Ahhh did you like or dislike this job? Sounds like potentially a nightmare instead of a dream

It prob looks bigger in that pic but it's not bad, also the whole thing wouldn't get filled so it's aight. Yeah right, I need more options but moreso I wanna move out soon enough if I can and just have my own alcohol stash that I leave around and then I also prob wouldn't mind getting drunk at home either with the place to myself and no distractions or anything either (tbf I still don't know if I'd LIKE it while home but could be more potential there)

Proper adult in just days from now It's getting too close to 30 I can't

Lmaooo oh yeah your parents don't know you do any gambling? I mean you bet SMALL amts anyway & I don't think most people see gambling as a big deal, would they really even care? But ugh ****ing Rob Cross failed us all

Yup exactly whatever I won on that site I just lost back + other $ before/after that and now I haven't won a thing in the return so I really don't know about it. Yeah it's the most active by far (combines NJ & Nevada - and Nevada's the biggest gambling state ofc), gets minimum 3-5x the turnouts in any tournament but often even 10x & absolute ridiculous turnouts for special events/series they host. Rn during this series they have going, a $400 tournament ends up with $150-$200,000 for a 1st place, but couple thousand people/entries to beat - still tho even many lower placings include INSANE payouts but I just haven't even won a dollar yet in these past weeks 10-15 tries on that site I think & over $1000 of my other sites' winnings lost </3 (still 0/2 since tracking but imma take another shot at it soon)

Yeah tbh I think the best bets to make for in-play are the ones that seem unlikely (esp if they started the game as the favorite tho) because a fair amt of the time some crazy comeback does happen and when it does you get a NICE return then. But still best to stay away from the ones already in play like I've gotten hooked on it before and then you just start doing too many and it doesn't pay off. Comeback wins when rooting for that person/team tho (that was Croatia vs. England in the World Cup )

Lol I'm sooooo with you on hating to pause/rewind things cause I just feel like I'm wasting time doing it but during work hours I don't mind it at all as I'm bored working anyway throughout those hours so I don't mind taking a while to get through a show etc. And yeah I know, even when I'm going to the office and already awake for like 2+ hours, I still tend to / try to start out slow in the morning just to slowly get into it. NOT a morning person in general

Yup I should’ve just avoided the poker after a GOOD Sunday but oh well whatever. I’m kinda liking following the tournament this time, it’s round 2 now & then so on? When will it finish & when does Joe next play? I might believe in him for one more upset win Finally a better return, they gotta show the US some darts love too

“I need to quit before they fire me” assfgsffss Funny ass dream, I’ve deeef had similar work related dreams with not knowing what I’m doing / thinking I’m about to get fired & whatever but it’s usually my current job at the time I dream about so that’s funny you went way into your past from it

Yeah the right might be one of the most common here as well And nah I can’t remember the last time I drank from a shot glass that long was just wondering if y’all did cause they’re still fairly common here Another reason to just avoid wine when you have other options (or no other options for that matter for me lol)

18+ & 21+ are big stepping stones but 25+ is like true adulthood imo, there’s some leeway of still being childish etc. before that but around 25 you’re kinda officially adult OLD. Omg I’m not even 28 yet don’t say it like that it sounds TOO old lmaooo

Yeah I’ve won on it but def lost more $ than won overall (& pretty sure I never even cashed out anything, it was that bad even back then idk ). But poker tournaments are always streaky & stuff like I was seeing yesterday that on one of my sites where I’m profiting like $500 since tracking, I’ve had a big streak of losses in there too between part of Sunday & yesterday and a streak of 10+ losses on other site where I’m losing money (in tournaments) since tracking. Streaks like that are just normal & happen when getting unlucky which is all part of the game. Patience & control are the biggest things to get through a bad streak but man that 3rd site is abysmal since my return the players could also be better combined with Nevada tbf but still I’m just getting absolute **** luck on it </3

That Joe Cullen match would’ve been the BEST to watch play out. Those upset (especially comeback) wins are the best watch. And yup you right, even tho the in-game bet would’ve worked there, there’s so many more times that it won’t

Lmao yeah I get you on that & I’m the same but not as extreme I guess like I can still focus on both until I get toooo distracted with one of the two things, then the other I get totally dazed out from. But I do a lot of pausing & rewinding so it all works out for me / still been able to do both at the same time well & it’s so nice getting through work that way The main time I’m BAD with the slacking is these mornings where I have breakfast / brush teeth / check here & usually a bit of socials/texting too

Gahhh I went for some more poker again today and lost about $220 It was actually going so well too but then everything went to **** towards the end of my tournaments so my wins were more on the minimal side and a couple of my losses were SO close to winning & ended awfully (as per the usual ). Knew I shouldn't have played today too, Monday is almost always a good break day after the long Sunday session but I was too in the mood after starting to do a bit better lately smh Oh well I'm not too mad about it tho just mainly wish I took the break today.

I made a darts bet today (combined my last two free bets into a parlay so a nice free opportunity from my usual $10 bets ):

The 3 on the left are prob the most commonly used around here but it's hard to even tell from the pic, maybe the one all the way right But ah I see, ffs I'm so bad with measurements that I couldn't even take any guesses about that sksk I really think you're right about that @ hangovers, I kinda sense that when I think back but it still prob does depend on how much you drink too / what it is.

Lol I was closer to one of the oldest in the school year (starting Septembers, bday in December). And nice, 25 is a GOOD / groundbreaking one Sucks it's during this time but sounds like a nice day planned anyway my 25th might've been pretty casual overall icr even (they usually are in recent years after getting older) You're prob gonna start feeeeeeling oooold in not very long, after 25 is kinda when it started for me/most

Prob best to avoid the credit cards if you know your spending would be really bad and you get in a bad hole. If I were you I'd prob be in massive credit card debt because I'd be in desperate need of money without work etc. so just charging eeeverything Idk if I could get myself to ask that especially after the long break already. Whenever he gives the go I guess it'll be time to go back. </3 I do know some places are sticking with work from home for long-term rn.. sometimes I wonder if it'll be like that for us too, my boss only really gives like vague very occasional updates about it and I don't even feel like getting into more detail idk why I almost rather not know for now (he maybe doesn't even have an exact plan for the return to office anyway, idk how many business owners do, just crazy times )

The long shot glass: