he only has himself to blame really

I didn't mean to insult anyone... just speaking my mind. Being sad aint a bad thing anyway. Many of us are sad in our own different ways

nice backtrack

back tracks! I SHOULD HAVE GIVEN YOU SONGS. i may from now on. the bottom ten will have to deal without.

i should obv make the list now x

aw... sorry... you might have been #824 though :amazed:

good enough for moi :hugesmile:

I want a good song...can I pick my own song?

Not really a backtrack seeing as I complimented him anyway. I said he had balls to start it

kizzy assuming she's in it, bless

Great reading so far

That last entry has opened up old wounds for the umpteenth time, I'm still bitter about 2006.

What happened? I know you and Chrizzle didn't get along as you mentioned it in the arch nemesis thread.

He just posted heaps of ****e about Paris Hilton everywhere on the forum and was really obnoxious about it, I maybe made one or two comments (if that) about how I thought it was a bit OTT and then he started saying I was homophobic and kept adding me into MSN conversations with all his friends and making horrible comments, it was bordering on online bullying so I blocked them, stopped using TiBB for a long while and then when I came back I didn't have any friends and had to start all over again. I used to be good friends with Princess before all that but she was in that gang and I just felt like a bit of an outsider and no one should be made to feel that way on a forum... bearing in mind as well that I think that was the first time TiBB had ever really seen anything like that, prior to the 2006 lot joining I was one of a very small minority of members who were (young) teenagers, the forum was a much more mature place, there weren't so many posts per day and having 1,000 posts meant you were a huge contributor to the forum etc...

So just the context of it all really, it was the first time any kind of drama like that had ever appeared on the forum. The forum changed in tone along with Big Brother - when Big Brother was a social experiment, the regular users were interested in discussing it. When it became a reality TV media circus that sought ratings based on faked drama, it attracted users who liked to cause drama...

At the end of the day I'm sure he's probably a mature and likeable adult now but I was 14/15 getting picked on by someone of about a similar age who had a gang of friends either joining in or passively not doing anything about it and it wasn't very nice to be on the end of. :(

:(

:hug:

Yeah, I hate when the bullying happens on this forum. It's not nice at all, just a shame some people think it's funny because it's online.

It was weird because I wasn't on the receiving end of any bullying in my every day life, that was the only time in my life I've ever properly felt like I was getting picked on for no reason. I stopped using the forum in 2006 and came back every now and then and felt like I was getting nowhere so stopped using it again... and it wasn't really until 2008 that I made friends on the forum again (Shaun, Darenn and Billy) and I've been here ever since. But there was a year and a half long period maybe where I just didn't feel like I had a place on here because those guys were dominant members on the forum and made me feel worthless and would make horrible comments any time I logged in... I'm so glad he doesn't use this site anymore. I don't think you ever forgive the first bully in your life, really, do you?

He actually tried to contact me on Facebook a couple of years ago... so I deleted the message, changed my privacy settings and never replied. No interest.

Bullies are always cowards.

Mhm ill be reading through this... should be good :)

I sent Shaun my top ten prediction. I wonder how many are correct.

oh that was your top ten prediction? when I replied "yeah they're in it" i meant in the list :p

maybe it was a hit list

:joker::joker::joker:

I am in it scott, this would be a rubbish countdown if I wasn't.
For the past 18months I have carried this forum :D

into the abyss.

89-80 tonight :amazed:

What happened to #90 like?

~excited for more~