I'm extremely erratic in everything I do and like, I can like something one minute and then hate it the next and I can be really sincerely nice but then suddenly horrible the next.

I've got Agoraphobia but I'm not a crazy shut in, It's hard to explain but I don't get nervous when I'm outside, If I'm in a familiar area I'll be fine but If I go to a new place alone or at night it kicks in a little.

I think I'm gonna die young.

I've never been good at anything.

I'd change everything about my appearance, I hate my reflection.

I can be quite self destructive at times.

I get confused when I'm in a conversation with more than one person in real life.

I get stressed about things, like going places or visiting people. I compulsively spend between thirty mins to an hour in front of the mirror before I go out.

I used to be on medication, to prevent me, well mainly just to keep me positive.

I can be very unforgiving.

I've sabotaged myself more than once in tests and with friendships.

I get obsessed by stuff, usually lasts for a few months.

People I know treat me like I'm fragile, and I hate it.

I burst out crying over the stupidest stuff sometimes, but only when I'm alone.

Before I was bullied in school, I wasn't the nicest person.

I usually look at the ground when I pass people to avoid making eye contact.

I'm pretty silent most of the time, apart from online, I never shut up judging by my post count.

Think I'll stop there.

Come here and give me a wee hug fella.

Think it's hugs all round from the Jimbob in here today. Come over her now Claudia and get some of this before it runs out!

AHEM... :xyxwave:

Thanks James :hug:

You have to spill your guts first hun. That's the deal. :tongue:

I did. :(

You're welcome darling. Wasn't sure how you'd react since you don't like people fussing over you but I couldn't help but offer you a bit of an encouraging squeeze!

Hang on. Other page. I'll read now.

:hug:

Ok Enid, huggy bear is here for you but just keep your hands to yourself, ok? :tongue:

I think I told alot of truth in The Den one time. I've also made a few threads about it in my less sane moments.

This is a bad one... I like 2 become 1 by Spice Girls.

There, I've said it. :bawling:

:laugh2:

Nice. I'll have to think of a few skeletons of my own now.

:flowers:

Okay, I promise.. :whistle:

I'm scared of Butterflies

Don't laugh at me Niamh, this is a serious matter. :p

I'm sorry, have you tried counciling??

Are you humming it in your head right now?

I'm too embarrassed to say to a shrink :'(

I've got Butterfly by Crazy Town in my head now after I read a thread with it in :P Music just flies in and out my head within the hour.

Aww butterflies are beautiful. The only insect I am not scared of.

I have not seen my 'mates' in ages

I'm scared of the daddy long legs. I bomb it out of the room if one flies in through a window, I actually cry if I can't get away. >_>