I most certainly didn't enjoy being so down years ago. Looking back I wish I didn’t push people away so much because it made my journey that much tougher. I’m just incredibly grateful that my Mother and Fiancé still never gave up on me and my life even though I was almost willing to.

You can get enraged, happy or down though...and know it's normal x

My pal jamie

He does work...he has a flower shop and obviously has things to make.

Ok... erm? I meant if he had been furloughed. Nevertheless I hope he’s feeling better since the date this was posted.

My mood is very much up / down atm. Some days I’m fine, other days I’ve felt pretty lost. I’m just trying to do little things which boost me up.

Photography.

Probably not a bad idea!

Wish I had just sent you a camera rather than donate to your fundraising page...could do with that 50 quid atm.:wavey:(jokes)...but I could though.just wouldn't accept it.



I've got a friend that goes round with a group of 3 friends sneaking into old derelict buildings and staying the night to take photos with expensive cameras..

Some of the photos were on my old phone which I've lost are fantastic...ir were.


Obviously I can download onto here and make them whole again so you can see the quality of the super hdmi pics, and the excitement from the daring of sneaking into the old buildings..


My mate nigel describes it as phragrittigraph. I think, dont hold me to that though cause he's 5 years older than me and was saying it through a roll up in his mouth.



I'm sure I've had one of the pics as an avitar before..a load of spilled paint in a courtyard of an old something or other.



So yeah jake, from me to you someone who has moved me enough in the past..I hope Ive somehow cheered you up a bit with my ramblings...I also hope all spelling is correct cause I really do hope you are doing ok...that much I've just posted from the heart and hit post without looking

The derelict buildings stuff is cool, I’ve done that a couple of times (without staying overnight, though).

But thanks Parm, that’s really kind of you :love: Hope you’re doing ok too, and all the best to your friend

I feel as if I'm hanging on by a thread atm but what can you do, you just have to get on with it

I prefer my own company when I'm not feeling my best I cant be bothered with noise and interruptions tbh

The best advice to your mate Parm - never join TiBB. :worry: