Aww Shaun :hug:. Just keep your head up, things will get better (Y)

Boring.

its been okay i guess some parts have been fab like my dad and stepmum paying off my rent arrears and a couple other bits for me which mean i am know allowed to look for a house swap to move back to the village i grew up in
the bad parts though i have had a lot of trouble from my ex i've had to stop him seeing our daughter cos he was letting her down and being downright irresponsible when he did have her (having her in a car without a car seat which is actually illeagal:bored: ) he hasnt seen her for 3 months now and its having a huge knock affect on her i am having to deal with huge daily (sometimes hourly) meltdowns from her where she says she misses him and wants to see him have even been told she hates me cos she doesnt see him and she has also been have toiletting accidents which we have never had and she is chewing her mouth inside so much it is bruised :bawling: i havent stopped it lightly have had so many troubles from him since we split and have told him to now take me through courts to see her which he wont do just has a go at me and puts on his facebook he is gonna kill himself almost daily (yeah really someone in right mind to be left in charge of a minor)