[Ninastar]

I thought suicide when I first found out she was missing. But idk if she would do that in front of her son. Unless she was planning on taking him with her... but maybe she realised how much she couldn’t do that, felt so much shame and swam away so he didn’t have to see it...

Idk man, I have so many questions and I’m so confused and upset

I know from personal experience that when you’re about to commit suicide, your brain is in a frenzy... you are 100% not all there and you make crazy decisions.

This whole thing is ****ed up