...hawww, we all cry at these things Germyle and being scared etc because it must have been so very scary for you and for your family as well..I also think that crying is good as well, that release you know and for you/if you never cry...then that release was very much needed because there would have been a whole ocean of tears there...and what is a strength and not a weakness at all..is to recognise when emotions need to be released and when a cry is needed/so a pretty smart thing I think and very clever of you...I hope that also your medication makes you feel ok because these things in themselves can make you feel a bit uggghhh as well and not quite right but it's only because they're balancing and working against what has caused it all...of course personally, I think you just wanted all of those hospital people to be fussing about you but then why not, a little bit of being fussed over is good for the soul...

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