I agree with AMA - no-one is irreplaceable. A relationship is meant to be fun, not hurtful. None of us can tell you what to do, but from the way you're posting you probably know what you should do.

Have a nice holiday though, make the most of it!

Yeah I totally know what I should be doing. Its so easy when he is calling me every name under the sun and being really nasty etc.
But when he is sober and has been thinking about me etc, he texts like "Why are we doing this to each other?" and I know he feels bad for it. but then I just need to stay strong cos I know I shouldnt go back just cos he is feeling like he is regretting it.
I just want to stay away from it all, which is why I booked the holiday. I aint taking my phone with me so hopefully will be able to get away and not hear from him again.

Annie I'm so sorry to hear that,it's horrible. If you ever need to talk I'm here :hug:

So far 2009 has been very good, with a little bit of bad.

Good
I started refereing, and was told last week that I will be running the line at the cup final because I have been getting such good comments from managers.
Had a great school trip last week, had so much fun.
Realised that I was A LOT more popular than I thought
Got V Festival Tickets
Lost a lot of weight, got much faster and fitter.
Got another school trip coming up in September
Much better of money wise
Hopefully got a 5-day football course in August, with Premiership scouts there.

Bad
Didn't get Michael Jackson tickets.
Realised some people are total backstabbers, even though they didn't stab me in the back.
Hate German, so annoyed I didn't take PE

Annie hun. Oh my god! and i thought my Ever incrsing pile of coursework was bad. Oh my god. If you need to spek hun, just u2u. I may be young, but i know a lot abou life. Good luck hunny x

Bad.
It seems to be all my friends best year, but nothing but shitty things have happened to me, I swear Im cursed!

I'm sorry to hear about that Annie :( and anyone else who's having a bad year...

I think I have to go to hospital at some point this evening/tomorrow to say goodbye...which I really don't want to do but I suppose I should. :\

Good luck Shaun. :flowers: And I'll be thinking good thoughts for your mum and sister too - :hug:

Thanks Shaun. And good luck going.
I know this will sound a bit weird, but when he was alive and taking drugs. That wouldnt have really been him. Like coming down off them etc. That would have been a rather desperate young man and remember him as your brother from your childhood rather than your brother who took drugs and had to be turned off by life support.
My heart is honestly going out to you and your family tomorrow. xxx

Bloody hell Annie, Im so sorry, I didnt know. Is that Matt yeah??
It must be really hard for you. Hope your okay!! :flowers: :sad:
I feel like a complete dickhead for not knowing, Im moaning on about my troubles and worries when there nothing!

Well compared to last year it's been much better, although i have to admit it's been horrible without my Nan. Me and mum are still arguing quite bad but other than that life's good! I've made loads of new friends and met new people and i'll be 16 this year and will be going off to the college/sixth form which i've wanted to go to for 5 years now haha and i also got into 3 really good colleges. If i do well in my GCSE's it'll be even better.

And argh Shaun that's terrible, i had no idea about your bro. Hope you're okay :hug:

2008 was the best year of my life and now this year, it's like the worst so far. I dropped out of college because I really hated it there, and I can't find a job which annoys me because i need the money so much and i want something to do in my life. i've lost friends over stupid things. the only thing that was keeping me sane was the WWE tour this past April, but it turned out to be horrible. I paid £150 for one ticket to see chris jericho and i traveled 150 miles and stayed over 2 nights in a hotel just to see him, and WWE screwed everything up by putting him on the other show which I wasn't going to. My luck got worse when I was at the hotel the wrestlers were at, and nearly all of them were there, but only a few weren't, and one who wasn't there was Chris. I would've met him if he was there. It was one of the worst nights ever when i found out the whole thing was a waste. so that made this year the worst so far and i just want it to get better.

Ahh same, Annie i had no idea. Here you are sorting out everyone elses problems when really they're nothing compared to yours. I had no idea Matt was like this and i really hope you're okay. If you ever need to chat i'm here too.. sometimes it's best to get things off your chest.. and it can be even easier to do that with someone you don't know. Hope you enjoy your holiday.. once again so soz you don't deserve that :hug: x

Shaunnnny ma babi <3 :sad:

awwww :(
that must be a HUGE bummer
why'd you drop college?

I thought that aswell!





And I know we don't get on Annie but I'm really sorry to hear about everything :sad: Enjoy your holiday

Amazingly well.

Been a *****. Nothing more. Improved my looks. Got even more friends. Got into uni. Met someone I like. Had offers. Shopped till I dropped. Been partying like a bitch! :bigsmile:

I'm just so much fun!

:bigsmile:

I wish i felt the same! :bigsmile:

So my brother's passed away now, so hopefully this is rock bottom and things can only get better from here. :)

Terrible.
My sisters 24 y/o boyfriend died in a car accident, which is honestly the worst thing that has ever happened to me so I can't imagine what its like on my sister. So that and the reprocautions(sp?) of that have been horrific with my sister being hysterical half the time. I've just been trying to pretend its all OK which has made things ALOT worse.

Not good...not OMGWORSTEVER.
Some family stuff, that has been sorted but is still all up in the air.
Friend problems, still going on and with exams I'm finding it hard to seperate the two. I'm also single.. LOL I hate not having a boyfriend, espesh when I don't particlary have my best friend these days. Anyway, after GCSEs i'm hoping I will be fine... I really hope.
Ah well... I have LOADS of time to sort it all out :D

ily Jen.

Reading this thread I suppose my life is better than I think.

:lovedup::hug:

You are totally right, after the funeral.. The only way is up. Like the song. People only have a **** life for so long then it gets better.

Same.
My problems are silly teenage things. I will sort them out. Some things on here are so upsetting. :sad:

Yepp same.

My problems are just over stressing and not having money. Nothing serious.

Hmm, yeah, same. This thread really is quite sad and depressing. :sad:

Btw, in my case I'm not being OMG feel sorry for me haha, heck, Peyton not dying in OTH has been one of my low points :(

I WAS RAGING.
I'm actually angry about that.

pmsl same!
:sad:

Ahh well ive already said about mine and since then.

Ive Met some new freinds well some old friends like ive met up with and with that made a couple of new ones.

and been in a minor crash only a couple of scrathes is about it.

so am pretty happy.

Oh im really sorry Shaun :sad: I didnt know.
And yes as time goes on , it will become easier, im sure. Just remember to be strong!

As Fom said, I agree that I take my life for granted, I think I have it bad when there are people struggling with things that are much worse.

And Ben seems like your life is going good lol, after my exams Im hoping I will be much happier.

Shaun, the only advice I can give is that you must not disconnect from your family. It may be so, so, so difficult but stay together.

:)

Aww Shaun :hug:. Just keep your head up, things will get better (Y)

Boring.

its been okay i guess some parts have been fab like my dad and stepmum paying off my rent arrears and a couple other bits for me which mean i am know allowed to look for a house swap to move back to the village i grew up in
the bad parts though i have had a lot of trouble from my ex i've had to stop him seeing our daughter cos he was letting her down and being downright irresponsible when he did have her (having her in a car without a car seat which is actually illeagal:bored: ) he hasnt seen her for 3 months now and its having a huge knock affect on her i am having to deal with huge daily (sometimes hourly) meltdowns from her where she says she misses him and wants to see him have even been told she hates me cos she doesnt see him and she has also been have toiletting accidents which we have never had and she is chewing her mouth inside so much it is bruised :bawling: i havent stopped it lightly have had so many troubles from him since we split and have told him to now take me through courts to see her which he wont do just has a go at me and puts on his facebook he is gonna kill himself almost daily (yeah really someone in right mind to be left in charge of a minor)