just goes to show how precious life is :sad:
ik it wont have made a difference to her because she didn't care but i just wish i was nicer to her and we 'parted' on good terms or whatever :sad:

Got a reply from Ian.

He's devasted too :(

:(

Is he going to be awake at 4am?

I'm not sure, I'd imagine maybe, he sent the same email to me and Harry as we'd both contacted him

i thought that was ian who posted in the RIP kerry thread at first just looked again and it was thomas

If he is I was going to see if I could remove his ban for ten minutes over the 4am period to pay his tribute to her in here with us, but I'm the only mod online at them moment.

Maybe you could email and let him know if it happens? Might sound better coming from a mod

Can you PM me his address?

If no other mod comes on I'll have to make the decision, I just don't want to get told off for it. But this is an exceptional circumstance.

I thought the person posting in the thread was setanta tbh

Pretty sick if they deny it tbh

Yeah np, will just have to open hotmail again, it keeps freezing

ik this is completely off topic and might sound a bit insensitive but how come people only found out about andyman like years later and how did they find out

Because no one had a way of knowing where he had gone, it took James searching his name via google (I think) and finding bebo and another site with condolences

I genuinely can't believe this you know... I didn't know Kerry too well but spoke to her quite a bit on the chat threads. Wasn't expecting it at all when I come on tonight, I just thought her internet was gonna be broke or something

I know, it all still seems surreal. I keep expecting her to just suddenly pop up on the who's online list. :sad:

I'll be here for 4am and I agree with lifting Ian's ban for it, it's only right considering..

Any reply from him Ben?

Yeah, I spoke to him about ten minutes ago and said I would lift his ban for ten minutes just before 4am so he could pay his last respects to her in here with us. :sad:

Ahhh that's cool then

Thanks for sending me his address btw. I could have it got it myself, I realise this now. My heads just everywhere at the moment.

Yeah don't worry about it, luckily I had an email from him still in my inbox

Kerry, thinking of you. R.I.P.

:(

Great member and will miss you loads Kerry :love:

Thinking of you Kerry :( xx