...ughhh I'm so bad and not a true fan at all because I've missed so much the last few days but just had stuff going on etc...and 10pm is too late for me Glam..

..because I'm always awake at around 4am so tend to get sleepy quite early..I think with Jade, yeah I agree that nothing on the surface of her behaviour seems spiritual in anyway and actually quite 'superficial'...but I think though how it's often funny how we see ourselves as opposed to what others see in us...how conflicting that is...and although she's not one that I'm more interested in seeing, I do think that her 'hypocrisies' are more her own insecurities ..I mean things like her 'feeling a bad aura' from Sally and Amy..?..an instant thing..?...