...hi
 

Been ages since I posted on here and feel the need to update somewhat as I AM MEETING NIAMH NEXT MONTH!

So. I am now single and ****ing loving it. Finally got the balls to leave my crappy marriage and jesus christ I have been a muted version of myself for like..12 years or so. Its so weird looking back on it all now how I didnt realise I was depressed as hell and life was just..crap. Kinda sat waiting for each day to pass where now I wake up and look forward to stuff (once I get over the '****ing hell, its 7am, lemme sleep a few hours more' mood anyway..)

Kids are happier. They took the transition really well. Especially Skye who usually has issues with change. But they are settled in new school in consett near my family. They go to Gavins on weekends, which gives me adult time each weekend :D

Pain issues are not cured yet like but I have found ways to cope and..mask whatever the problem is. A cure would be good though really. But it is what it is I guess.

I also need to post more elsewhere as my spam has spilled onto both facebook and snapchat and am sure people on my list are sick as **** of me updating constantly. Ohers seem to have one update every few days, mines multiple times a day on both platforms D:

What have I missed. Really :laugh:

Welcome Back :p looking forward to next month :hee:

Welcome back! We should do a TIBB meet up. It would be brilliant :laugh:

:suspect: Will see how messy November is. I honestly think this would be carnage. Maybe a while back before everyone hated each other so much..

Its great to see you back in here. Glad you're doing well :love:

:joker: brilliant

Looks about accurate. Or how I want it to go anyway! :D

I'm single as well and I love it. I can do what i want when I want. No man telling me what to do :dance:

Hmm. Not sure about that. That part I like sometimes tbh :evilgrin:

Hey stranger
Vicky you are the most open member on the forum , hope everything keeps going in the right direction but there are plenty here for you if things go sideways.

The hate on here is mostly pantomime

I'm bringing my Gav with me :p

:laugh2:

When someone shows an interest I usually run fast the other way :joker::dog:

awww :laugh:

I did this. Til I discovered 20 something year old blokes. Thats a whole different ballgame it seems :D

Thanks sheriff :love:

Our own resident fireman :D

He will be dealing with a flood at this rate

Its such a gorgeous day here in London.
I'm going out later. Cinema :amazed:

He's a Health and Safety Officer now :laugh:

Welcome back Vicky :love: great to hear you are getting on well and meeting Neem - Iconic!

I said I have to meet at least 1 person from here before it disappears, it's weird because I've known Vicky for 12 years now, it will be strange actually meeting in r/l

Great having Vicky back

Far better than Thomas C.

I also randomly lost like 4 stone since my depression started lifting. Its so odd. I didnt realise how big I had got until I wasnt. Last week I found some old tracksuit bottoms and I kinda fit into one leg now. Have not lost half my body weight but seem to have lost half the size :joker:

Edit. Though **** knows how am still losing really. Yesterday I ate

-Bacon sandwich
- 2 packs of french fries
- Icecream and strawberry sauce
- Whole thing of strawberries
- Mcdonalds
- 4 bags of hula hoops
- 2 chocolate cupcakes that the kids made

And drank 2 litres of coke.

I should be piling it on really. This is not an uncommon days intake either Since discovering weed..or little hairy acorn type things as I called it last night to my sister

I've only met Mitchell and he was really lovely :love: