Hello Everybody!
 

I've not been on here for a while! Hope everyone is good. Since I was last on, we had a few scares with Samuel but all is good and we're looking forward to our holidays now :)

I didn't even know BB was starting again until the night before! Look forward to some BB banter over the next few weeks.

What's the chat thread called nowadays?

Hi lee! Did you watch the launch? I was there and i had so much fun. Good mix of characters this year. :wavey:

Lee! :hug: Glad Samuel is ok, we missed you here. Where are you off to on Holiday?

The chat thread is called The Lounge 20 (The Enchanted Forest), it's in the Private section of chat and games now for members with 100 posts or more

Hey Lee, nice to see you on here. Hope you have great holidays

Lee :flutter:

Yes I watched the launch.. Quite an interesting bunch. I'm loving Nick and so glad he wasn't evicted last night!
Thanks Niamh :) We're off to England in two weeks including 3 nights at Butlins! Then we're off to Kos in June for two weeks! :amazed:

Are you off anywhere nice?

Nick and Christian are sharing a bed. Hope they become friends. :love:

Ah you're finally getting to Kos then haha. We're going to Portugal this year at the end of July/start August, seems like forever away still

It'll be here in no time! And yes! Kos at bloody last! :laugh: I can't wait to be lying by that pool, drink in hand!

Not lee ignoring me

Don't blame her tbh :fan:

I just noticed your post.. I swear yours and Natalie's post wasn't there before!

Erm... Who are you btw?

ahahahaha Buuuuurn

It's Glenn btw s0b

:laugh: I'm presuming its somebody that's had a name change?!

..well hello..:hug:...you're all well/Samuel's well..?..it's lovely to see you, there's nothing really to report in terms of housemates yet because I think that we're all still in a bit of a staring contest with them and sussing them out..

Oh hello Glenn :love: Why did you change your name??

I don't really know :think:

Yes thanks Ammi.. Everybody is well thanks! Samuel likes to keep us on our toes but so far so good!

I'm thinking it may be quite an explosive house this year! I think Jade may be the resident headcase! We never really know until their initial act/nervousness wears off though do we?

What does it mean?? At first I thought cheese or airline?

Jade has bitch written all over her. :hehe:

Hey Lee....good to see you :love:

..haha, my boys are into their twenties and they still keep us on our toes..maybe it's a boy thing..:fist:...he must be really excited about his holiday in Koz though, you said that he always wanted to go..


...yeah I think explosive for sure because if it didn't happen naturally then BB would make it happen anyway....with Sarah and Nick especially I though, they were very nervous and actually that made me warm to them more because the VTs are always a bit OTT and just to get chosen...

Hello Annie! Good to see you too! How're things? :)

Great to hear you Lee


Life In The City

Yes, it's a shame that they all have to focus and exaggerate their negative points; "I'm a total bitch. I'm a complete twat with no friends. I'm fat. I vote UKIP." Once it all settles down, their actual personalities hardly ever portray their VTs!

Right back at ya Arista!

Hi Lee! So pleased to hear from you and that all is now hunky dory in chez Lee :)
Bet you're so looking forward to your hols!
I started a fanclub for Jade... I guess we can't be counting on you to join the mad cow club? :laugh:

Haha.. No thanks Kizzy. Not yet anyway; anything can happen though:)

Nice to see you back posting Lee!

Thanks Cherie :love:

Hello Lee,was only wondering where you were that other day,glad things are on the up with Samuel,so nice to see you back.

Thanks Kazanne! Nice to be back :)

Yeah, I'm ok thanks. :love: Hope you're back around for a while....we have missed you

Thanks Annie.. Yeah I'll stick around for a while. I always find it hard to come back after a while away for some reason. We had a wee scare with Samuel at the beginning of the year and I went into full panic mode again and didn't come on here for ages! Looking forward to a summer of BB chat and nonsense though! :love:

..I think for a while you'll associate any worries you have with him Lee but it'll get less in time ...

I do hope so Ammi. I definitely coped better with the whole thing whilst we were in hospital last year better than I am now since he's finished treatment. I honestly don't think the fear of relapse will ever go away, but hopefully it'll get easier :)

..it's not something that will go slowly and easily because it's the most fearful thing that you've had to face and fear and helplessness are such strong emotions and there is always that thing also that his system is low for a year or so because of the illness and also the chemo/medication etc...so he'll be open to being susceptible to catching things, which will always bring those feelings back...but I think in time and as he gets stronger and stronger and catches things less, then the fears for you will fade, it's not that you'll forget obviously but you just won't worry in the same ways that you do now and feel dread...I know lots of children who have had cancer just because of working in a school for so long and after the same fears etc that you feel, they're more.....you are going to school today, it's just a cold now go and get dressed....

It's one of the most destructive forces in the known universe. It's a spacey thing :laugh: