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08-01-2013 01:28 PM |
PAULA Hamilton has sensationally claimed CBB killed Jade Goody.
She reckons the reality show’s “negativity” was the cause of the cervical cancer which led to Jade’s tragic death in 2009.
And Paula, claimed she will slash her wrists if she is the first housemate evicted from the show tomorrow.
The fragile ex-model, who has caused controversy since she entered the house, reckons that it is “career suicide” to be the first person voted out by viewers.
Paula, 54, who has battled drugs and booze, is facing the chop tomorrow along with Frankie Dettori, 42, and married couple Heidi Montag, 26, and Spencer Pratt, 29.
But after being booed by the crowds on launch night last week, she is convinced the public hate her and will attack her when she is kicked off the Channel 5 show.
In a late-night chat, she went into meltdown over the fact that she had been nom-inated for eviction.
She told Page 3 model Lacey Banghard, 20: “It’s the worst thing for my career to be first out. It’ll finish me off. Flat out. Dumph! Gone.
“So pass me the razor blades. Just pass me the razor blades. I know what the public are like.
“Frankie is loved. And Heidi and Spencer say they want to go but I know how the public work. They think: ‘Haha, they want to go out. We’re gonna keep them in.’
“I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like smashing my way out. I feel unsafe in here. There’s some really weird people out there man.
“I don’t know if I’m gonna get blown up any moment.” This is not the first time that Paula has been linked to a suicide scare. In her 20s, she tried to hang herself from a chandelier after her boyfriend at the time, Army officer Sebastian Rhodes- Stampa, dumped her.
She recalled: “I thought: ‘Please let me murder myself.’
“I kicked the ladder away and heard a creak and landed on the floor with the chain and part of my ceiling around me.
“I sat there and started to drunkenly laugh and cry. I couldn’t even kill myself.”
Fragile Paula, who has already been seen by a doctor after falling sick and sparked outrage by comparing Big Brother to the Nazi death camp Auschwitz, says the reality show ruins people’s lives.
She reckons it was the cause of former Big Brother fav- ourite Jade Goody’s cancer.
The former girlfriend of Simon Cowell raged: “I wonder how many people have committed suicide after being on these programmes?
“It’s torture. It killed Jade. All that negativity did that.
“I think it gave her cancer.”
Paula, who starred in the classic 1987 Volkswagen ad, was mysteriously dropped from the CBB line-up in 2009.
She claims her medical report, which detailed how she had failed certain tests, was leaked to the media and she was branded “mad”.
The star added: “I was never called mad until 2009. I ended up on benefits and all my work stopped.”
Paula said she had asked to speak to the show psychologist about her meltdown over her eviction nomination.
She said: “They’ve broken me. This show has broken my soul.”
Steps star Claire Richards, 35, said: “She’s like a caged animal.”
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