..no they're much bigger than that, I wish I could remember what they are called, they only come out for a few weeks each year in May and the buzz loudly and are just generally evil/demons...they don't bite or anything, they just want to terrify you..when I closed the window before it was still banging against it and really loud......do you think your room will be cool in the evenings there..?..

..yeah I think it'll be a nice weekend and it's just good to get outdoors but it's still really warm now and a bit uncomfortable..uggghh I just opened the window earlier and there was one of those flying beetle things, you know the huge ones that get all tangled up in your hair if they can and the just buzz and move really quickly..I can't remember what they're called but they only come out in May..May bugs or something..they're my worst enemy anyway, like flying cockroaches.....

..are there many places near you to go to..do you have any nice walks and stuff..?...

..yeah, I think I probably enjoyed the two movies just as much as each other, maybe because they were both really centred around Eddie ..the book ending was different then..?..I hate when they do that and you've read the book first, sometimes they completely rewrite it....if the weather stays nice we might go down to the coast on Sunday and have a walk along the front or we have a forest near us with some nice walks..what about you, what you up to..?..

..haha, you supersonic reader, you....I've only ever seen the movie and Eddie was quite a complex character in that, Paul Newman always played those roles really well...how was the book..?..

..have you started to read The Hustler yet then Joe..?..

...ahh okey doke, I will try to get round to getting it at the weekend if I get the chance..are you watching TiBB Eurovision on Saturday..?...yeah, you enjoy your meal and I'll catch you later Joe.....

..it sounds like the best way for you and I think it will work for you because you're a perfect person to be helping others with it as well and I can't see that people won't always want good voluntary workers, I know at the school we do and use people to their best talents/their strengths and there is no better strength than someone who has experienced the same thing..also, you're quite a calm and controlled person so I think you have the right character...so I think you'll do ok Joe ....

..yeah I know, I can see that Joe...it's just really no way to treat people but is that how it always of often is though, like with the interviews or are those sort of things more 'isolated' stuff that's just happened occasionally and they make it sound as though it's all the time...but yeah, that guy didn't sound as though he understood addictions or just people generally and how thought processes go...