..I was just looking at one of these and after I'd scrolled along around four pages, I really didn't care anymore..:idc:..

People waking you up when you're trying to go to sleep.

Horrible little runts.

..nope, can't think of anything..

Women on dating sites who send me a message first time but have no conversation.

One or two word replies that lead nowhere. :mad:

..well, maybe that's just telling you that they're not the ladies for you, Gusto...better to know that sooner, eh...

Err, they message me FIRST.

..oh, I should learn to read properly...well then yes, they're really irritating, Gusto..:fist:...or could be just shy..?../not know what to say but want to get to know you....

Conversations go like this:

WOMAN: 'hi'

GUSTO: 'hi, thanks for the message. How you doing? Been on here long?'

(I wait ten minutes for a reply)

WOMAN: 'I'm okay.'

GUSTO: Met any interesting people on here? I've had a few dates. Some nice people, some crazies. LOL. Beggars can't be choosers eh. Lovely weather today isn't it. I've been out bike riding. You doing anything today?'

(I wait 15 minutes for a reply).

WOMAN: 'No...'

(At this point I can't see any point in continuing the 'conversation.'

:sleep::sleep::sleep:

...hmmm, but would the 'beggers can't be choosers..' be a good thing to say though...that's not a criticism because I'm not someone who has ever been on a dating site but it seems like something that maybe wouldn't make that person feel that great or confident..?...or maybe they're just some of the 'crazy' types themselves....

the hell!! I just watched this long ass German film about a vile paedophile that kept a 10 year old boy in the basement and abused him. One day the pig gets what he deserves and dies in a car crash. His family clears his room and just when the mum opens the door where the boy is kept the movie ends :cloud:

It sounds like Rolf Harris's type of film lol.

And to Gusto, I'm no expert, but maybe don't post stuff like “beggars can't be choosers” as you're making it sound like I'll pick anyone at random, and that you don't really care about that person very much and that they're beneath you.

..I find movies like that the most disturbing to watch because there really are people like that out there, like Josef Fritzl and there were some other cases quite recently but I don't recall the names atm..anyway I just find them so terrifying...that whole feeling of helplessness for their poor victims and maybe feeling someone would find them/help them but time just goes on and on...as a parent, there are so may times in your children's lives when you just feel so helpless, it's the worst feeling but you know there are pains they have to go through themselves and they need to go through/experience ..you can't take it away but you feel every moment of it yourself, as if it was you/you wish it was you...I don't know, maybe that's the psychology with what terrifies us in movies/stuff like that..these 'fears' we have and why we have them....


..anyway, todays irritation...there is a fly in my lounge..not a dopey or sleepy one that you often get this time of year but a really bouncy, buzzy goddamn dancing one...I swear to God that if it buzzes in my ear one more time or cheekily hops across my laptop screen, I'm going to buy a flame thrower...:fist:....don't think I won't fly....:bored:....

Nights when you get no sleep and all your worries seem hundred times worse :fist:

...awwww Annie..:hug:...you just have to try to remember that it is only the tiredness making it all feel worse because they aren't really worse..I know that's hard though...

Thanks Ammi......Matthew was up too...and just got some worries about my mum at the minute so when I finally could go to sleep my mind was racing :fist: damn mind :fist:

..yeah, it always feels so much worse at night or sleep time because your mind is so much more relaxed and free from other things that are going on and distract you a bit..and it's that thing also when your 'tension' is probably something Matthew can feel and sense, so his sleep is being disturbed as well and so it goes on and so it goes round etc....and then the more frustrated you get because you can't get back to sleep, the less able to sleep you are with that frustration..it's a cruel world Annie....


..but..:hug:...yeah mums..:sad:...we'll have a chat about mums a bit later if you want to/I have mum stuff as well....

Ok Ammi thanks :hug: I need to wake the sleeping prince now and get to work......this is going to be fun, am sure he will be the grumpy prince now. I will PM you later....:love:

no doubt about it, those types of films are terrifying and heartbreaking. But the fact that I don't understand the mind of those types of people always makes me curious to watch and then I regret it later. Like the film sleepers, that film breaks my heart so badly. Ugh what those boys went through and it is supposedly based on a true story but the man that claimed it was true never had proper proof to back it up.

And flies, ugh when there are flies around I get so frustrated. I lose so much focus and all I can think about is getting the fly either out or kill it. But when you open the window they don't go out of it so I always kill them by spraying deodorant on them first which weakens them and then I go in for the kill. :D


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When my dad doesn't answer the phone after 2-3 rings max. I panick :bawling:

after all these years I still can't listen to an American say dooties without thinking of this :facepalm:

Seriously I need help!? How to stop thinking about girls? I like to think that I'm intelligent to a degree but my stupid teen mind is turning me into a girl obsessed freak.

WILL THIS EVER STOP!? Please say yes.

Seriously I need help!? How to stop thinking about girls? I like to think that I'm intelligent to a degree but my stupid teen mind is turning me into a girl obsessed freak.

WILL THIS EVER STOP!? Please say yes.

..it never ends Mock...

..when it's really warm and you've just straightened your hair and it goes like some wavy flop within minutes...

It never ends indeed, Mock, you're screwed. I mean Hugh Heffner is the best example. He chose the best way to deal with that never ending problem. :shrug:


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it's 6:30 day off, a thump against the wall wakes me and I go apesh8t that my neighbours did again then I hear cries and a dominant male voice. Girl cries 'sorry' 'sorry' the male voice seems to be agressive. More thumping....i'm wondering if the girl is getting beat, don't know what to do, call the police, but then what if it's not what i'm thinking, what if the girl is not really getting beat and I just made a fuss for nothing and got involved in peoples business? It could be BDSM. if he does beat her it now makes sense why she never goes out, hides her bruises and is depressed as ****.

I hope he doesn't beat her. I wOn't play kerrang loud anymore.:bawling::bawling:

..do you ever see her..?...would you be able to know...oh I haven't seen her for a day or two, this is odd..?...or does she never go out..?...