...you doubt yourself...you shouldn’t, you’re a great writer...I guess there’s nothing to be said in knowing that your characters and stories brought the reader to tears...oh that’s lovely, I’m glad you cried...that made me so happy to hear that......no it’s just knowing that the emotion you meant was the emotion that was felt...that your words carried the wight you hoped they would...?...and realising that’s not something that always happens for every author, you know..?...

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...when I go find it....

..I was going to leave you with Eva Cassidy and Fields of Gold...but I watched a trailer for Godzilla yesterday and I loved this Instrumental of Over the Rainbow so I’ll leave you with this...

..it’s going to be strange to read something by you that is just light and fluffy......because your writing makes me feel so much, I love your writing it touches my heartand my soul and takes my hand.....

..and Jackson had never known him then he would have nothing to grieve as he didn’t before ...but not having him in his life/not having him to grieve had made him so much more unhappy...and yeah it hurts so much to lose someone we love...but the emptiness of no5 having had them at all..?...

..as he asked him to play it...the song was already playing in my head and 8 don’t know wha5 it is...why pages../..paper pages evoke so much that the Kindle just didn’t...maybe I’m just an old fashioned gal but I’m so glad that I read the book as well as the kindle...it just brought so much more to it...you know if Jamie hadn’t come back ..?...

..I don’t know if you saw what Shaun wrote on my wall this morning...like I had been reading his mind when I said what I did..?...but it was strange Dezzy, those strange connections because this morning I’d just finished reading the paper copy of Flowers by the River..and somehow that led me to Shaun’s wall...I cried at the end when Jamie asked him to play Fields of Gold...

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