...you will only see what you need to keep in each draft, you know...so you must find that much easier...because it’s quite a technical thing when you think about...the creative part is already there...you might change and arrange some parts but you’ve already created the novella now, Dezzy...wow.....

..yeah I’m really into Life is Strange soundtrack atm, it seems to be my vibe.....I wrote my own little novella this morning on Scott’s wall...it didn’t really start off as a story but just evolved somehow...it featured you heavily as someone quite evil in character.....only because that would be the complete opposite of you...otherwise I wouldn’t have made it you......

...it must be the strangest feeling to have your words come back like that and to read them....I can’t even bear to read posts I’ve written, it makes me cringe to loo at them...because ALL I can see is a mass of errors and bad grammar and awful sentence structure ...I find it hard to get beyond that...but as a writer...?....

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...you’re so patient and lovely...

..I miss our daily chats about Black as well...well not so much chats as me throwing all my theories at you endlessly...and you saying...yeah okay, that’s interesting.....

...really odd how some things can have such an impact...but then not odd at all when I think about it...

...maybe it’s because I’m still missing Tristan and Ava and Lance and Nathan...maybe I haven’t quite let go of them yet...

...I’m really so into just chilled and beautiful music atm...I’ve tried to force myself more upbeat but somehow I get pulled back again...

https://youtu.be/YaVE4WVlsDQ

..just the most perfect Sunday afternoon vibe to sink into, Dezzy.....

https://youtu.be/kVdWqHtTPkE

...may your Sunday be lovely and actually not filled with being a working girl ...but have 9-5 you time instead, yeah......