I remember falling down the stairs but thought I'd broke my back because it bent quite far and cracked.

Fine in the end though. :laugh:

My thoughts were, Oh God, What the ****? Followed by Oh God, I've really hurt myself this time, followed by Yay! I am still alive..." I only went back to work yesterday!

maybe a sandwich loaded with hot BBQ sauce and pepperoni salami wasn't my brightest idea

I'm going to need about 3 pints of milk

Always worth a try :D

I hate emailing. My adviser told me that he'd send me stuff on Tuesday or Wednesday after our meeting and told me that the onus was on me to keep in contact with him to ask him questions or send him work; so today rolls around and I'm like right okay he still hasn't sent me this email, I'll just drop him one to ask if he could send me it when he gets a chance...

So I carefully word it because I don't want to sound like I'm impatient or being annoying and he replies immediately saying "I've been busy all week with teaching, I was going to send you it this afternoon" so I'm like cringing into my hands and don't reply, thinking I'll just reply thank you very much I'm really grateful when he sends it this afternoon... it's now 8pm and he still hasn't sent me anything. So now I don't want to email him again until he emails me because I feel so damn awkward about it and I can't tell if he was irritated by my email or if he was just stating that he's been busy and will send it to me as soon as he can. ARGH!

When people say "do you got" - I think it's just an Americanism but it's like nails on a chalkboard to me, urgh

...people often do work emails in the evening or weekends, maybe you'll get an email later....

I'm not bothered about the fact I haven't had the email yet, I was just worried he'd forgotten and then the reply made me think he was irritated by me and he's still not sent me it and I'm too scared to ask again! ARGH I hate emails!!!

....aww, you worry too much..:hug:..I'm sure he'll reply and is just a bit of a scatter-brain...

This is the same guy who I have a friend in common with and keep having awkward encounters with, I'm permanently falling into cringe spirals :joker:

..oh, I didn't realise it was THAT person..:laugh:...what you did by emailing was fine and what most people would do and if he does forget again then it's ok to email in again in a few days ago because that's probably what you would do anyway and you're only feeling awkward and self-conscious because of what your friend said..?...but I don't think there is any need to because he probably doesn't feel at all akward and you want to be able to communicate with him about uni stuff without overthinking it...honestly, he is probably just a scatter brain or has had a busy week, so try not to think or worry about it..

..5am..

That sites are starting to find ways round adblock, bloody Demand 5 :rant:

Every time I have to load up facebook and see everyone living their lives

yeah ITV I think it is now doesn't play anything unless I disable it, it's going to be a dark day when it doesn't work at all

Alot of forums I lurk on as well have a bar at the top saying they know I use adblock and I should donate money because they are losing the ad revenue which funds the site Lol

That BT advert where her music keeps cutting out, practically the basic speed of internet in the UK these days would stream music no problem without cutting out so it's bull****

He still hasn't emailed me :bored:... and I got an email about graduation today and the information is really confusing, either I graduate on the 26th of June or the 30th of June... but I don't know which

So my flatmates and I are insanely messy, that's fine. However, they keep moaning to me about how they always end up eating crap food because the kitchens too messy to prepare a decent meal, even though I'm the only one who really cleans. Over the past two months I'm the only person whose cleaned the kitchen single-handedly (which is NOT a simple job when living with these slobs, lemme tell ya), so I've been asking them for the last 2 weeks to clean the kitchen, they didn't do it. Not even a dish. I half-cleaned the kitchen last night and asked if they could do the rest today. I come back, they hadn't cleaned anything, all they've done is got high and used almost every ****ing dish that I've cleaned. I literally walked into the kitchen straight from work, looked at it and shouted "What the ****?!" Now they think I'm being petty and ignoring me because they think I'm making a big deal out of nothing when I'm literally spending all my time either at work or cleaning and I'm cleaning for their sake while they're making me out to be the villain in the situation. So ****ing angry.

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..awww..:hug:..I know it's no help to you James, but I think these are the general incompatibilities that people often find when they share a space together, which is quite an intense thing to do and even for people in relationships/who love each other..kind of adapting to the other person..?..and them to your ways etc...it's annoying I know, I think all you can do is try to talk to them about it and how you feel, which you probably have already...I think beyond that, all you can do is try to concentrate on or remember all of the good things about them/the fun things/good qualities etc and hopefully they will outweigh the annoyances, which are understandable...I think for me, when irt comes to stuff like this..(general annoyances with people who I otherwise like..)..I just kind of reassess my thoughts and decide if good qualities/nice things overrule the annoying ones..and if they don't, then I tend to walk away...not that you can do that, I know because you've committed to a rental agreement etc...so all you can do is talk to them about how you feel and hopefully they'll see that living together means consideration above anything else...


..life in the big world sometimes sucks..:hug:...



..I wouldn't charge much if you want a cleaner..:amazed:...oh, and you still owe me a coffee btw, I'll be calling in for that sometime soon and that place better be tidy..:laugh:....

Can you lock your room? Would it be possible to just keep clean plates, cutlery etc in your room where they don't have access to them and then at least that way they can't take the easy option and just use the stuff you've cleaned? Doesn't solve the problem of cleaning the communal areas but maybe they'll be more inclined to do it if you stop being their personal cleaner

After work, when you rushing towards a bus stop!

But while walking in town towards the bus stop. why do some people just stop in front of you all of sudden!

This happens most of time, I did bump into someone twice, not the same day!

but the lady looked at me, like I did something wrong anyway I said sorry her!, carried on to the bus stop!

When the happen the second, this time the guy said sorry to me and so did I!

I do walk fast, when I am walking, I can not work slow!

..yeah, it is irritating when people just stop in front of you for no reason, it often happens but I think you probably just notice it more when you're rushing and then it feels as though everyone is doing it because you're so conscious of it..:fist:...

FFS I just got a paper cut from opening a box of cereal, raising the cardboard flap...

when 2 of your mates you hardly ever see/haven't seen one of them in years come back for one day and that day happening to be one of the only days I'm doing something which I can't cancel and we were going to go out...**** off world, **** off