...you overthink...you want to think it won’t be good before you’ve written it...and then you won’t feel deflated or disappointed etc...

...but you’re not going to feel deflated or disappointed because it’s going to be good...even if it wasn’t the best-seller, it’s still going to be good and excellent and will lead to another, I think...I won’t let you not believe in yourself, I’m just not going to allow it Nd am going to get very bossy about it...