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...I know that you're not a great talker Dezzy...(not that you don't talk great things I don't mean..

...but you now what I mean...but you know, my wall is just over the fence and I hardly ever go out, so I'm here...

...maybe the time of year as well..?...no light/short days etc and generally awful weather et and that down from the up of Christmas/your birthday etc...this is a depressing time of year because we've been surrounded by the sparkly, twinkly lights of Christmas on the dark nights and all of that excitement and good feeling that brings, but now..?...we don't have that anymore so all we have is the darkness and nothing to brighten it or cheer it...

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