's kept me back from doing a lot of stuff, like a lot of stuff... i've not even stepped foot in a club yet and i'm in my 2nd year of uni welppp

[Marsh.]

I had sex with my dad's ex girlfriend.

[Jay.]

ikr :laugh:

They don't have Y9 SATS anymore, though. :smug:

omg you're a teacher? what do you teach?

[LukeB]

I had sex with my dad's ex girlfriend.

really?

[armand.kay]

I had sex with my dad's ex girlfriend.

http://i.imgur.com/TBZhq.gif

[Marsh.]

really?

Tbf, she's closer to my age than his. :hehe:

[Jay.]

I had sex with my dad's ex girlfriend.

omg

[Marsh.]

:joker: I didn't you mess.

[Niamh.]

:/

[Jason.]

omg you're a teacher? what do you teach?

Yeah, I confessed it on the first post of this thread :laugh:

Maths.

[Marsh.]

Although that comes from a horrifying moment when I thought I had when we started to get to know one another and I spent an awful 5 minutes feeling sick to my stomach.

[Jay.]

Yeah, I confessed it on the first post of this thread :laugh:

Maths.

ooh, yeah I've only just seen haha.

omg I'm going to hopefully become an english/media teacher.

We could be working together someday, imagine that :flutter:

[Tom4784]

:omgno:

do you regret it?

Not really, aside from the fact that I made sure his family found it when I knew they were very homophobic, I do feel bad about that.

The person who I outed used to be the most evil person I've ever known, I've only briefly talked about the reasons why I did it in the past and I never really included the main reasons but trust me when I say he had it coming (aside from the family stuff).

[Jason.]

i stress out about everything, like even little things, from locking the front door at night to like going somewhere i've never been, but i'm getting over it, like the other day i couldn't sleep bcos i was doing something i've not done before the next day, but it went fine.

so i'm like learning that stressing out about stuff is a waste of time and it's stopped me from doing so much stuff so yeah i'm growing in confidence i guess but it's kept me back from doing a lot of stuff, like a lot of stuff... i've not even stepped foot in a club yet and i'm in my 2nd year of uni welppp

My brother's exactly like that.

Especially with the doors being locked before he goes out, and making sure the oven and hob are off, etc.

[Marsh.]

i stress out about everything, like even little things, from locking the front door at night to like going somewhere i've never been, but i'm getting over it, like the other day i couldn't sleep bcos i was doing something i've not done before the next day, but it went fine.

so i'm like learning that stressing out about stuff is a waste of time and it's stopped me from doing so much stuff so yeah i'm growing in confidence i guess but it's kept me back from doing a lot of stuff, like a lot of stuff... i've not even stepped foot in a club yet and i'm in my 2nd year of uni welppp

I'm very paranoid about leaving stuff or losing stuff. Like I'm constantly checking my pockets for my phone/wallet/keys all the time.

And when I was coming home from Spain, the number of times I checked that suitcase. :worry: I lost count.

[Jason.]

ooh, yeah I've only just seen haha.

omg I'm going to hopefully become an english/media teacher.

We could be working together someday, imagine that :flutter:

I love English/Media. My sister did that for A-Level.

Omg, that would be so cool :amazed:

[Daniel-X]

I had counselling when I was school during the time I was eating too much food to make myself sick due to being upset on a daily basis. I had so much junk food in my draw and kept on eating it even when I was full.

Luke </3 :hug:

[Jay.]

My brother's exactly like that.

Especially with the doors being locked before he goes out, and making sure the oven and hob are off, etc.

it's not like everyday but i think it's just like a habit. I'm the man of the house, it's just me and my nan, so i've just come to check everything over i guess.

I always check the toaster though because sometimes people put letters in there :umm2:

[Jay.]

I'm very paranoid about leaving stuff or losing stuff. Like I'm constantly checking my pockets for my phone/wallet/keys all the time.

And when I was coming home from Spain, the number of times I checked that suitcase. :worry: I lost count.

omg YES

on one holiday i locked my key in my suitcase and we had to cut it open and then tape it back together and stuff, i freaked out because i s2g i lost stuff, it had loads of holes in it and for the whole flight it was all i could think about </3

[Marsh.]

I'm the man of the house

:fan:

[Marsh.]

I always check the toaster though because sometimes people put letters in there :umm2:

I am ****ing howling :laugh2:

[Vanessa]

I'm a bit ocd as well with checking things before i leave the house. I' scared i'll forget to turn the gas off. D:

[Jason.]

it's not like everyday but i think it's just like a habit. I'm the man of the house, it's just me and my nan, so i've just come to check everything over i guess.

I always check the toaster though because sometimes people put letters in there :umm2:

Yeah, I get what you mean.

Mess @ letters in the toaster though :laugh:

[Ross.]

i stress out about everything, like even little things, from locking the front door at night to like going somewhere i've never been, but i'm getting over it, like the other day i couldn't sleep bcos i was doing something i've not done before the next day, but it went fine.

so i'm like learning that stressing out about stuff is a waste of time and it's stopped me from doing so much stuff so yeah i'm growing in confidence i guess but it's kept me back from doing a lot of stuff, like a lot of stuff... i've not even stepped foot in a club yet and i'm in my 2nd year of uni welppp

omg this is honestly me

I'm always so paranoid I've forgotten or lost something, and if I can't check at the time it's constantly on my mind until I do. :omgno:

[Ross.]

I always check the toaster though because sometimes people put letters in there :umm2:

what

[LukeB]

When I was 5/6 I picked up a worm and put it inside my mothers tea :hee:

[Jason.]

I hate that feeling when you're out and you've lost something important. Just that awful feeling in your stomach.

[Vanessa]

One time i forgot to turn the heating off. :facepalm:

[Ross.]

I hate that feeling when you're out and you've lost something important. Just that awful feeling in your stomach.

Or even if you haven't, but just that awful second of suspense to find out if you have. :omgno:

[Jason.]

One time i forgot to turn the heating off. :facepalm:

That would annoy me so much. That wouldn't be easy for the bill.

[Jason.]

Or even if you haven't, but just that awful second of suspense to find out if you have. :omgno:

I know, awful.

[Vanessa]

That would annoy me so much. That wouldn't be easy for the bill.

Thank god i have a gas meter, so it was fine. But when i came back home the place was boiling hot. :laugh:

[Jay.]

I hate that feeling when you're out and you've lost something important. Just that awful feeling in your stomach.

THIs

i once lost my phone in london, i left it on the middle of that bridge thats over the river

and i literally ran back and almost got lost from my group but i found it and it was just literally sat there on the side like a few inches away from the water

i hate it

[Daniel-X]

I find it weird that out of my three half siblings I've only met one of them.

[Marsh.]

i left it on the middle of that bridge thats over the river

I love you so ****ing much. :joker:

[Ross.]

THIs

i once lost my phone in london, i left it on the middle of that bridge thats over the river

and i literally ran back and almost got lost from my group but i found it and it was just literally sat there on the side like a few inches away from the water

i hate it

omg :joker:

[Jay.]

I love you so ****ing much. :joker:

omg

[Jason.]

THIs

i once lost my phone in london, i left it on the middle of that bridge thats over the river

and i literally ran back and almost got lost from my group but i found it and it was just literally sat there on the side like a few inches away from the water

i hate it

The same thing happened to me once in my local shopping centre a few years back. Only difference was that it was my wallet, and I left it on those benches. Thank god I realised like a few minutes afterwards and I ran back and managed to get it. The fear is like nothing else.

It used to happen to me in school as well, with my pencil case, keys, and things like that.

[Vanessa]

The same thing happened to me once in my local shopping centre a few years back. Only difference was that it was my wallet, and I left it on those benches. Thank god I realised like a few minutes afterwards and I ran back and managed to get it. The fear is like nothing else.

I forgot my wallet on a few shop counters a few times. :umm2:

[Jason.]

I forgot my wallet on a few shop counters a few times. :umm2:

D: That's the worst

[Vanessa]

D: That's the worst

I'm more careful now. :laugh:

[T*]

omg YES

on one holiday i locked my key in my suitcase and we had to cut it open and then tape it back together and stuff, i freaked out because i s2g i lost stuff, it had loads of holes in it and for the whole flight it was all i could think about </3

I was bricking it when i didn't lock my suitcase, i could just imagine someone stealing it

[T*]

I have suffered from panic attacks/anxiety in the past.

