...I’m so sorry, Swan...
...it’s someone who has had much meaning in your life, so hurting is an inevitable thing...that doesn’t mean though that it isn’t the right decision, only you both know that...but being together, not being the right thing, doesn’t mean that being apart will feel the right thing atm either, it’s a road to get there ..there is a saying..’to heal is to feel’...?...and drinking is to numb the feeling so may only make the road feel longer because it’s blocking out what you need to go through for that healing to begin, you know...
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