not looking foward to this xmas
 

first one since my grandad died, and last xmas he was really ill with cancer. my nan's in a home now, so this will be the first xmas we havn't spent at their house. it's gonna be weird :bawling:

anyone else not looking foward to it?

Aw :(
Hopefully it turns out better than you expect it Steph.

Im not looking forward to it either, Im only getting Video Games and no other presents this year, so it seems like i`ll be getting nothing.
Even though im getting alot.. sorta lol

But I still have 'surprises' to come so hopefully they arent bad and its a good Christmas.

Aw Steph Im sorry to hear the bad news :hug:

it's strange because he died in february and i hadn't been really upset about it or cried and now it's suddenly hit me ;/

Aww Stef I really hope xmas surprises you and you have a nice time.

Aw Steph hope you're okay :hug:

:bawling::hug:

Its always the important days that bring back the memories Steph, Im sorry you lost you granddad, I cant imagine how it would feel,and I hope your xmas is as good as it can be x

My uncle and grandad have died this year,so it's been ****,really ****. But I think me(and my family) just want a day to have fun,relax,be happy. Hopefully it won't be too sad!

thanks everyone :|

awww steph :hug:
im looking forward to it! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Evenn though no one from my family have died at christmas,however...
I would still try to enjoy it :)
as its onlyyy once a year,, Ive waited for it...... :D

I'm not looking forward to Christmas either :(
My family gets smaller every year this year my aunt, 3 month old cousin and my gran aunt have all died :(
My father will be dead for 14 years in January too :(
Oh I sound like a depression case!

aww jess :(
how old are ya?

17

awww thats a lot to happen to you, at that age :(

That is only this year though! I'm OK.

Hate Christmas, all a load of rubbish. Don't think i'll ever see it as a happy time.

ahh good :) :)

Why not Joee?
Everyone`s happy!!!! :D
:dance: and dancing and stufff, yehhh, haha :D
LMFFAOO