[2]

[Mystic Mock]

I have never met my Niece and Nephew's Cousins.

[Firewire]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

[Black Dagger]

Jonathan. I'm the same way. I definitely have to rely on people online to solve my problems because I have no rl friends to go to in my hour of need <\3.

I also think I've got agoraphobic tendencies because I absolutely hate leaving the house for anything and I think that's my main worry of getting a job.

[Marsh.]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

That's it. Life is swings and roundabouts.

We all are better off in some ways and worse off in others. But it's this kind of thing that makes me hate Facebook/social media because it rouses such envy and arrogance in people.

[Will.]

I went in the pool 3 times a row with a different phone, all 3 broke, oops.

[Jay.]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

same omg :hug:

I always feel quite optimistic though of finding close friends, like there will always be a new job, or even like the start of a new university year etc, loads of chances to get to know people.

[jackc1806]

I hate certain features on my face like my nose ect, and sometimes I obsessively look in mirrors even like car windows walking down the street lmao, sometimes I refuse to look in mirrors at all aha. It's not that bad but I'm just a perfectionist I guess.

[jackc1806]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

:hug:

[armand.kay]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

I sometimes fee like this, I feel like my family just tolerate me because they have to and although I have two really close friends sometimes I feel like I'm the thirst wheel and they don't wanna be around me to the extent that I've cancelled plans and stuff. I know its all in my head and a bit irrational but once I've convinced myself it takes a while to get out that frame of mind lol

[Marsh.]

I had Jay's number in my phone but I know someone called Jay in real life. And when TiBB Jay texted me and it came up as a notification on my phone, my sister (doesn't know about TiBB) thought it was the other Jay.

So, now TiBB Jay is known as Jake in my contacts because I don't know any Jakes. ;)

[Jason.]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

Jonathan. I'm the same way. I definitely have to rely on people online to solve my problems because I have no rl friends to go to in my hour of need <\3.


:hug:

[Jay.]

I had Jay's number in my phone but I know someone called Jay in real life. And when TiBB Jay texted me and it came up as a notification on my phone, my sister (doesn't know about TiBB) thought it was the other Jay.

So, now TiBB Jay is known as Jake in my contacts because I don't know any Jakes. ;)

http://www.thisisbigbrother.com/forums/member.php?u=65227

[Marsh.]

I love this little family. :love:

We so need to organise a huge meet up.

It'll probably end with hospitalisations, but what a night. :flutter:

[Marsh.]

http://www.thisisbigbrother.com/forums/member.php?u=65227

In real life. :laugh:

[LukeB]

I had Jay's number in my phone but I know someone called Jay in real life. And when TiBB Jay texted me and it came up as a notification on my phone, my sister (doesn't know about TiBB) thought it was the other Jay.

So, now TiBB Jay is known as Jake in my contacts because I don't know any Jakes. ;)

what do you have me as?

[Marsh.]

what do you have me as?

Who are you tbh?

[Jay.]

In real life. :laugh:

honestly do not know what that is

[Marsh.]

honestly do not know what that is

Same. *distraught*

[Will.]

I love this little family. :love:

We so need to organise a huge meet up.

It'll probably end with hospitalisations, but what a night. :flutter:

It would be a messy night.

[Jason.]

I wouldn't trust Marsh with my number. I'll get paranoid if he calls me at 4am in the morning screaming and begging me for help :worry:

[Jay.]

this is a rather depressing thread but i love it

[Jason.]

this is a rather depressing thread but i love it

Yeah, you get to know more about people.

[Marsh.]

I wouldn't trust Marsh with my number. I'll get paranoid if he calls me at 4am in the morning screaming and begging me for help :worry:

:joker:

Don't be silly. If I had your contact details, you'd be the one screaming for help. :hehe:

[LukeB]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

:hug:

I know how you feel, my bestfriend and other friends have got boyfriends and pushed my out so i feel lonely sometimes! Another reason why I use this site more.

