The "my life is bad and here's why" thread.

[Z]

I'm tired, one of my eyes is red, my lips are cracked, I'm developing a skin rash as a side effect of the pills I'm on, I stayed up this late to say happy birthday to three of my friends, I spent all day doing a dissertation even though it was sunny outside, my best friend's off to New York for a week so I'll be a loner tomorrow on the first day back, I've also got to finish off a German booklet for Wednesday and English creative writing for then too. I have to make a Uni decision by the 4th of May. All of my friends are being **** to each other and I'm in the middle. I hate whining about my life. Shaun is sending me abusive sound clips on MSN.



So, anyone else want to offload their crap into this topic? Yeeah.

[Shaun]

Sleep, it'll heal, they'll heal, it'll heal, that's a nice thing, it's over now, you have other friends, homework's a part of life. Decisions are too. The next thing's something I can't help with. Stop whining then. You love it really.

SIGNED. SEALED. MOTHER****ING DELIVERED.

[Lauren]

Oh perfect topic, thank you Greg :kiss:


I'm tired. I've missed 4 days of sun to revise something that isn't going into my brain. My dissertation supervisor isn't returning my emails and I'm starting to panic. I have 14 hours of exams coming up and don't feel prepared. I miss my family. My dad is now ill and I worry about his ability to cope at home. My mum is mid-flair-up. I have a feeling the sun is going to go in tomorrow... the day I'm having off from revision. I keep getting random depressed feelings and I don't like it.

[Z]

Originally posted by Shaun
Sleep, it'll heal, they'll heal, it'll heal, that's a nice thing, it's over now, you have other friends, homework's a part of life. Decisions are too. The next thing's something I can't help with. Stop whining then. You love it really.

SIGNED. SEALED. MOTHER****ING DELIVERED.

:love:

Word.

[Billy]

Originally posted by Lauren
Oh perfect topic, thank you Greg :kiss:


I'm tired. I've missed 4 days of sun to revise something that isn't going into my brain. My dissertation supervisor isn't returning my emails and I'm starting to panic. I have 14 hours of exams coming up and don't feel prepared. I miss my family. My dad is now ill and I worry about his ability to cope at home. My mum is mid-flair-up. I have a feeling the sun is going to go in tomorrow... the day I'm having off from revision. I keep getting random depressed feelings and I don't like it.

Lauren your mum and dad will be fine just think positive, that's what you told me right? x

[Rob]

i wish i had something to complain about but for a change i actually dont :spin:

[Lauren]

Originally posted by Billy
Originally posted by Lauren
Oh perfect topic, thank you Greg :kiss:


I'm tired. I've missed 4 days of sun to revise something that isn't going into my brain. My dissertation supervisor isn't returning my emails and I'm starting to panic. I have 14 hours of exams coming up and don't feel prepared. I miss my family. My dad is now ill and I worry about his ability to cope at home. My mum is mid-flair-up. I have a feeling the sun is going to go in tomorrow... the day I'm having off from revision. I keep getting random depressed feelings and I don't like it.

Lauren your mum and dad will be fine just think positive, that's what you told me right? x

Thanks Billy, you're right :hug: I just need to keep remembering that, lol.

[Princess]

I have so much bad with my life atm that if I started to type it I'd properly cry. Oh and I can't even start because it's 6.14am and I'm off to nurse old confused people.

[SiaSiaSia]

i failed my german oral i revised so much for
fml

[30stone]

Aww unlucky sia.

My car insurance and petrol costs about 290 a month, i have 140 pound and no job... lol.

Am ****ed.

[Sam!]

Originally posted by SiaSiaSia
i failed my german oral i revised so much for
fml

You didn't I bet Sia! I thought that for my Spanish.. well not failed but I don't think I got a B.. which I need.

[LemonJam]

I would state stuff BUT THIS IS A HAPPY FORUM Y'ALL!!!

[supernoodles!]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2U-rBZREQMw&feature=related


:dance: :cheer2::hello::dazzler::cheer:


Altogether now!

[*mazedsalv**]

i dont normally moan about my life but:

Revise for my GCSE
Finish off 3 whole Maths exam papers by tomorrow, ive done 2 so far
I have a Science Retake tomorrow morning
I have an English presentation on poems next week (but thats as a group)
Have loads of money to pay for my prom suit, limo, T4 ect...
Need to get a job as i have no money

So basically, its not my favourite time of life atm, but I'll be alright, as soon as exams finish i will be free for months!!

[Ross]

I am dieing will illness...

I am coughing like there's no tomorrow. I am coughing up blood, I'm sneezing like crazy and I'm being sick every 20 minutes or so.

[GhettoSuperstar]

Book yourself a spa appointment bbz! Facial, massages, steam room, detox. :blush2:

(Or just book one for me kk!)

