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Girth - the main thing bud is you came through it, tough as it was you did it and you are here to tell us you made it. Depression is awful, it is debilitating and unless you have experienced it first hand it is difficult to walk in someones shoes for a single moment.

Kiz - I have lived in your world for many years as well, dark thoughts are a part of my condition. I am lucky that my husband and family are all aware of when I am having a slip (as is Red Moon clever so and so) and they all (even Red) offer me love, kindness and support. I have an amazing support system of professionals and family that allow me to maintain a pretty normal life. I am lucky that I can function at the level I do, many people with my condition are not able to and often end up committing suicide.