..part 2 the final Destination/previously unseen scenes included....


..the worst thing is to kind of stay in that place where you feel it's the worst thing because that hinders you so much and it's not as if it will ever change it anyway but to get something really positive out of this and that's so going to happen and after you've had this time to feel down about it..(which you need as well..)...you'll look at your new goals and this time you'll reach them and they will always bring you good things because it's the good things you're looking for and are not a negative person....

..part one of a 2 part message...


..yeah I know it feels like that, things always do at the time but I always think things happen for a reason as well..I've always found that with my life and if it's something you think is good at the time you don't really question it and are just happy about it but then that thing could lead you on a path to something that may not make you happy or be so good or bring people into your life that will be important to you...we only question the stuff that makes us feel bad at the time but it can end up with great things in your life from that point and that's happened to me so many times Dylan..

..you were there but I think you probably weren't here when admin deleted my account....THEY SAID IT WAS AN ACCIDENT BUT WE KNOW BETTER........I lost all of my friends and I'm still adding them back bit by bit...


....I know how awful the it must have been for you Dylan and it's not a reflection of how much work you've done either..exams are just the worst thing ever and you know which way they'll go but this is nothing unfixable and actually might end up being a good thing in knowing what you have to do but maybe also you may be happier in a different uni you hadn't considered before because you'll still get your degree there but happiness at uni is everything Dylan, it's so important and friendships there..that's what gets you through it all....

..and hello.....

..that was a joke btw, I did add you....

..well I'm not sure about this, I might need some references to pop you on my list young sir......

..oi you....this is not so bad you know, you'll make the grades up and it's giving you an indication of what you have to do..if it was the other way round and you got higher AS results and then maybe got a bit complacent..?....your A2's may have not been what you wanted or needed..this really isn't so bad Dylan.....

keep me coming keep me going
keep me humming keep me moaning~~~

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