Im more emotional than I thought I would be
 

I know I am sad but all this talk about echoes in the house and the final, final ever has me feeling quite choked.
I have been a fan right from the beginning and its part of the summer. Next summer will be weird after 10 years.
I am going to have to get a life :joker:................................:bawling:

If anyone starts bawling on tonights program, that will be me off:bawling:

Its not hit me yet

Probably tomorrow morning I will feel it when there's no live feed. :(

I'm still hanging on to the hope that C5 will have it next year

I'm so glad I'm not the only saddo.. I'm feeling quite down thinking about it :laugh:
I've watched every series religiously too and next summer will indeed be strange! :bawling:

I'm ok at the moment, I think the thing that will set me off is Davina's Big Send Off.

I read somewhere that she's not going to be wearing black tonight, btw. :shocked:

I've got butterflies in my stomach, cause im really excited about tonight, but im really sad as well cause this is the very last one, i know a will bawling my eyes out tonight.:bawling::bawling::bawling:

Im wearing waterproof mascara today :joker:

That will do me in too, my DD is coming round to watch with me now, she wants to have a laff at me I think. :blush::bawling:

me too

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End of an era.

I started crying last night when Davina did her goodbye speech from the diary room so heaven help what a mess I'll be in tonight :(

I bet she starts crying first. :joker:

Well i've just watched a video on C4 website, of the funeral with Marcus Bentley & i was crying my eyes out, god knows what im going to be like now tonight.

I think you might be right, especially if I build it up. Think I might have to make sure she does.:joker:

Go for it. :joker::joker:

I'm torn between excitement and sadness for tonight's finale.

What I am grateful for is that we are here to witness the last legs of this amazing journey. There's been tears, tantrums, fights, bitching and laughter over the years.

BB has produced some amazing housemates and a few undesirable ones too. Memories that will last forever and a few that will just fade away.

I'm also thankful for these forums where we can chat, laugh and even fall out in some cases over this wonderful show. I know the BB forums will never buzz in the way they have during the shows, but knowing they are here and hopefully most of you guys too just so we can keep the dream alive..............

Great post, thanks.
BB has given us great TV, great reads and fun, why get rid of it?

Agree I just hope people stay on the forum as you say to keep the dream alive.

Great post, 100% agree with you.:thumbs:

I feel really sick in my stomach today dont know if that anything to do with BB or not.... D:

uh oh.. I'm filling up just reading this! Christ I think there'll need to be a support thread tonight :laugh:

Me too, had to get a tissue, what are we like?? lol:joker::bawling:

Hahahaha.. incredibly sad aren't we! Atleast we can all be sad here together :)

Yes, thats the nice thing, we are all on this site (except a few) for the same reason................. BIG BROTHER!!!:hugesmile:

I think we should start the party thread early. Hic! :joker::joker:

Yeah.. will you start it?

I will join in but alcohol free as Im still working, LOL. Oh bugger it, Ill have a wine. :joker::elephant::dance:

If I drink too much though I will have a blub!!:bawling::joker:

Ach.. don't worry about it. I think there's a few of us going to have a blub! :joker:

No, please feel free to start it happyland. :elephant:

im really emotional. Its really sad. Im out tonight so the tape player better work!!

Party thread is now open! :D

If its Sky plus, I always tape the program after too, because at odd times it ends too early and you miss the end of the program, this is so annoying.

yeah imagine if it missed the flippin end. Thats if my dad even allows it to tape. He hates big brother. Wud be gutted if i missed the last ever one. Any chance anyone can get all of tonight on dvd and send it to me? Big ask I know

I dont know how to do that hun, but someone might be able to help. The other thing is, its often repeated on Saturday isnt it?

I'm used to the idea of it not being on now. Still in hope it returns but was accepting what we already knew.

There's a quote I like which comes to mind: "Don't cry because it's ending. Smile because it happened." :)

Yay. :elephant:

Im away for the weekend though. Hmmm. Oh well. If i can get it taped, i can get it taped. If not, I have the memories. Lol

i cried and cried last night ,dont know what i will be like tonight

Where is it? :conf: I can't find it. :joker: