Quote:
Originally Posted by Niall
(Post 7089617)
Yeah that's very very true. I feel sometimes that trying to hard with people just makes it fall apart anyway. By doing what I'm doing I'm making a point to her really. She's done some awful things recently which have pushed me into this but yeah. Hopefully it's temporary and hopefully things'll be normalised soon. Thus far though, that's unclear.
|
..it's too exhausting to feel that you have to try so hard all of the time anyway/it's like any relationship, that just won't work except to put a 'patch' over it for a little bit and it's complicated with parents because they can keep you in a place you don't want to be and shouldn't be, otherwise you won't ever be happy and you could miss so many opportunities through that..I'm sure that when the time is right, maybe you'll see if it can be different with her and whether you can have a relationship but it has to come from both of you otherwise no matter how much time has gone by, it'll only take you back again and you'll feel that you've got nowhere in time...I do hope it has a good outcome but more than anything else, just spend this time being you and enjoying yourself because you'll never get it back and this is your time, Niall...you with your dad/is that ok..?... |
