please dont make a big deal about it, seriously i can barley even say it out loud. I dont care about people on here knowing because its hardly the real me

I used to be like that Caitlin. Once you admit to yourself that you're gay/lesbian/bi/whatever then you get used to it and it gets easier to talk about irl. :hug:

*dejectedly pulls down Happy Lesbianism! banners and cancels plans for party threads and promotional DVD's*

thanks, I can talk to my friends about it, but Im scared it goes round school and gets back home some how. Im also scared people gunna be like ewww when they see me. and what people think about me.

LOL

To assume your lesbian because your not attracted to men is probably a snap reaction which isn't the case. In honesty, I know it sounds cheesy but you probably haven't found the right person. Have you been exposed to a feeling of love with any human being yet? If not then how can one assume because you haven't experienced something means its not there.

i see what you mean and everything, but im pretty sure there is nothing there.

Concentrate on studies and career and park your "sexuality" until you are a bit older.

Also go to the gym

Lmao well you're gonna have to come out to your parents sooner or later but I can see why you think that. The majority of parents are ok if their child is gay - mine were. :)

If people change their opinion on you because of it, it says a lot more about them then it does about you

bi, bi, mr. torquay guy.

I don't wanna go into it too much but I know that one of my parents would be disappointed, they have told me before

thanks :)

That's natural to feel that way, me and pretty much every other gay/bi person I know felt exactly the same way before coming out, building it up to be one of the worst things in the world, then finding it actually more.. normal than you could have ever imagined. Though I do know this probably won't help because you'll still be worried as I and everybody else was, but when/if you do eventually feel comfortable enough about it to be completely open about it, you'll be surprised at how many people really don't mind/care about what you are.

Well disappointed doesn't necessarily mean they'll hate you for it or something. It might take them a little while to get used to it at first but its a big announcement to make right? If they are intolerant of who you are though then that isn't right and after all you were born this way. ;) (Couldn't resist making that Gaga reference :tongue:)

thank you, and honestly it does help. Earlier I was starting to regret saying anything but I think it will help me. I know that in the end it will all be okay, its just that i don't know where to start and how I will get there.

thats true I guess. and trust you :nono:
thank you though

Caitlin :hug:

Asexual and proud.

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Ninastar, I wouldn't worry too much about labelling yourself anything other than 'You'.

At this stage don't worry about coming out and how to come out until you feel completely ready for it. Take your time - it's your time.

I waited until my parents more or less 'knew' I was gay before I mentioned it. I only sat them down because they were worrying about me as they didn't know another gay person and I had to explain that I was sensible, could look after myself and that there wasn't a problem.

Have you never fancied anybody? :)

Really? :shocked: How do you know? Never come across anyone who is asexual