[ThaGazBoi]

My life sucks because I need a man. I'm fed up of being single :(

[supernoodles!]

come on everyone,you are living and breathing you have a roof over your head and internet access life is good!!

[Jen]

I have a presentation to complete which I have to present to my entire class first period tomorrow.... and I'm first. My friends are also be.. EUGH. So i'm stressed about them. Also I have GCSEs SO soon and I don't know anything and I'm going to FAIL them all, and if I do I don't get back into sixth year, then I can;t go to Uni... then I don;t have the sufficient qualification to be a producer then I work in Mc Donalds. [/wrists]

[Lewis.]

[walks in]
Naah
[/walks out]

Naa seriousy. I have nothing wrong really! I got an A, B and C for my first 2 biology exams and 1 physics. Did the exam last month and really happy with results. Have more exams at the end of the year which i have to advice for :thumbs:

[Deirdre]

I hate school and I'm gonna fail my Junior Cert.
And I ****ing hate my Home Ec teacher.
:sad:

*sighs*

[Shaun]

Normally I'm the one moaning :(

My love goes out you all. :love:

[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Robin-Van-Perfect
Aww unlucky sia.

My car insurance and petrol costs about 290 a month, i have 140 pound and no job... lol.

Am ******.
I knoooow I'm about the same every month. Thank God my parents pay at least the petrol. I only pay insurance.
I don't know if it's the same in UK but young drivers like us pay more for 2 to 5 years then we pay the normal price.

Well, to be honest, everything is fine to me. I just miss a girlfriend to feel my life complete.

[30stone]

Originally posted by Captain.Remy
Message original : Robin-Van-Perfect
Aww unlucky sia.

My car insurance and petrol costs about 290 a month, i have 140 pound and no job... lol.

Am ******.
I knoooow I'm about the same every month. Thank God my parents pay at least the petrol. I only pay insurance.
I don't know if it's the same in UK but young drivers like us pay more for 2 to 5 years then we pay the normal price.

Well, to be honest, everything is fine to me. I just miss a girlfriend to feel my life complete.

Yes each year we have no claims it gets better.

But yes my dads paying some petrol my insurance they said they will play 3 months now which is lucky..

[Gemmer-x]

ooh.
I just got back from an amazing holiday, and i miss sun,sea + sand already. I really don't want to go into college tomorrow, i just SO cba with it anymore i actually hate it. I have ten trillion exams to revise for, first one is May 7th which is toooooooo close. My bedroom is annoying, it needs decorating but my step-dad is a lazy ****. and oh yeah driving lessons are pissing me off, i can't do it :(

[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Robin-Van-Perfect

Yes each year we have no claims it gets better.

But yes my dads paying some petrol my insurance they said they will play 3 months now which is lucky..

Right so we have to endure a few more years then. :hugesmile:
I do understand you, it's quite annoying for us, young drivers, to pay that much.
And the petrol price is such a shame. Well it can't be worse than last summer.

[Fom]

My life is bad because it isn't summer yet and I have to spend these lovely hot days, dressed in black, in a black studio... running about! It is torture.

[Princess]

My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has no short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bloody murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

[bronaaaa]

:hug: Aww Princess

[GhettoSuperstar]

Originally posted by Princess
My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bl***y murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

Oh my god :shocked:
I'm truely sorry to hear that. Makes you realise how lucky we are. My thoughts are with you and your family, hope things become better for you too xox :hug:

[Magic]

Originally posted by Princess
My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has no short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bl***y murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

Aww Laura hang on in there, your an amazing person and you will get what you deserve in those assignments, trust.

[SiaSiaSia]

I love how people care about GCSEs

[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Princess
My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has no short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bl***y murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

That's insane and truly sad girl. I really think this is unfair because such a sweet girl like you doesn't deserve all of this.
Do you know what ? It may not be your lucky moment but one day it will all get better. Bad things happen now but it never last.
But still, I'm so so so sorry to hear that and it shows how undeserving this world is.

[Princess]

Thanks sooo much guys :hug: Life is so so so sucky atm,it can't get much worse...only way is up!

[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Princess
Thanks sooo much guys :hug: Life is so so so sucky atm,it can't get much worse...only way is up!

Exactly. Like I previously said, it's not the best moment right now but it's always getting better and better. Everyone has to get through a tough time once in their life. :thumbs:

[pinkmichk]

:hug: for those who need it puts my issues into real perspective

[NettoSuperstar!]

Welcome to life hahahhahahaha

[Z]

We got told today at 4.30 that designing the layouts for our Yearbook in Photoshop was "wrong" by the IT people and we should do it in InDesign, which none of us have used. Apparently there is a woman in school who uses it all the time, she comes in on Tuesdays and Thursdays - we went to go find her but she was (naturally) away to leave, but she said she'd help us on Tuesday. We need to ideally send the whole thing off on Monday. So, I'm now downloading a free trial of InDesign tonight to try and create layouts for the pages...

