[Redway]

Going back to the thread topic, the most painful thing about the most recent experience of betrayal I had with people who actually meant something to me (last year) is that we actually mostly got on just fine in the beginning (after a dodgy first few weeks getting to know these two guys) and there was a point where I gave a lot (way more than I needed to) and was low-key planning a mutual holiday for the three of us between Amsterdam and Florence (Italy) but then they went and did what they did over the course of several months and a lot of drama came out of it so it all went very sour. Only one of them properly apologised for what he did but the funny thing is the other one still had the audacity to chime at me one of the last times I saw him (I probably wouldn’t have forgiven him or wanted anything to do with him generally even with an apology). There was this other mutual person known to two of us who got involved in my life last September/October (who ended up really pissing me off and very much violating my boundaries) but he was just a random face I never gave a monkey’s about in the first place so when he got the guilt-hint (I think he did try and genuinely patch things up prior but I didn’t care) and deleted me off one of my socials I really wasn’t bothered. I just wish I’d have had a chance to have told him what-for in person but being the flakey fly-by-night he was he wasn’t even worth that. I hope I never see the bastard again.