yeah I run some private classes, but I just don't like teaching I get really nervous standing in front of groups of people, I guess 10 years later it's not going to get any better

Awwww. Yeah was gonna say, kids seem awful these days. It's better teaching it to more mature students. Do you advertise and stuff? Like put a bit in the paper saying you're able to teach

I've been teaching on sessional contracts for ages, they only give you work when they have enough paying students. I did supply before but the kids eat me alive I'm probably too nice to them and have no real authority

Are you a supply teacher or something?

yeah it's tricky I've been struggling to find enough work recently, might have to find another job

Well the reason I wasn't working was cos of depression and stuff, but then it sort of became a cycle, and now it's ridiculously hard to find a job and stuff

I always get really disorientated when my life isn't completely predictable but then I seem to get depressed because that makes it really boring..I've never worked out what to do about that really, just keep rolling along I guess.

Random at the moment but trying to get it sorted! just need a bit more structure in my days

aww do you not have like a regular pattern? or is it just kinda random??

Yeah, I'm a nightowl really lol my sleep is all messed up at the moment, went to bed at half 3 got up at half 8