[Ant.]

it was so weird after I left high school bc I met straight guys and they weren't repulsed about me at all which was kinda sad bc I've just grown up with straight guys doing jabs at me. The only guy friends I did have ended up being gay so I never really had a friendship with a straight guy and it was really weird bc being friends with a straight gu is different from being friends with a straight girl/any girl. Like with my gal pals I'd kiss them and hug them and be really affectionate and say "i love u!!!" and I just didn't feel comfortable doing that with a straight guy. And I'm a p affectionate person and even with my gay guy friends we've talked about how much we've platonically loved each other and been up all night talking and it's never meant anything romantically. It's just weird how I don't feel comfortable doing that w/ the straights