..but in the meantime, so many people to meet and experience as well...

..that special person at the end of your path, if that's where you want the path to go...

..who helps you to see how strong every weakness makes you...

..because that amazingness was always there/has always been there but that's not the thing, the thing is in finding it and realising it in yourself...and the path keeps going ..yeah, through bad but through good stuff as well and on and on to dreams and to people who are part of those dreams and who see in you everything that has always been there, who sees how beautiful and strong your weaknesses are ...

..and with that path and that travelling, they felt more confident to be able to be and feel who they really were..and such bad times and dark times with that as well but still the strength to find a way to climb from that 'bottom..'...and to keep looking forward and to do things that they wouldn't have had the confidence to before..to go travelling, to experience and not be afraid to...

..you know what I think James...I think amazing is what we think most are our weaknesses/our lowest points and things we think are our 'mess ups'.../things we hate about ourselves and things we may think we could have done differently or done better...what I think amazing is someone who knew something wasn't right/didn't feel right despite the good things about it and only a short while ago...and was strong enough to make the changes that would take them on a path ..a path to somewhere, where they would feel more happiness..like London for instance..?..even though that wasn't always good either and brought much unhappiness as well..but they still travelled...

I hate you so much and want you to fly to Oxford so I can ravish you.

Thanks LJ! A 1st class degree get you! haha Im sure you are doing great I got the temp job!

oh I went through a "lets get drunk, go out and pull" stage in my final semester this year... bit of man slut but Ive been good all this time so why not lol actually Ive been asked on a date tomorrow

hmm I may live in London in the future but I want to go back up North for a few years first! I loved Sheffield and want to experience Manchester/Leeds/etc. more. What exactly are you going to do in Australia!? Sounds amazing!

No no Becky
Yes yes Johnny