I Respect her for this because she had the chance to use it for sympathy but decided she had more dignity then that and kept it to herself and that proves how strong she is

I think this clearly caused her inital erratic behaviour tonight. The subject of death is too much for her, I wonder if any psychologists were drafted in during the 1 hour she was in the DR to calm her down.

I completely forgot about this since the episode was so full on, this was probably the reason she got all angry when she thought Angie was joking around about David Gest dying