How\'s 2009 faring for you?
 

Is it being good or **** for you so far?

I'm wondering if anyone can beat my year.

I've come out, but am madly in love with a best friend who doesn't feel the same, I lost a front tooth on a drunk night out, and now I've just had to console my mum who's come crying into my room because she has to make a decision over whether or not to turn off my older brother's life support [he's been a drug addict for years, and it's basically caught up with him - i don't know the health details]

So um. Yeah. You?

Hmm, I said okay. There's been a bit of ****, but thats just standard and I have a feeling imma have an amazing summer so.

2008 was an incredible year in terms of SO much happened both good and bad.

Bad:
Haven't had a job since last year.
Nor a proper girlfriend which id like.

Middle:
Gained a bit of fat/ Got Stronger. < But am running now and doing some new things so im already toning up again :spin:

Good:
Passed my driving test.
Got my car.
Turn 18 in 21 days.

My year hasnt been all that eventful.

Mines been Okay borderline good so i put okay.

Quite bad. My sister's getting everywhere, like out and all and mum's just being an a** to me. Dad's away working in Denmark, so I see him every 2/3 weeks atm. My friends are acting like spoons, want to get a part-time job and try new things etc. but there's jack all to do here =|, so it's just been awful boring.

Amazing so far. More parties, Uni is awesome and my work placement is wicked. I can't ask for more more to be honest. :cheer2:

Okay

Its been so boring and I have realised how stupid my parents can be.

Good thing is that I have realised how I have more than one best friend and I love them both so much!!!

Er its been alright I spose,been through bucket loads of **** relationship wise =[ still am.I dunno,I`m unhappy with alot of stuff but at the same time Im grateful for so much and I`ve lost some weight and am continuing to do so so thats :banana:I`m can see my life moving forwards in someways,I feel more mature than I did last year,theres still a few things I need to get my head around though,but I`m happy most of the time (with a stress on most) ,I`m healthy,and so are my family so I can`t complain at all.

Ok but vary boring

Two hot women going down on you?

Good.

I've lost weight.
I'm working my way up in work.
I've met a whole new group of people.
I've had a few fun times with relationships.

It's been goooood.

Also I am sorry to hear about that shaun. <3 Do you get on with him well?? x

Yeah I suppose, but I'm not particularly close to him. He's only a half-brother really and has done loads of things in the past to piss me off - he used to steal from my mum to feed his drug addiction.

But I just hate seeing my mum cry, it's probably the worst thing in the world.

You mean hospital life support or the other type?

Hospital, yeah...the respiratory machine or something. Not sure what it's really called.

Okay.

Good points: Still with bf, going strong, moving in with him in a few months. Mum is learning to walk after two successful operations and it's going well, my cat gave birth so I have a new kitten too, and my exams are going okay. Money-wise I'm okay too... not perfect, but not as bad as last year.

Bad points: Stress starting to hit me again, issues with mums treatment, living arrangements less than perfect.

Its been alright, it started of great, went a bit rubbish because my life got took over work and I am still in that bit right now, kind of a boring part of life I have to get through to make the rest amazing.

I did plan this year to be a better year, but the second half of the year is going to be farrrr better, with summer coming along and then Uni/Drama school :)

There have been HUGE down points.

****ing pathetic.

Crap so far. My 39 year old uncle killed himself,my mum has gone into hospital and my grandad's died all in the last 3 weeks. Beside's that I've just been in uni or on placement. It's gone from meh to unbelievably ****. But it will hopefully pick up soon. I have summer to look forward to.

Oh. I know what you mean. I used to think that about my mum but now i am used to her crying. I have only ever seen my dad cry once though and it breaks my heart.
I feel so bad for you though!! x I hope next year is better for you x :flowers:

I can't grumble i suppose, I'v been on an amazing holiday + I started learning to drive.. thats all thats happened really.
[I hope your okay Shaun :hug:]

erm its ok i guess at least i have a job now apart from that its been a bit meh

Bad.

I was living with my boyfriend and I thought things were going well. I found out that while I was in Benidorm last year, he cheated on me and she is now pregnant with his baby. She is due in 4 weeks.
I wanted to try for a baby and was told that because I had been on the pill for too long that it could take 5 years for me to conceive if at all.

I went on the sick at my work through stress because of the whole, someone else is carrying my boyfriends baby situation and then got abuse from my boyfriend for that which made things worse so I started to cut myself to relieve pain from my life. I took an overdose and ended up in hospital for a night and a half and then was told by my boyfriend that I was a nut job.

He stole my car and crashed it when drunk and I paid to pay for all the repairs. He didnt let me see my friends and constantly accused me of cheating on him. I wasnt allowed to go to the toilet one night and he nearly broke my leg from me trying to get out of a room.

Then I leave home, he goes mental and tells my dad everything about me, cutting myself etc. And then i go and see if he is alright last night and he tries to break my neck and has me in a head lock sort of thing and i nearly pass out.

Then today he tells all my friends and family and his family that I am a psyco and that he has left me.

Then my little brother told his school that my dad beats him up which he doesnt cos he wanted attention from someone at school so my brother ran away from home for attention and my dad left my mum because he couldnt handle it all.

My mum is going to have a break down because of everything that is happening with her children and then I find out last week that my birth sister wants nothing to do with me since we got adopted.

Maybe I already tried ? :whistle: Who knows...

****... Annie... :hug: That's... harsh, the whole thing.

How long have you been on the pill?

I was on it for 6 years but apparently my doctor should have changed it after 2 years because it was for my skin as well and you should only be on it for a limited time or it can cause bad side effects such as infertility and breast cancer. :sad:

Annie! Don't worry, Big Brother is only weeks away!

Yeah I'm being changed now to a POP, and it's been 2 years.

:hug: I know we're not the best of friends, but if you need to speak to someone random I'm here.

I'm so sad sad to hear that Annie, you deserve to have good things happening because UR MY GUUURL :lovedup:

Omg annie I had no idea.
I am so sorry! Is it matt thats done this?? x

Thanks a lot Lauren. Really does mean a lot to me. You have no idea.
I just want to forget about him. I just booked a last minute holiday to Salou so go away on Monday for a week. Hopefully when I come back my head will be feeling better and my heart will have healed.

Thanks Remy :lovedup:

Anytima anywhere. That kind of situations shouldn't be happening to cute girls like you I'm honest.
If you need to talk, you know where you can find me. :wink:

Annie :O!! I had no idea. Well none of us did but yeh. It makes my face shrivle up reading it. I hope things get much better, and I'm sure they will :) :thumbs:

Sadly yes.
He is soooo mean to me but its crazy cos I am still totally in love with him and cant stop. He has drink problems so a lot of the time i know its not really him saying or doing these things but at the end of the day, it is.

Thanks to everyone who is saying such lovely things. Its honestly soooo touching. :love:

I kinda know how you feel about the drink thing. My grandma died in a fire because she was drunk and took these sleeping pills so she didnt realise the house was on fire. My grandad has been an alcoholic for like 10 years. and now my mum is drinking loads and it turning in to a mean bitch lol x
I hope everything get better for you though!! x :flowers:

I had a feeling you were having those kind of problems. I dont now why, but its just the way your posts came out in the past few months. Obviously, its none of my business, so I didnt say anything about it.
But look, there is no one who is irreplacable. In fact if you think someone is, then they are definitely gonna take advantage of that.
Dont be in denial, and face whatever youre feeling head on. It will be much better.
Anyways good luck with everything, and hope you have a nice little holiday!

Thanks AMA and Nina :love:

No problem. Like lauren said, I know were not friends but if you want to talk I am here too. x

Annie :hug: