No Ellie's a nice girl. Perhaps got too wrapped up with boy stuff in the house, but she's a sweetheart and has a nice personality, like most of the BB18 cast!

No ha ha but i'm glad my best ass-et was shown off :hehe: Apparently y'all also saw how far my legs can stretch back ha ha ha

OMG the scariest thing ever. I had thought of that moment going on stage on launch so many times over the years in my head but never anticipated how scary it actually would be. I completely blanked out the whole night and all I remember is feeling numb in my body and gravitating towards Ellie because she was smiling so much, so it felt comforting.

When did Emma say this? But yeah knowing the vote to save v vote to evict thing definitely affects your behavior - having been in the house I can say 100% that vote to save is the better format for entertaining TV. When it was vote to evict you could tell everyone was trying to be more careful as just getting into an argument can put you at risk of being evicted.

But yeah definitely listened out to it always and was always preparing 5-6 steps in advance - even with who I nominated, what interactions I had etc. Definitely played the game hard, just did not want to vocalise it too much as I didn't know how the British public would respond to it.

LT exposed :hehe:

Some points: (which I did say in the diary room but not sure if it was shown).

1) Aligning with Arthur and Chanelle early on
2) Emphasizing the divide at all times to create an in-grou/out-group mentality
3) smoking cigarettes and being friends with the non-smokers to cover all angles of the house.
4) using more swear words so my vocabulary matched the other housemates' more
5) putting on fake tan to conform to group norms in the house.
6) Asking the guys to work out with them to create a bond that way.

And my biggest move:

7) Pretending to be weak/sensitive so I was seen as less of a threat within the house.

So my strategies were more towards not being nominated than it was to trick the public. I'm a strategist naturally so it's just in my personality.

Raph why won't you answer my question about Isabelle and Lotan and the way he spoke to and treated her? :laugh: It looked really bad as a viewer. Also Ellie came across horribly during fight night as well

I think others also looked bad on fight night. Deborah charging towards Ellie? She said she was going For the exit, but I'm not convinced. I agree about these two, they were awful that day.

Are you still in touch with Arthur? Such a shame he left. He could have easily won.

Atleast Deborah owned her part in it though(she actually seemed like the only one who properly did). Ellies came across really weird I thought

ETA. Also, I wasn't only referring to how Lotan acted towards Isabelle during Fight Night either, it seemed on going since she entered the house

Yes, I didn't Lotan and Ellie.. I was glad they left, especially Lotan, who I found extremely arrogant.

Yeah same here

"hit mehhh hit meeeh"

Noooo! :laugh2:

:laugh:

:clap1: A great guy

This is really interesting to know, did you ever cry for the vulnerability factor or was every time you cried real?

Have you watched pll yet

Also welcome back, I didn’t know you was back!!!

Hey Raph! I loved you in the show and you seem like a really nice guy on the outside too :).

My question is that when each time you were nominated for eviction did you think you would go or did you think you would stay?

Thanks my dude!! You're the champ!

1) No I don't think any of the housemates really know about the forums and stuff, as far as I know.
2) No I have not but i'm not sure I want to? I've only really heard bad things about it and tbh I've only liked Paulie as a HG on BBUS in the last few years, find the people really hard to relate to unlike BBCAN.
3) It surprised me how tough it was, i'm not an emotional person at all yet in the house I felt much more emotional because it was very psychologically stressful.
4) The house divide was by far the worst the first day of the love peace and harmony task. The two sides didn't say a word to each other all morning it was crazy, like a true war. And then there's a reason we all got closer after but I don't think i'm allowed to share that. And I was closest to Lotan from the other side originally, and then more Kieran and Tom towards the end. Actually, I was closest to Charlotte throughout whilst in the house (we always laughed about how our friendship would not be shown as it would confuse the divide storyline), but outside more Kieran and Tom.
5) I knew early May already that I was going on. And ah it honestly was the BEST DAY EVER when I got 'the call'. :D

why have you seen it :suspect:

Honestly it just feels like your own home. It never smelt bad and you never really felt like it was dirty cause you just got used to it. It definitely needed that house clean on Chanelle's bday though :)

I thought I would be an early boot, really felt like the public would not get me and the strategic way I saw the game. I thought Chanelle would be an early boot too, same with the sisters and Sukhy - basically all the people who I loved!

I thought Ellie or Kieran had it in the bag to win. But I guess I was wrong!

Nooo was super hype! Was exciting to see Sam and Jordan move into me and Chanelle's bed as well.