Through the week..by about Wednesday, I look forward to Friday school drop off (Gavin picks them up after school on fridays, then drops them at school Monday morning for me to pick up so we don't have to see each other..) for adult time where I dont have to be responsible and can be as much of a mess as I feel like because I just want to.
By Sundays I look forward to the kids coming back as I miss them and have had my fill of substances and weird adult conversations so want some weird kid conversations instead
Rinse and repeat
