[aaronneely2017]

Sorry for the really deep question.

Since secondary school I've never really felt this sense of belonging in my life, I've always felt put last in friendship groups. Maybe its that i have really low self esteem or I'm overthinking but even when I'm at my happiest, i still get that inkling that if i weren't here i would not be missed by anyone, sometimes i question why I'm still here, were is my life really going.

I like to pride myself as someone who is kind and determined who never gives up but sometimes at my worst i question what is even the point?

Again I'd like to apologise if this question has come across too deep, its just something I've been wanting to ask people for a while