D: That's the worst

I'm more careful now. :laugh:

I was bricking it when i didn't lock my suitcase, i could just imagine someone stealing it

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I have never met my Niece and Nephew's Cousins.

I feel very lonely in real life but I try to stop it from bothering me. I have friends but I've never had a best friend. I don't have anyone in real life I can call or text when I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone I can go to the cinema with, etc. I have uni friends (as a group) and I have friends from school (but they all have someone else whether it be a boyfriend or another friend). I don't have any male friends and I really would like some. But then I think about things I have that other people don't and I try not to let it bother me.

Jonathan. I'm the same way. I definitely have to rely on people online to solve my problems because I have no rl friends to go to in my hour of need <\3.

I also think I've got agoraphobic tendencies because I absolutely hate leaving the house for anything and I think that's my main worry of getting a job.

That's it. Life is swings and roundabouts.

We all are better off in some ways and worse off in others. But it's this kind of thing that makes me hate Facebook/social media because it rouses such envy and arrogance in people.

I went in the pool 3 times a row with a different phone, all 3 broke, oops.

same omg :hug:

I always feel quite optimistic though of finding close friends, like there will always be a new job, or even like the start of a new university year etc, loads of chances to get to know people.

I hate certain features on my face like my nose ect, and sometimes I obsessively look in mirrors even like car windows walking down the street lmao, sometimes I refuse to look in mirrors at all aha. It's not that bad but I'm just a perfectionist I guess.

:hug:

I sometimes fee like this, I feel like my family just tolerate me because they have to and although I have two really close friends sometimes I feel like I'm the thirst wheel and they don't wanna be around me to the extent that I've cancelled plans and stuff. I know its all in my head and a bit irrational but once I've convinced myself it takes a while to get out that frame of mind lol

I had Jay's number in my phone but I know someone called Jay in real life. And when TiBB Jay texted me and it came up as a notification on my phone, my sister (doesn't know about TiBB) thought it was the other Jay.

So, now TiBB Jay is known as Jake in my contacts because I don't know any Jakes. ;)

:hug:

I love this little family. :love:

We so need to organise a huge meet up.

It'll probably end with hospitalisations, but what a night. :flutter:

In real life. :laugh:

what do you have me as?

Who are you tbh?

honestly do not know what that is

Same. *distraught*

It would be a messy night.

I wouldn't trust Marsh with my number. I'll get paranoid if he calls me at 4am in the morning screaming and begging me for help :worry:

this is a rather depressing thread but i love it