Essentially, we have to start all over again. Waaaaah.

[Christina]

I'm a lazy cow who gets distracted so easily it isn't even funny. I have GCSE's in less than 2 weeks and i havent even started revising because i end up falling asleep when i get home. I have like 3 art books that i need to fill up because i need to get a B in art which i know i won't get so that means i'm going to have to grovel to get my place in photography at college. I'm also certain that i'm going to fail maths, science and french! AND i really really really do not want to leave school because i'm going to miss my friends soo much and i'm going to a college where no one is at :sad:

[Princess]

My grandad has now died,his funeral is on my dad's birthday. I'm not allowed to see my mum and when I spoke to her on the phone earlier her speech was so slurred I couldn't understand a word she said except 'I love you',oh and she's not allowed out for her birthday. On top of everything I already wrote.....

[MrGaryy]

Dear Lord Laura, times are rough eh? I hope things turn out okay.

[Princess]

Originally posted by MrGaryy
Dear Lord Laura, times are rough eh? I hope things turn out okay.

Seems everything is all happening at once! Yesterday I said 'It can't get any worse unless someone else dies!' and then my Grandad.... It's so hard,just need to get by really. Be strong for everyone and all that.

edit:Thank you :hug:

[Sarah.]

i paid £150 for a wwe ticket, i travelled 150 miles, spent £130 on hotels, just so i could see chris jericho. turns out he wasn't on the show i was going to see. i wasted all that money and i didn't get to see him or meet him. to make things worse, this idiot sat next to me in the bar [i know him online and i hate him/he hates me], he started talking really loud, bragging about how he's best friends with chris and that he met him the day before and how he text him the other day, when he could see i'd been crying. i was so close to throwing a glass at him or something but i didn't wanna ruin his other eye.
so £300 wasted, that idiot annoyed the hell outta me, and i didn't have a good time. now i'm left with no money and i feel depressed.
:bored:

[Z]

Originally posted by Princess
My grandad has now died,his funeral is on my dad's birthday. I'm not allowed to see my mum and when I spoke to her on the phone earlier her speech was so slurred I couldn't understand a word she said except 'I love you',oh and she's not allowed out for her birthday. On top of everything I already wrote.....

Oh Laura, I wish I could give you a hug right now :sad:. I demand you listen to Shine on repeat for 30 minutes, I always feel positive when I hear that song. :hugesmile:



My parents hate me right now, my Dad accepted my apology and then fought with my Mum over me, now they're ignoring each other, my Mum's ignoring me and my Dad's ignoring me again because I effectively caused him to fall out with my Mum, even though I said "don't get into a fight with her" because I knew he would blame me, but he did and he does. I really just want to cry and get away from them, but I don't really have anywhere else I can go, I don't like sharing my problems with my friends, I find it so much easier to just keep things to myself - part of the argument I had with them yesterday was that they think I'm selfish because I don't tell them anything about my life; it's not because I'm selfish, I just hate speaking about myself, I have a whole heap of insecurities that they're not even aware of because I've never ever spoken to them about my problems, ever. The whole argument started yesterday because, ironically, I told my Mum about a minor problem I was having. Does that not justify me not telling them anything ever, if this is the kind of thing that happens when I do? I don't want to sound like one of those people who's like "I have trust issues, somebody give me attention" but I think I do have trust issues, and I really don't like people giving me attention, it makes me feel awkward and I just become really introverted as a result - then I let something slip out and suddenly I feel justified in being so quiet. I'm otherwise totally fine in social settings, I just tend to accumulate problems, keep them to myself and occasionally crack, and then people hate on me and the whole thing starts again. Somebody once suggested to me that I go see someone professionally, thinking that it would be a massive help to me - I can't think of anything worse than sitting face to face with someone I don't even know, telling them all my problems and my biggest fears and waltzing out of there feeling just super duper. Am I selfish for not telling my parents anything about my life; my problems? I really don't think so, but they keep telling me that, and they keep telling me I "live in my own dream world." It'd be nice to live in my own dream world where nothing could affect me, but seriously, I don't live in a dream world, I live in a world where half the time I feel really happy and I'm always laughing, I come home and feel depressed because I'm constantly being told that I'm doing something wrong or I'm useless or that I live in a dream world. I have to make a Uni decision shortly; my Mum's not so subtle tactic has been to put me down ("you can't look after yourself at all,") and to talk up living at home ("you can move out at your own leisure.") It's having the opposite effect on me, it's made me more determined to leave home, I think I'd be happier away from here.

[/jumbled ramble]

[cry myself to sleep]

[/wrists]