[T*]

I hate certain features on my face like my nose ect, and sometimes I obsessively look in mirrors even like car windows walking down the street lmao, sometimes I refuse to look in mirrors at all aha. It's not that bad but I'm just a perfectionist I guess.

i like them

[Black Dagger]

I love this little family. :love:

We so need to organise a huge meet up.

It'll probably end with hospitalisations, but what a night. :flutter:

If I didn't have to go to the hospital then you lot should be fine xo

[Jason.]

:joker:

Don't be silly. If I had your contact details, you'd be the one screaming for help. :hehe:

https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/91/c1/70/91c170e03e03d56120cb47d3799177c1.jpg

[jackc1806]

i like them

:love:

[Firewire]

Jonathan. I'm the same way. I definitely have to rely on people online to solve my problems because I have no rl friends to go to in my hour of need <\3.

I also think I've got agoraphobic tendencies because I absolutely hate leaving the house for anything and I think that's my main worry of getting a job.

Yeah I feel like I rely on people from this site so much

Sorry to hear about your agoraphobia. It must be hard to live with :hug:

That's it. Life is swings and roundabouts.

We all are better off in some ways and worse off in others. But it's this kind of thing that makes me hate Facebook/social media because it rouses such envy and arrogance in people.

I get jealous SO easily, I try and focus on what I have and I love myself a lot and I think that's great

same omg :hug:

I always feel quite optimistic though of finding close friends, like there will always be a new job, or even like the start of a new university year etc, loads of chances to get to know people.

I hope next year (well, next month) brings new friends. I'm not even bothered by uni as much because I have a close group of friends there.

:hug:

:hug: ily

I sometimes fee like this, I feel like my family just tolerate me because they have to and although I have two really close friends sometimes I feel like I'm the thirst wheel and they don't wanna be around me to the extent that I've cancelled plans and stuff. I know its all in my head and a bit irrational but once I've convinced myself it takes a while to get out that frame of mind lol

I feel like a third wheel with people all of the time and that it probably would be more fun for them if I wasn't there

:hug:

:hug: (lots of hugs today)

:hug:

I know how you feel, my bestfriend and other friends have got boyfriends and pushed my out so i feel lonely sometimes! Another reason why I use this site more.

yeah all my friends that have boyfriends obviously have someone else to rely on. my friends that don't have other friends and I'm just a bit of a spare part really.

[Jason.]

I'm trying to think of more confessions :think:

[Will.]

I'm trying to think of more confessions :think:

They do confession at my school, bloody awful!

[Marsh.]

This thread is turning into the gymnasium scene in Mean Girls...

[Ross.]

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

Jonathan :hug:

[Ross.]

oh am I late

[Firewire]

never too late :love:

[Marsh.]

oh am I late

Share with the group...

http://i.imgur.com/Bive1tV.png

[Cal.]

One time me and Jay had an argument over text and I told him if he didn't delete my number I was going to call the police.

[armand.kay]

Messy queen.

[Jason.]

One time me and Jay had an argument over text and I told him if he didn't delete my number I was going to call the police.

Nadia CBB15 teas

[armand.kay]

I'm trying to think of more confessions :think:

Confess t'undying luv for me x

[Cal.]

Confess t'undying luv for me x

http://media.giphy.com/media/l41lKTsAKeqm5mEco/giphy.gif

[Jason.]

I have an t'undying luv for Armand. Apparently.

[armand.kay]

I have an t'undying luv for Armand. Apparently.

http://cdn.thisisbigbrother.com/customavatars/avatar64372_134.gif

[Will.]

http://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4auedeUk21qgb5p1o2_250.gif

[Ashley.]

I had counselling when I was school during the time I was eating too much food to make myself sick due to being upset on a daily basis. I had so much junk food in my draw and kept on eating it even when I was full.

:hug:

I was the exact opposite. I was so obsessed with my weight and lost so much just so I could be the thinnest one in the class. I got jealous when someone said "oh you're so thin!" to the person next to me.

[Ashley.]

Why am I never online when everyone else is online, I miss out on all the fun :fist: