...you are indeed worthy James..those owls worship at your owltar..ok, sorry, I'll stop now...I forgot I posted that..I go on imgur each mirning and if I see something I think would suit someone I post it (spam)..I've still yet to think of a lemonjam pun though...you would think it would be easy but I think you've created a pun free name James...I still think we should have a chat thread lemonjammies..a place where you can kick back and chill with your drink and slice of lemon..wearing your pjs....just a really laid back kind of vibe....

.....lemonjam...

..he's looking a bit melonchowly James....

Giraffage

....part 80

........part 79....the second to last final frontier, the New Generation..........................but then they all come back again in the Spring and bring us a new happiness which we never get tired of and it feels like it's the first time and yet it's that old familiar feeling as well...that's how it will be with your friends because they will always come back and everytime they do...it will be like it was before only better because you have so much to tell each other....and you'll have new friends to share with your old ones as well....you don't grow away..you just grow out James..you grow and you 'gather' but you still have what you always had because they are part of your 'roots' and your roots will be there forever...

..I think everyone feels that James..I know my sons did...and yeah, to some extent you may 'lose' them..in that your lives will go in different directions..but that's how it's meant to be for us to grow and expand as well..and we never lose them really...the 'get togethers' are always so amazing and there to remind us of 'the wonder years'...and they lead to weddings/christenings etc as we stay with those friends through our whole lives...so it is always bittersweet but it's important as well to realise the sweet part and that we're also going to have to have new friends as well and they will be just as important to us and we will love them just as much....because we would shrivel and wither away if our lives didn't grow....you know when blooms fade in the autumn James and it's sad because it all looks quite grey and bare etc....................2nd interval part 57 of a part 47586 trilogy

..ok, this is another 2 part thing..(sorry..)..MARCUS WHERE ARE YOU..?......

..you know the old routine James.....Part 1 is on it's way......

......part 2...the final frontier.............you'll get to do all the things you want to James and go the places you'd like to visit/see everything you would like to....and it wil happen...and you just have to have faith in that and know that the great things and what brings you the most happiness is wortth the wait...and then in the meantime, you're your own person and you can throw food out of the window at passing strangers and shout and scream and eat ice cream and just get to know you and think about who you are...and get to love who you are because there are no 'flaws' that aren't fabulous because they're uniquely you...and that's what those 'unknown freinds' are looking for and their lives will be complete when they meet you as well......

..yeah, I think the shy thing is why I never leave my security blankets but that's not a good thing though James..it's sad that things are maybe going to be a bit slower for you because meeting the wrong people at first has caused that..but I do think things happen for a reason and I think things will 'click' for you..and hopefully sometime soon...you'll meet some people and they will be the right people in your life..I don't know how but it just happens that way and it's only looking back that we see that..(or maybe it's just me lol..)...but if you meet the wrong people at the wrong time then you'll just try to make them 'fit' and they never will and won't be in your life long term and could cause unhappiness as well.............................end of part one...interval............

..hmm..I'm going to have to do a 2 part message thing because I think Marcus is working on his other job today and hasn'r sorted this character thing out yet..prepare for part 1...closely followed by part 2 lol....