....hawww, your last exam....I'll be thinking about you on Wednesday and then what a great feeling when there are no more, eh......

..it's seeing the whole family and social network and who their supports are as well and who their friends are...I mean how can that not be intriguing and also a privilege for anyone to 'let you in' like that because would we ever do that..?..how scary really that would be, to let the world into their private lives and then how sad when a lot of what the get is criticism, how hurtful for them but they still put on their smiles and carry on, you know...ok they probably get paid a lot of money for the series but money doesn't seem to be something they need..I think what they probably need more and what more is some understanding..?...

..yeah I love 'fly on the wall' type TV because we know the 'celebrity' but that's not who people are really and it's getting to see them with out their 'masks' and their make up/fabulous clothes and pouts type thing...that's just what they do to earn money but not who they are...and also I know from pics and things that I've seen that they're quite extravagant in some ways with their lifestyle but they also (I think..) do lots of fundraising and charity work and are very generous with family and friends....and...

..do you think for Caitlyn , it was more a progression in that she maybe knew that she was drawn to feminine things, like dressing in female clothes when she was younger..?..but didn't feel necessarily that she was trapped in a male body and it just led to her knowing that much later...those things 'back in the day' would have been so much more confusing and maybe something that would be hard to realise yourself because you didn't have people around you who you could relate to that felt the same/not the media/internet etc..?..

..yeah I knew that Bruce was Caitlyn but not that Bruce had been an athlete...I had thought that as Bruce she looked familiar but couldn't quite work out why and then realised when you said that I had seen pics of Bruce Jenner the athlete before I think...I just hadn't connected the name...I think that it kind of shows that they all have substance and aren't just 'shallow' as media portrays them as well because of how supportive they have all been with each other through all of the stuff that each has been through in their lives..and it must have made it so much easier for Caitlyn to have the family she has...

..I actually looked last night to see if it was on TV so I could watch it but it wasn't...maybe tonight it will be, I'll look out for it later after BB...how are the exams going..?...and hey btw.....

...and the the courage was finally found but even with that there was all the....hahaha, 'he's' not being serious and just dressing in female clothes etc...is a bit eccentric or whatever...and all of the time, her really wanting to be 'heard' ...this just all makes me feel quite sad and makes me want to know more...but then there will always be the perspectives of other members in the family and step family as well so it really has made me all very interested and I will definitely try to catch the series as well...I'm a huge fan of 'trash' TV because it's never trash and always a real insight into people's lives even with the editing of it...you still see some of who they are beneath the 'celebrity' however that celebrity is portrayed....don't ever stop giving me your thoughts on stuff because I love reading them and also love your enthusiasm so you always make everything interesting.....

..when she was much younger and 'back in the day..'...she would probably never have thought that she could ever be who she was because that would have just not have been 'accepted' would it..?...also her parents and family maybe also pushing her athlete career..?...and then with Khris as well...through love I'm sure but still putting pressure in Caitlyn to be something that she probably could have hated as being a huge part of the reason why she could never be who she was..?...promoting and pushing the career thing, you know...'Bruce the Olympian Athlete'/The American Dream...wow the pressure you know even though Khris would never have known that obviously and would have loved him.....

..actually it's odd because I had vaguely heard of Bruce Jenner as being an Olympian competitor but stupidly had never connected it to the same person but somehow thought that 'Bruce' looked familiar in pics, you know and now I know why so thank you for that.....that really just makes me think that Caitlyn has probably had a really unhappy life although I'm sure that she also appreciates the lovely things in it as well with her children and step children/partners etc....

..so Caitlyn's transition really interested me and made me want to know more about the whole family dynamics...does Kim have a good relationship with Caitlyn..?...I just wondered that at the time also because didn't she reveal her pregnancy around the same time so kind of thought was it a thing of taking limelight away, type thing..?...that's not what I felt she was doing just more wondering because I don't know them....I think that Bruce/Caitlyn is a very brave person....